Chapter 38

YOUR P.O.V.

*the next morning*

Spin- *knocks and walks in your room with coffee* Hey... how'd you sleep?

Y/N- *hugs her knees* Like shit.

Spin- *cocks his head to the side* Come on (your initial)

Y/N- I fucking did. I couldn't sleep. I wanted to cry all night, I wanted to.. punch a wall. But I couldn't.. so I threw the remote instead *looks at the other side of the room*

Spin- *looks at the floor and sees the smashed remote*

Y/N- *mumbles* I think it's broken

Spin- You think?

Y/N- I'm sorry Spin. I'm so sorry, I'll pay for a ne..

Spin- *waves his hand at you* No, no it's fine Y/N. It's just a remote. And you have every right to get upset. He did you wrong.

Y/N- I shoudn't have trusted them. I thought there were no feelings there. I thought they were fine being just parents to Sia...

Spin- I don't know what to say

Y/N- *looks at him* Did you know what was going on?

Spin- *shakes his head* No, I swear

Y/N- *sighs*

Spin- *puts your coffee down* Look, y'all can't be in this bed all day. You gotta go to work

Y/N- I'm not. I'll call in sick and do the work here

Spin- You have people to manage and stuff to do. Come on, keep yourself busy

Y/N- *looks at him* He's going to be at my workplace. I work for the label, he's signed to the label

Spin- Oh... shit.

Y/N- *gets back in bed*

Spin- *pulls the covers off you*

Y/N- *squirms* Spin!!

Spin- *pulls you out of bed* You're getting up!

Y/N- *fight shim off* Leave me alone!!

Spin- *grabs you* You have to move on Y/N!

Y/N- *eyes start to water*

Spin- I know it's hard, I've been cheated on before.. but you gotta move on

Y/N- *nods a little*

*later that day*

DIGGY'S P.O.V.

Diggy- *walks out of a meeting smiling* *laughs and jokes with his manager*

I was in the best mood ever. My album just got the all clear to be recorded, I had artists all over the states wanting to work with me on it.. and best of all, I had a feature on Big Sean's new album comin out. I was so excited. Fuck anything else that happened, I was focused on this

Y/N- *walks out of a conference on her phone*

Diggy- *sees you down the hall* Y/N, wait..

Y/N- *looks up and sees him* *walks away*

Diggy- *to his manager* I'll catch you later.. *runs after you* Babe, co..

Y/N- *turns to him* Don't fucking call me that!

Diggy- Woah, what the fuck has gotten into you?

Y/N- Maybe that's how a girl acts when her boyfriend cheats on her. Ex-boyfriend

Diggy- *shakes his head* You still on that?

Y/N- What the fuck do you mean "I'm still on that?" What the fuck do you think this is, a game where you can play with everyone's emotions and still act normal?

Diggy- No, it ain't

Y/N- How would you feel if my ex came back in the picture?

Diggy- *laughs* That wouldn't happen.

Y/N- What if I slept with Jermaine and kept it a secret for weeks.. *steps towards him* while you're at work? How the fuck would you feel *puts her hand on his chest* ...if he was touching me, and kissing me and having sex with me, in our bed.. on our floor.. fuck it, on the kitchen table where you eat your dinner ... better than you ever did?

Diggy- *clenches his jaw* *balls his fist* *breathes sharply*

Y/N- *chuckles* Yeah... well that's how much it hurt me too *walks away*

I watched her walk off... That mental reminder I used to have of her and Jermaine being together slowly crept up on me. I remembered how much it hurt that I loved her and she was with someone else. I remembered the emptiness I felt when I fell asleep last night. I wasn't being kicked in my sleep and I didn't have to fight for the sheets. I heard no other quiet snores or content sighs. I noticed how quiet the house was and the kitchen was odourless. Nobody making me breakfast or running the shower for too long.. no make up by the sink, no little hairs left in the shower... I couldn't smell her perfume in the air and half of my wardrobe was empty. I suddenly felt like part of me was missing while I stood in that hall.

JERMAINE'S P.O.V.

*a few days later*

Jermaine- What's been up witchu so far?

Y/N- *looks at him weird* You only saw me yesterday

Jermaine- *shrugs* All I know is, a lot happened to me in 24 hours sis *laughs a little*

Y/N- Well, I'm fine... till I found out your brother cheated on me

Jermaine- *stares at you* Don't lie to me

Y/N- *raises her eyebrow*

Jermaine- *sighs*

Y/N- It's worse. He cheated with Jasmine.

Jermaine- *looks at you crazy* So.. y'all tell me I can't try a thing with her.. but he's been fuckin her behind your back!?

Y/N- Compete for her, yeah, that's what this is about Jermaine.

Jermaine- Sorry.. I just. I'm so ashamed of him right now

Y/N- *looks down at her plate* Aren't we all...

Jermaine- *looks at you* Aw, Y/N don't cry

Y/N- *wipes her eyes* I need to go to the bathroom, I'm sorry Jay.. *gets up and leaves*

Jermaine- *watches you go*

It angered me. So much. To see her like that, I mean, I know that how we ended our own relationship wasn't easy, but a girl like Y/N was one you could never hurt or disrespect. She cried and ran to the bathroom in the restaurant and i just wanted to hold her so tight. I was furious at Diggy, how can he play a girl like her?! One you can't ever get back again, it was crazy that he could cheat on her. If he wasn't happy, he shoulda walked away... 

*later at his house* 

Jermaine- *walks in*

Jasmine- *runs up to him* You'll never guess what just happened, come.. *grabs his hand and tries to lead him away*

Jermaine- *pulls away from her*

Jasmine- *looks back at him* Is something wrong?

Jermaine- I know what you and Diggy did.. and out of respect for Y/N, I need you to leave

Jasmine- *chuckles* What?

Jermaine- It is what it is. I know Sia is my niece and I love her like my own daughter, but Jasmine, you have to leave my house immediately

Jasmine- *face drops* You're telling me to leave??

Jermaine- *sighs and wipes his face* It's not easy for me to tell you this, I've been tryna think about something else the whole ride here

Jasmine- Did she tell you to throw me out?

Jermaine- Y/N doesn't tell me what to do. She's never go that far either. She's left Diggy, she was in tears when I was talking to her today. Jasmine, she's heartbroken. After all you'd say to her about how much she loves him and vice versa.. and you do this to her?

Jasmine- *cries* But.. but I didn't mean for anybody to get hurt, I swear. It was a huge mistake

Jermaine- I know. *pushes her to the stairs*

Jasmine- *grabs onto him* Please Jermaine, I'll do anything.. *moves her hand down to his crotch*

Jermaine- *pushes her off* I get that you and my brother had history.. but that is history now. I liked you the minute I saw you.. but now I see your game, I see how you disrespect my family and you wanna lure me into your games? Miss me with that. I'm done with you. 

Jasmine- Where the hell are me and Sia gonna go?! Jermaine, please, one chance!

Jermaine- *sighs*

Jasmine- *smiles a little*

Jermaine- *takes out his wallet* *pushes $100 notes in her hands* Get the fuck out of my house. 

Jasmine- *mouth drops at him* *lowers her head and walks upstairs to packs her things*

*the next day*

DIGGY'S P.O.V.

I couldn't stop thinking about her. I couldn't stop thinking about her. She was on my mind 24/7. My apartment felt lost without her. She wasn't here to laugh heartedly at the tv or to play with my hair... or even start weird and random conversation about little things, like why my ears were so "weirdly shaped" or why my eyes twitch when I'm annoyed. I missed her presence. Her touch. Her. Selfish as it was, I'd been at the club all night to try and drink my sorrows away, and I just couldn't get her out of my head. I went in the bedroom and found my Burberry scarf she loved to borrow from me.. it smelt of her Calvin Klein perfume and Victoria's Secret spray she swore by. That didn't help at all. I decided to get her out of my head.. call a random girl in my phone from last night.. try and get some phone sex going, a hook up or something to distract me

*door knocks*

Diggy- *on the phone* *smiles* Yeah.. that sounds perfect.. red lace? I bet you ain't even wearing that right now... *chuckles to himself* Maybe I wish you were naked.. *opens the door*

Jermaine- *punches him in the face*

Diggy- *stumbles and drops his phone* Shit man!! *tries to grab his phone*

Jermaine- *kicks him back* *punches him in the face again*

Diggy- *grabs his fist* *pushes him back*

Jermaine- *slams against the wall* *grabs Diggy*

Diggy- *shouts* What the hell is wrong with you!?

Jermaine- What the hell did you do to Y/N?!

Diggy- *freezes and stares at him*

Jermaine- *pushes Diggy off him* You're a fuckin bitch.

Diggy- I didn't want to hurt her..

Jermaine- You did. You did and you didn't care about her..

Diggy- Why do you care?

Jermaine- Why don't you?! 

Diggy- *stares at him* You're still in love with her aren't you?

Jermaine- *almost stutters* Y...You cheated on the best girl you're ever gonna get! She sacrificed everything for you! Her family, education, career... friendships.. she made her whole life about you and it still wasn't enough, huh?!

Diggy- *stays silent* *wipes blood from his nose*

Jermaine- Your selfish muhfuckin ass doesn't even realise how hurt she was. You cheated with your ex? Some girl that don't matter?? I don't give a fuck if she's the mother of my niece, y'all are fucking disgusting for fucking Y/N around them smiling in her face. Then y'all wait for her to leave so you can fuck her again? You make me sick

Diggy- Who are you to talk? Ain't no different from what you used to do.. fuck my girlfriends when I wasn't home then smile at me when I come back like you ain't been banging them on my bed?!

Jermaine- I know my mistakes, I don't do that shit no more.. you know what I thought you loved her all that time ago when I said to go after her. Cause I knew you were crazy for her. You told me Jasmine don't matter, but all you needed was a lil temptation you coulda walked away from to cheat on Y/N.. *walks to the door* When she finds someone who loves her more than you ever could.. you'll see that you fucked up. You ain't shit. *leaves*

*that night*

Diggy- *opens his door*

Jasmine- *looks at him* *sees a black eyes and a bruised lip* Daniel, what happened to your face? *reaches her hand to him*

Diggy- *flinches away* Nothing.

Sia- *whimpers in Jasmine's arms* Daddy...

Jasmine- *pauses and sighs* Can we stay here... for a while?

Diggy- *opens the door wider* *pulls her in for a hug*

Jasmine- *lays her head on his chest*