Chapter 43

20:28, 21 February 2015

YOUR P.O.V.

*at the house*

Evie- *laughs* I'll see you guys later.. *leaves the house*

Diggy- *chuckles to himself and walks in the living room* *looks at you* Hey

Y/N- *deep in thought*

Diggy- *pauses and walks over to you* Y/N?

Y/N- *looks at him* Hm?

Diggy- Um, hi? You okay?

Y/N- No.. what was that earlier?

Diggy- What was what?

Y/N- You know what.. that kiss?

Diggy- *smiles to himself* *sits on the other side of the couch* You tell me

Y/N- No, I'm asking you

Diggy- Well, I'm tryna prove to you that I do love you. I have feelings for you and I want to be in your life.

Y/N- *rolls her eyes*

Diggy- I know you enjoyed that kiss too

Y/N- *looks at him and raises her eyebrow* How?

Diggy- *smirks* You kissed me back..

Y/N- *looks away and smiles to herself*

Diggy- Y/N, I know you got feelings for me, somewhere *puts his hand on your leg*

Y/N- *looks down at his hand* *baby starts to kick* Ooh..

Diggy- What?

Y/N- The baby.. it's kicking again

Diggy- *smiles* Can I?

Y/N- *nods*

Diggy- *puts his hand on your stomach* *feels the kicks and starts laughing happily* It's so unreal...

Y/N- *smiles*

Diggy- *looks up at you* *kisses your lips* *bites your bottom lip gently*

Y/N- *kisses him back* *stops and pulls away*

Diggy- What?

Y/N- *tries to stand up* I.. I need to go to sleep..

Diggy- *tilts his head* Y/N, can we talk about th..

Y/N- There's nothing to talk about.. *walks upstairs slowly*

Diggy- *sighs* How the hell am I gonna get through to this girl?

DIGGY'S P.O.V.

*a few days later*

Y/N- Come in *looks up*

Diggy- *comes in your room* Hi..

Y/N- *pauses* Hi.

Diggy- I wanna talk to you.. it's kinda important.

Y/N- *strains* Now's not a good time Dig..

Diggy- What's wrong?

Y/N- My feet really hurt from work and I gotta work on this presentation right now

Diggy- *sighs and sits on the bed*

Y/N- What are yo..

Diggy- *starts massaging your feet*

Y/N- Oh.. *sinks back into her pillows*

Diggy- *smiles* You know I can make you happy, whenever you want

Y/N- Thanks but.. Diggy I can't with us right now

Diggy- Why not?

Y/N- I just have to focus on work and this baby. I can't have you back in my life, and when you get what you want, you use and abuse me all over again

Diggy- How many times Y/N, I don't want to use or abuse you, I want to cherish and love you forever *holds your cheek* *kisses you*

Y/N- *looks down*

Diggy- Why is it that every time I kiss you, you don't even pull away. You always kiss me back, you always stay

Y/N- *tear falls* Well maybe it's because I'm scared that part of me will always stay and will always be hurt.

Diggy- It won't be me that hurts you *kisses your cheek*

Y/N- *wipes her eyes* No.. *gets up and leaves*

Diggy- Y/N..

Y/N- Don't! *runs out in tears* *goes onto the balcony and cries*

Diggy- *sees you crying outside* *looks down and walks away*

*a month later*

Diggy- I'll see y'all really soon. You'll tell me if shit's goin down, right? *kisses Evie's cheek*

Evie- *laughs a little* Of course we will. Have a safe flight *walks away*

Y/N- *walks up to the door* So.. you're leaving?

Diggy- I knew you'd miss me.

Y/N- I won't.. miss you. Just saying that you're going back home for work.

Diggy- You know it's only for a week. You'll be fine with your family, you and the baby..

Y/N- *looks down at the her bump* Yeah..

Diggy- *puts his hand on it* Won't be too long now.. *kisses your cheek* I'll call when I land to make sure you're okay

Y/N- I'll be fine

Diggy- Alright stubborn ass *picks up his suitcase* Love you *goes to the taxi*

Y/N- Hm. *closes the door*

YOUR P.O.V.

*a few days later*

Evie- So is h..

Y/N- No. *eats dinner*

Casey- *looks at you confused* Can't you see he really cares for you?

Y/N- *looks up and swallows* Casey, I need him a lot less than he needs me and this baby. Probably not at all

Casey- You love him

Y/N- That's stupid.

Casey- *glares at you*

Evie- *laughs to herself* You're so stubborn. *puts her fork down*

Y/N- Shut the fuck up Evie..

Casey- *looks at you both* Guys...

Evie- Get your head out your ass!! You love him, he loves you, what the hell Y/N, stop denying it!!

Y/N- *looks at her* What?!

Evie- You love him!

Y/N- No I don't!

Evie- *stands up* You do!

Y/N- No.. *holds her stomach* I fucking don't! Drop it!

Evie- Tell the fucking truth! He's been trying so, so hard, he came all the way over here to work and travels back and forth for his daughter he looks out for you, and cares for you! Why can't you see that?!

Y/N- Maybe because I don't wanna ge.. *stops talking*

Evie- Get what? You don't want to be proven wrong, you're in so much denial and I am sick of it. He wants to be with you and he's chasing after you so much, one day he's gonna be sick of it and you're gonna miss him.

Y/N- Casey... call Gina right now I'm gonna need her

Casey- What?

Evie- Why do you need Gina?

Y/N- My water just broke.. *stands up* And I really, really need my midwife right now or I'm gonna have a panic attack *walks out*

*they both rush to you*

Evie- Woah, woah.. you need to sit down right now. You're not due for another six weeks, you're premature

Y/N- And I'm fucking stressed out!

Casey- Shh! Please, Y/N calm down. Breathe..

Y/N- *tries to breathe normally*

Casey- *puts her hand on your shoulders* You're not in labour yet

Evie- We gotta call the midwife and everybody to make sure everything's fine

Casey- She's absolutely crazy

Evie- *shrugs* You help her out, I'm gonna call Diggy.

Casey- But.. he's in New York.. how the fuck is he gonna get here in time?

Evie- *mouth drops* Oh shit.

DIGGY'S P.O.V.

*in a conference*

Diggy- I just wanna do a little more of myself. I mean, I love my fans but I feel like there isn't enough to prove that. I want more collaborations, more interviews, more music a..

*phone rings*

Diggy- *chuckles* Hold on.. sorry...

Boss- *folds his arms*

Manager- *pulls his arm* Are you serious? In the middle of this meeting I got for you?

Diggy- *looks at he caller ID* I gotta take this. *goes out and answers it* Hello?

Evie- *on the phone* Diggy.. she's in labour. Right now.

Diggy- *mouth drops* What? But she's go..

Evie- I know. She's got six weeks to go. But it's happening right now and I don't know what you're gonna do

Diggy- I gotta get back, that's what. I'll see you soon *hangs up* *walks int he conference* Um, I have to go. Family emergency

Manager- *looks at him* You're not serious

Diggy- The mother of my child is in labour in London right now, I have to leave

Manager- You won't get there in time, this meeting took a lot to put together and have for you, you're going to sit down and listen

Diggy- *looks at the others*

Boss- If you cancel this, you're gonna have a lot to do to get this all again

Diggy- *points to the hall* I'm gonna go and get my daughter, get on a plane to London and be there for my girlfriend and my child..

Manager- *stands up* Hold up.. you just said girlfriend. Y/N is your girlfriend?

Diggy- Not exactly bu...

Manager- *folds her arms and laughs* Seriously, you're chasing after a girl who doesn't give a fuck about you? You've got your whole career right here, right now and ready to be sorted out and you're gonna chase a fucked up career girl who's by chance, carrying your child? She doesn't love or want you Diggy. You and I know she never will

Diggy- *pauses and points at her* You're fired. Immediately.

Manager- *mouth drops* For telling you the truth?

Diggy- For crossing a line deeper than you thought. *looks at his boss* I'm gonna get my daughter from my brother's right now. Set up another meeting about this. I need to get to Y/N in another fucking country right now with my little girl.

Boss- How about we just email you the details of this meeting? You gotta be a father and partner right now, we all understand

Diggy- *smiles* Thank you *leaves quickly*

*a few hours later on the plane*

Sia- *looks up at Diggy* How long till we get there?

Diggy- Only a few hours baby

Jermaine- *laughs* If this Jet will get us there fast enough

Diggy- Thank you so much for this bro

Jermaine- *waves his hand* It's no problem. She's having a baby right now

Diggy- Hopefully not right now

Jermaine- *chuckles* Boy or girl?

Diggy- She doesn't wanna know. I want a little girl tho. That'd be cute. *dials phone* *someone picks up* Hello?

Y/N- *on the other line screaming*