Chapter 20

Xiao Zhan's P.O.V.

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Time goes by....

It's been more than 4 days.

I've been staying in mansion again. Don't ask me why?

I was just anxious.

Sometimes yibo would invite me to go outside have dinner with him.

Sometimes he would flirt with me but as he doesn't remember I know he was just playing around.

Not only that but yibo has changed a lot. He would wear casual clothes all the time. He would go out more often. He's not even going to work since the accident. And I know how workaholic he was.

That I started to wonder if this is the same yibo I fell in love with.

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I decided to keep my distance again when I saw him going on a date today with his personal hired nurse.

I was heartbroken but I couldn't tell it to him.

Actually I'm tired. Tired of him acting strange. Tired of everything.

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" I won't be coming home for a couple of days                     ~ Xiao zhan "

I texted him before starting my car.

I will just wait for him to remember and come back to me someday.

I'm just too tired of getting sad over it.

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**Time skip**

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9pm.

It was snowing.

I decided to take a walk after closing the restaurant.

I haven't been in contact with yibo for three days now.

I missed him.

As I was walking aimlessly, I ran into my ex.

She blocked my way standing right in front of me.

I sighed.

"Now what do you want?" I asked annoyed.

"I just wanted to see you for the last time. I'm moving out of the town" she said.

"Okay, good luck with whatever it is that you're going to do in life." I said.

She looked sad.

"Sorry for bothering you and sorry for hurting you at the first place. I loved you but I wanted to be with someone who could give me everything I want. At the end of the day I couldn't get anything. I have totally lost you. And I accept that. And I won't bother you again."

"But can I hug you for the last time?" She asked.

I think it's fine.

I pulled her into my arms for the last time.

She was my first love after all.

I guess this is it.

Final goodbye.

"I've found something I like doing so I'll try to find my happiness in it until I find someone again. You also don't hold back whatever you want to say to someone you love. Don't make yourself regret. So that you won't have to say goodbye to the one you love. Btw it's my time to say Good bye." She smiled at me for the last time.

"This is it then. Goodbye" I smiled back probably for the last time too.

After that she left.

I once again started my aimless journey.

I don't wanna let him go. But I'm helpless I don't know what to do.

Maybe I should just go and tell him that we were lovers.

Maybe I should just ask him out again.

But I'm scared that this yibo with amnesia doesn't want me.

As I was wondering around aimlessly I decided to cross the road as I was lost in thousands of thoughts not realizing a speeding care approaching me.

I realized it so late that I thought this might be my last day on Earth. I panicked. Stood there in shocked not being able to move.

Next thing I knew is that someone caught me by my arms and pulled me hard to the side of the road.I felt my knees becoming weak and almost felt my heart beat stop before it started beating really fast  again. I fell onto the ground.

"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU WERE DOING ZHAN GE??" he screamed at me.

He was breathing heavy like he just had a running race.

I looked up to see yibo with his painful expression on his face.

He then grabbed me by my shoulder and hugged me tight.

"You almost got me a heart attack. I was so scared I would loose you" His voice sounded like he was about to cry.

And I have never heard or seen him like this before.

"You finally remembered me?" Was the first sentence that came out of my mouth.

"What the hell are you talking about? I just returned back from business trip." He said making me really confused.

"But you had an amnesia?"

"Zhan ge I think you're confused about something. Let's go home first" he said helping me to stood up and started walking towards his car.

I don't know what's going on right now but at least he remembers.

Suddenly I got cramps on my leg and I can't move it.

Yibo looked back confused.

"I can't move my legs" I said.

Then he came back towards me only to lift me up  bridal style in his arms.

My eyes widened.

"What are you doing?" I whispered/screamed.

Embarrassed that someone might see us.

But he kept on walking.

He might not look like it but this kid really is strong.

"Btw...zhan ge I saw you hugging your ex a little while ago...how are you going to explain it to me?" He asked sternly.

"You won't believe me even if I tell you the truth" I said sulking.

"I'll believe whatever you say this time" he said

I looked up at his face. He looked serious. No expression on his face.

My yibo is back.

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When we reached the mansion.

That's when my head got really messed up.

I even though I was hallucinating

There was two yibos standing in front of me.

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A/n : thanks for all the love and support. :)