Chapter 37

DIGGY'S P.O.V.

*that night*

Y/N- Night babe.. *walks over to him on the couch* *kisses his cheek*

Diggy- *looks up at you* You goin bed already?

Y/N- Babe, I've got a really early start and I gotta be back here by noon to help Jasmine out

Diggy- Oh yeah *looks away*

Y/N- She'll be fine babe. I know you're just looking out for her

Diggy- I just don't trust my brother

Y/N- *shrugs* As much as we can try to make it not happen, they're grown people Dig. She has a child, she's been through a lot, she won't do anything stupid *walks to the bedroom*

Diggy- *watches her go in and close the door*

Jasmine- *walks past Diggy*

Diggy- *grabs her arm*

Jasmine- *looks back at him* What do you want?

Diggy- You know what I want, but I can't have it

Jasmine- And why not?

Diggy- *lowers his voice* Because I have other... liabilities

Jasmine- You're calling your girlfriend a liability?

Diggy- I just.. *sighs* I know what I want

Jasmine- *shakes him off* I'm not here to break you guys up. I'm here temporarily. *sighs* I don't know why I didn't say this before, but she's madly in love with you. You never needed me, I'm just a fantasy you never got to see till the end

Diggy- I want to see it to the end, Jas

Jasmine- I don't. *walks off*

*the next day*

JERMAINE'S P.O.V.

Y/N- *opens the door and smiles* Hey Jay..

Jermaine- *hugs you* Good to see you. Y'all need help?

Y/N- Not me, but Jas and Dig are in her room down the hall

Jermaine- *walks to the room*

Diggy- *leans on the wall* So you're actually packing?

Jasmine- Yes *picks up Sia* Diggy I have to leave. For the sake of your relationship

Diggy- Don't, you'll be safer here, come on..

Jasmine- And I'll be employed faster with Jermaine. I can't rely on you and Y/N to provide for me and my daughter.. and I don't want to intervene

Jermaine- *stops by the door*

Diggy- *lowly* Nobody has to know what happens between us

Jasmine- I'd rather know nothing happened at all *stands away from him*

Jermaine- *pauses* *walks in the room and smiles* Hey guys..

Jasmine- Hey uncle Jermaine! 

Sia- Hi uncle Jermaine!

Jermaine- *laughs and hugs them both* 

Diggy- *stares at them all*

Jermaine- *turns to Diggy* *daps him* Wassup bro...

Diggy- *shrugs* Just.. the usual *fakes a smile*

Jermaine- *looks at Jasmine* Aite, let's get you out of here *picks up a box*

I know when my brother was acting weird and right now, he was doing all the right things to make me assume so. He kept his head down, looking at Jasmine whenever he had the chance and occupying himself with Sia and the boxes to distract him. When I was talking with Jasmine, laughing and lowkey flirting.. it was like I could feel his stare. You can't deny that Jas was a beautiful girl and yeah, I tried it with her before.. but I had the biggest of feelings that Diggy had been betraying Y/N while Jasmine was here...

YOUR P.O.V.

Jermaine- *grabs a box* If that's everything, I'll go and start the car.. *leaves*

Jasmine- *smiles and watches him go*

Diggy- *grabs and pulls her away*

Jasmine- Ow! *pushes him off* Diggy, let go of me!

Y/N- *hears whispers and turns around* *creeps down the hall and listens*

Diggy- *almost whispers* I don't want you to leave.

Jasmine- *folds her arms* I'm going, I don't care.

Diggy- No, I need you here Jasmine. I need you and Sia..

Y/N- *eyes widen*

Jasmine- You have your girlfriend. You love her

Diggy- I do bu..

Jasmine- No buts. You love her. She's crazy for you. You fought for her. Why would you give that up? 

Diggy- Why did you say you wanted me too?

Jasmine- I was stupid! I shouldn't have and I realise that now

Diggy- No... *touches her arm*

Jasmine- *hits him* Listen to me!! You don't need me, you need her and I don't need you. Sia needs you, but not me. 

Diggy- *grabs her hands* *tries to kiss her*

Y/N- *covers her face*

Jasmine- *pulls away* Diggy, stop! Get off me!!

Diggy- Shh..

Jasmine- *pushes him off and slaps him* I can't believe you right now.. you know I'm sorry to Y/N for even flirting with you and kissing you once or twice.. but you.. you don't even care about how much she does for you and how she feels for you. It makes me so ashamed

Diggy- Jasmine, please.. come on.

Y/N- *clenches her fists tight*

Jasmine- *pulls her hands away* I'm done with you. 

Y/N- *hides in the bathroom*

Jasmine- *walks away*

Y/N- *comes out* *folds her arms*

Diggy- *walks out the room* *looks up and sees you standing outside*

Y/N- *shakes her head*

Diggy- Babe, I..

Y/N- *throws her hand up and walks away*

Jasmine and Jermaine left soon after to go back to his house.. and Diggy was at home with me.. begging for forgiveness. He wasn't sorry, and I know what sorry was. He was sorry for getting caught, he would have never told me what happened, like I was stupid. No wonder he didn't want Jasmine to leave.. she was his little bit on the side.

Diggy- Babe, please!

Y/N- *ignores him* *crosses her legs on the couch*

Diggy- *stands in front of the tv* Won't you just let me explain!

Y/N- *stands up* Liar is the only thing written all over your face right now, I can't stand to look at you *walks off*

Diggy- I...

Y/N- *turns around( And you really want her and Sia? Well if you want them, they can fucking live here.

Diggy- *holds your waist* Baby please..

Y/N- *shakes him off* Don't touch me!

Diggy- *backs off*

Y/N- Did you fuck her?

Diggy- *chuckles nervously* What?

Y/N- You heard what I said. You wear glasses, you're not fucking deaf Diggy.

Diggy- *looks down* I'm.. baby I'm sorry

Y/N- *tries to hold back her tears*

Diggy- *tries to reach for you* I didn't mean to hurt yo..

Y/N- *backs away and sniffles* *tears fall* No. No, I can't believe you'd do that... 

Diggy- *shakes and panics* Listen, baby, I'll do anything I can to make it up to you, please *grabs your hands* I love you so, so much..

Explaining to me that I was 'the one', he only loved me, she's nothing compared to me.. then he admitted that they fucked when I wasn't home. When I was working.. and even when I was sleeping in the opposite room. I felt sick. Physically sick. He promised he'd make it up to me, saying she was gone now.. but he wanted her to stay? I wasn't falling for this shit.  I hated him.

Y/N- *looks down and shakes her head* No, you need to go

Diggy- Go where?

Y/N- I don't know and I don't fucking care anymore, as long as it's not here! Go and have that perfect family with her that you and your mom always wanted for you, I don't give a shit anymore!

Diggy- I'm not leaving. I'm staying right here Y/N.

Y/N- *wipes her eyes and pauses* Then I guess it's me who's leaving huh *walks to the bedroom*

Diggy- Baby, wait! *runs after you*

Begging, crying, taking my clothes away from me, telling me how much he loved me, that it was a mistake, it meant nothing, she's nothing... but I heard everything he said before. I heard it all. He wanted her, he didn't care for me, he didn't love me as much as he insisted he did. I packed all my clothes,all my belongings, everything I had. Not a trace was left in the apartment. He tried to pull my cases away from me, sing to me, remind me of memories.... he just kept begging for me to stay, even blocking the doorway so I couldn't leave. As much as I cried, socked up the tears and bottled my emotions, I had to go.

*later*

Spin- *opens his door and sighs* What did he do?

Y/N- *shakes her head* It's over *starts to cry*

Spin- *grabs and hugs you* I'm sorry sis...

Y/N- *sobs*