46. (nsfw)

//NSFW content ahead I suppose, and guys I'm really running out of ideas send help. Also I went into town today to get inspiration and also to get some better pictures, so enjoy the updated pictures in some chapters!//

Eddy's hands were tembling slightly when he lifted them to grab a hold of Brett's sweater. Their lips were still moving in sync and their breathing was laboured. Brett wanted to let Eddy lead the way, worried he'd cause another outburst of panic or trigger memories Eddy did not want. He allowed himself to be pushed onto his back in the bed with Eddy on top of him. Brett's hands wandered slowly from Eddy's waist down to rest on the waistband of his trousers, but stopped there waiting for his next move. Eddy groaned in slight frustration."You're so... careful", he mumbled against Brett's lips before moving to kiss along his jawline, touching one of the now faded hickeys he had made on Brett's neck the last time they were together like this. This caused Brett to exhale heavily."I just..." he breathed, trying to pull himself together to continue under Eddy's touch. "Shit... I just want you to feel... safe..." Eddy stopped what he was doing for a moment, as if processing what he had just been told. Then he leaned down to Brett's ear, lips brushing softly against it as he spoke."I always feel safe with you, Brett. Always." Brett's heart rate was going up, and his cheeks felt warm. Eddy's breath caressed his neck beneath his ear giving him goosebumbs, and he let his smaller hands slip under Eddy's loose t-shirt. It lifted slightly and in combination with the slight slipping down of his trousers revealed three angry streaks going down his hip. Those had not been there last time. 

Eddy pulled Brett's sweater over his head and let thre kisses move down from the hickeys on his neck. Brett tangled his fingers into his lover's soft hair, feeling his body react to Eddy's soft lips making butterfly kisses down his stomach. He stopped before coming all the way down and rolling over to rest on his back next to Brett on the bed. Brett was still gasping for air."Shit Eddy, you're such a tease..." he moaned, trying to catch his breath. Eddy turned his head towards Brett. "I want you to touch me, Brett... I want to be yours again..." he said softly, attempted seductivly, but the desperation in his voice made it sound more like a plea.

Luckily, Brett wasn't hard to convince, and moments later he was straddled over the long body helping it out of the white t-shirt with the bumblebee on. The bruise on Eddy's arm was bad. Brett wasn't sure he had seen a bruise that bad ever in his life, and it went all the way around his upper arm like a black and blue armband. He let his finger very carefully run over the bruise, but he retreated his hand when Eddy winced."Sorry, love" Brett whispered, quickly touching his lips against Eddy's. Instead he softly let his finger trace Eddy's jaw all the way to his chin with his index finger before going down to follow the shape of his left collarbone. Eddy's slight shiver beneath him as he moved down his chest, over the hint of abs and down. He closed his eyes and exhaled heavily with a slight whimper, and Brett absolutely loved having this effect on Eddy.

Brett noticed some more bruises around the younger boy's inner thigh when he got as far as getting his trousers off. Clear blue spots, clearly in the pattern of a hand larger than Brett's attempting to keep his thighs apart. They were not as heavy as the bruise on his arm, but they were clear signs of a struggle. He also realized how far down the three screaming red streaks starting on his thigh went, and the guilt came back to Brett.You should have been the one to follow him home. You allowed this to happen.

Eddy's small impatient wiggle of his hip snapped Brett back to the real world. Brett showed the voice's concerns into the depths of his mind and ignored them."Please Brett... take me back... belong... to you..." he whimpered incoherently while clumsily attempting to open the button on Brett's trousers with shaky hands. Their lips met again, but Brett stopped the kiss to say something important. He leaned in and breathed hot air on Eddy's ear before humming in a low seductive voice:"You never stopped being mine, love."