Chapter 41 - Can't have you

XLI.

(Sehun's POV)

"I love you too -Luhan" When I heard those words my heart suddenly shut down. I felt glad when I heard her saying I love you too but it suddenly vanished when she continued and spoke Luhan hyung's name. I gently lay her on the bed then I went on the terrace to catch some fresh air. She just thought that I'm Luhan, maybe that's the reason why she called me JAGIYA earlier

I stayed outside for almost 2 hours but pain still filled my poor heart. "AAARGH~ Sehun! You are such a fool. Why did you say I love you to her? And the saddest part is, you expected her to say I love you too Sehun? HAHA~ you're really stupid. Of course, Apple still love him because Luhan was her greatest love and you? Just a greatest friend" I shouted as tears fell from my eyes

YES, I'm crying because I can't resist this pain that I'm feeling right now. I love her and I kept this feelings for almost 12 years. Yes, I already had this feelings for her when we're still in Elementary. I've met her because we're schoolmates. I remembered that I was the one who helped her when she got bullied by the other students. I was the one who helped her when she fell on the ground because of a banana peel. I was the one who didn't laughed when fell. I already know that her name was Apple Choi because when her things fell on the ground I saw one of her books and her name was written there

Apple Choi

Unfortunately, my parents decided to transferred me in Kai's school. Actually, I really don't want but my mom pleaded so, I agreed. Time passed but my feelings for her remains. I searched for her, then I found out that she's studying in a public high school in Seoul. I went there but then, one of the faculty said that they already dropped her because of her absences

Then, at the Bubble Tea Shop, I'm really surprised when she introduced herself as Luhan hyung's fiancée. I felt a little bit pain at that time but I choose to calm down. She's hyung's property now. I don't have any chance for her I thought to myself at that time

Now that they broke up, do I have a chance? Well, the answer is NO. I should really stop fooling myself now, I should accept that There is a person who you can't have even though you love them, like me -I'm next to her but still I can't win her love

(Apple's POV)

I woke up with a heavy feeling. My head really hurts. AAARGH~ this maybe the effect of the amount of tequila I drank last night. TSSS - but it's okay, atleast I already experienced being drunk

WAIT! Where Am I by the way? Ah yeah! I'm in Sehun's condominium right? AAARGH~ I should apologize to him for being a burden to him lastnight. Suddenly, I remembered something, my dream! Yeah, my dream -Actually, I dreamed of Luhan last night but I'm confused because it looks real. It looks like I kissed him for real. No, it's just a dream Apple. It is.

Suddenly, the door opened and it's Sehun. And he's bringing a tray. "Good morning Apple" he greeted. "Breakfast in bed!" he added then I remembered Luhan, he usually brought me breakfast in bed :3

"Oh, you don't need to do this" I spoke then he smiled. "It's okay Apple"

"By the way Sehun~ah, I'm sorry for being a burden to you lastnight" I shyly said then he chuckled. "It's okay Apple, you don't need to apologize just don't do it again" he uttered then I just nod my head

"By the way, Sunghee called me earlier. She's in her house now" he said. WAIT! There's something wrong on Sehun's face, HMMM -Yeah! His eyes, wait! Did he cried last night?

"Sehun~ah, what's wrong with your eyes, did you cried last night?" I asked but he shook his head. "No. Why would I?" he queried

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After eating my breakfast, we immediately went on Sunghee's house. "YAAAAAH! Apple~ssi! Why did you let yourself got drunk last night?" Sunghee worriedly

"I just want!" I simply answered then she turned her head to Sehun. "Hey you! Oh Sehun! Be sure that you didn't done anything to her last night" Sunghee yelled

"Hey! I'm not that kind of guy!" Sehun respond

"Well, that's good to know" Sunghee mumbled

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(Sehun's POV)

When morning comes. I decided to cook breakfast for Apple then after eating her breakfast, I decided to sent her on Sunghee's house because I know that Sunghee really got worried when she knew that Apple got drunk

After a short talk on Sunghee's house, I decided to meet Kai. I really need someone right now because I have a plan. A plan for Luhan and Apple

When I arrived at the restaurant, I got shocked because Kai was already there looking at me passingly. "Im sorry" I cooed

"You're 15 minutes late!" he yelled

"YAAAAAH! I told you, I'm sorry okay? AISSH!" I respond.

"So, why did you call me?"

"I have a plan Kai" I spoke then his eyes widened. "What was it?" he curiously asked

"Let's make a way for Apple and Luhan hyung to talk"

Yes, I want them to go back together because I know what they truly feel for each other. They still inlove with each other and I want to stop this problem that the two of them experience right now

"Okay, I'll help"

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Monday comes then I decided to Luhan but when I got on their room he's not there. I asked one his classmates then he said that he saw him on the library

I immediately run on then luckily I saw him. "Hyung!" I called but he did not listen. "Hyung!" I repeated

"What do you want Sehun~Ah! You want me to punch you again" he added

"Let's meet tomorrow" I directly said then I saw how his eyes widened. "For what reason huh?" he asked

"You will know it tomorrow" I answered then started to walk away from him

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Hello readers! Thank you for those who greeted me on my birthday. I really appreciate it. So, the update was a little bit short right? "I'm sorry"

So, did you know who Apple's crush is? HAHAHAHAHA :D

Luhan and Sehun on the multimedia and also play the song on the multimedia, it really suits for Sehun's one sided LOVE. :')

I N S T A G R A M: @imqueendayle 

PS: Belated Happy Valentine's Day ♥