Chapter 21: Trust Fall

When they came back home to Chicago for the holidays Melissa and Jay coulndn't go to the cabin like they planned. They ended up having to take care of things at home first.

So after being home and Melissa was still on maternity leave Jay was on leave with Melissa he wanted to be able to help Melissa with the kids and just spend time with his family.

Now finally once things calmed down at the Halstead house Melissa and Jay packed up and were going to go to the cabin. Sara was sitting on their bed talking to them.

She was telling them how she was going to miss them. She was also telling them how much she promised she was going to be a good girl and be a big sister and help out her Ito and Ita and Mama Ita with Christopher her baby. Things have been sort of calm and Melissa is healed now.

Jay and Melissa also had stuff they wanted to talk about Sara was getting bigger and Christopher would soon follow they kind of were out growing their sweet condo.

Melissa wanted to get a house and hopped that Jay would be okay with that. That was something to discuss while they were at the cabin and they were going to fix it up while they were there and clean the place up.

Melissa's mom and Dad and Grandmother came with them and so Melissa and Jay were just happy being parents.

Sara: Mommy?

Melissa; Yes my little love?

Sara; You and daddy going away?

Jay: Yes but we will be back my little giraffe.

Sara: Okay. I will help with Christopher.

Melissa; You have been helping and have been so wonderful already.

Jay: you know that mommy and daddy are not trying to leave you right?

Sara; Yes I know and understand.

Melissa; You seem like there is something on your mind.

Jay: You want to talk to us about it?

Sara: when is Christopher going to go to school?

Melissa; Not for a while why?

Sara; He is going to go with you and Daddy to work like I did?

Melissa: Yes and I have a question for you how would you feel if mommy were home more often?

Jay: Along with Daddy being home more often too!

Sara; I would love it.

Melissa; mommy and Daddy are still thinking about it.

Sara; Mommy? Daddy?

Jay and Melissa: Yes baby?

Sara; Can I have another sibling?

Jay and Melissa stop what they were doing and then look at Sara.

Melissa; You want another brother or sister?

Jay: You sure? Christopher is still a baby!

Sara; I like being a big sister!

Melissa; I tell you what how about we wait till Christopher is your age?

Jay: That way he can help and be a big brother.

Sara: * smiles* I like that Idea also mommy Daddy?

Melissa; Yes baby?

Jay: Yes little giraffe?

Sara: Can I have a dog ?

Melissa; Babygirl, we have to have a bigger place to live.

Jay: So this way you and Chrisopher can grow and the puppy will have room to be able to play with you and Christopher.

Sara: Okie mommy and daddy!

Jay: you okay?

Sara: yeah.

Melissa: something on your mind?

Sara: mommy, can I cuddle with you before you leave?

Melissa:of course.

Sara smiles and Melissa sits on her and Jay's bed and she snuggled close to Melissa. Jay watches his two girls interact.

Jay: I'm gonna check on Chris.

Melissa: * kisses Sara's head* yes

Sara: * hugs Melissa tight* I love you mommy!

Melissa: I love you too baby! * runs her fingers through Sara's hair.* You okay?

Sara: yes, I just want another sibling.

Melissa: * laughs* aye mia just wait a little bit okay? Enjoy Christopher.

Sara: He still has more growing?

Melissa:yes like you did my little love!

Jay interacted with Christopher usually Chris is a mommy's boy but the more that Jay interacted with Christopher the more he became both a mommy and daddy's boy.

Christopher: * giggles and grabs Jay's face*

Jay: * smiles and kisses Christopher* hi buddy! You be a good boy.

Christopher and Jay have their moment together the. Then Jay held Christopher in his arms as he left the room to find Melissa and Sara having their moment.

Sara's already big smile got bigger seeing Jay and Christopher*

Sara: It's Daddy and My baby!

Melissa: * smiles.* he us our baby!

Sara: * kisses Jay on the cheek and then kisses Christopher sweetly when Jay sits on the bed.*

Jay: hi there little giraffe.

Sara: hi daddy!

Melissa: * smiles * okay mi Nina you be good okay?

Raquel: Mi niña!

Sara: Ita!

Raquel: Come here my Nina!

Sara comes toward Raquel and snuggles into Raquel when she is in Raquel's arms.

Jay chuckles because Christopher reaches for Melissa. She takes their son and kisses him and interacts with him.

Melissa: Hey little man!

Christopher: * giggles and grabs Melissa's face*

Melissa: you be a good boy daddy and I will be back before you know it.

Angel: Have a good time okay?

Melissa; Yes papa!

Sofia: Enjoy yourselves.

Jay: We will.

Raquel: Be safe.

Sara: I love you mommy and daddy.

Jay: We love you too little girafe.

Sara; I will help take care of Christopher.

Jay: Good we are counting on you!

Melissa; We know you will take this case and handle it like a lead detective.

Sara; YAY!

Jay: * smiles* I love you!

Sara; Love you too Daddy!

Melissa and Jay leave and then head into the truck and then head off to the cabin. Jay and Melissa were excited.

On the way they played music and talked and Melissa was feeling very good and healed by now.

They arrived and Melissa was in awe it was absolutely beautiful.

Melissa and Jay bring everything inside and Melissa and Jay make their way around. Jay smiled even though he hadn't been up to the cabin in a while Will and him tried to go up to make sure the cabin is kept up.

Jay: welcome.

Melissa: it's beautiful here babe!

Jay: we can stay as long as we want.

Melissa: aww babe. This is amazing.

Jay: come on I'll take you around for a tour.

Melissa: I'm so happy.

Jay: hey how are you feeling?

Melissa: I'm feeling good babe.

Jay: good.

Melissa: I have been seeing a therapist and it's been helping.

Jay: I'm glad.

Melissa: therapist said I'm lucky my husband is so helpful.

Jay: you're husband loves you and our family.

Melissa: I love our family.

Jay holds Melissa's hand and then takes her around and she smiles the view was beautiful and it felt so peaceful.

Jay could see Melissa was happy and calm and he was even more happy knowing that being here with him made her happy.

They went inside then decided to order food and would go to the grocery store in the morning.

They got their food and then ate and then cleaned up and then headed to bed. Jay and Melissa were kissing and Jay being concerned about Melissa he wants to make sure she is okay.

Jay: you okay?

Melissa: yes. Why?

Jay: how are you feeling?

Melissa: * smiles* I'm healed baby.

Jay: oh yeah? * smiles*

Melissa: so still want another child?

Jay: yes but I think we better practice first.

Melissa: sounds excellent to me.

They waste no time in making the kisses more passionate and moaning into their kisses as their hands wander. Jay told Melissa she was beautiful throughout their relationship, they have come so far in their relationship that now they were married had two beautiful children.

Jay fell in love with her each time they reached a new milestone in their relationship.

He fell in love with her when they were dating. Then when they were engaged and when she became his wife.

However he is finding he really and truly fell in love with her all over again when she became a mom.

She was honestly a wonderful mother. She was loving and nurturing honestly she reminded him of his mom and to him she was perfect.

Having just been newly married and now parents again at the same time was a bit stressful however together they made it work.

Now it's just after the holidays Melissa and Jay decided to go on a mini getaway to Jays family cabin in Wisconsin. They were alone kid free and now they found themselves skin to skin in bed together.

They have been at this for hours and taking their time with each other from the moment Melissa told Jay they could have sex while laying in bed together.

Melissa had her legs wrapped around his waist and her arms draped over his shoulders.

Jay: I love you beautiful.

Melissa: I love you too handsome.

She moaned softly in his ear as she slowly rocked her hips against his.

As much as she loved when they worked fast and passionately to enjoy each other, there was something even sexier about simply taking their time together.

Her chest was pressed to his so that she could feel his heartbeat through the warmth of their skin.

His hands covered her back and smoothed along her spine so that the tips of his fingers occasionally grazed her curves.

Every time they slipped back around her, her voice broke and she would press closer against him.

Her clit was positioned perfectly against him, drawing quiet whimpers from her lips when it'd pulse from their movements.

He tilted his head forward to rest his forehead to her shoulder and murmured as his hips stuttered upwards.

She hummed and dragged her fingers through the hair at the nape of his neck.

His eyelashes tickled her skin when his eyes fluttered close, and he breathed.

Jay: You feel amazing mi preciosa!

Resting the side of her head to his, she closed her eyes as well and whispered,

Melissa: So do you mi amor.

Jay placed a long kiss to her collarbone then slipped his hand from her back to nudge between them. The second his finger made its way to her clit, a deep moan vibrated in her throat.

He continued rubbing his other hand over her back as he slowly worked at her clit, his own moans filling her ears whenever she'd feel herself tighten around him.

Again, she felt his hips stutter up into her, and she couldn't help but scratch her nails down his back.

Melissa: Jay mmm Please

Jay: you sure babe?

Melissa: I promise I'm sure.

Jay: I don't want to hurt you.

Melissa: you won't baby I can take it.

she whispered in his ear.He hummed in acknowledgement and quickened his soft touch against her. Together, their breathing quickened as they both approached their peak.

She widened her hips and flexed her feet just as it happened and her orgasm washed over her.

Jay: Baby!

he openly moaned before pressing his face further in her throat and releasing within her.

Warmth radiated through her as both their orgasms continued slowly through her body.

She let out soft moans as waves seemed to roll over her skin and tremble against her fingertips.

Her eyes fluttered to see the setting sun through her window that cast a perfect glow in the bedroom.

She thread her fingers through Jay's hair and gently held on as her orgasm came to a quiet end.

Together, they sat in silence as they caught their breath, leaning on each other and softly stroking the other's heated skin.

Jay was the first to move, slowly removing his fingers from between them. He softly shushed her when the movement sent a quick spark and whimper up her spine before carefully laying her back amongst the pillows.

Her long dark brown hair fanning out behind her, she forced her eyes to stay open as Jay slowly pulled himself out of her.

She softly moaned his name when he let his twitching self rest briefly on her own pulsing skin for just a moment.

He then rolled onto his side next to her, sliding down to set his head on her shoulder with his arm gently thrown over her.

She turned her head to press her lips to his forehead and murmur her thanks so quietly she didn't think he heard her for he said nothing while beginning to rub slow circles in her waist with his fingertips.

She closed her eyes and let herself sink into the bed beneath his weight.

Sleep had nearly welcomed her lax body in its arms, though, when Jay whispered against her skin and broke through the warm clouds surrounding her.

Jay: My beautiful wife.

He kissed her shoulder then pressed closer to her so he could place another kiss under her ear.

Jay: you're so Beautiful,The way you fell apart like that, Melissa , so beautiful.

Her fingers spread over his back when she tried gripping onto something to ground her in this too-good-to-be-true moment.

Jay: My Melissa. he continued, his hand slowly coming up to knead into her left breast,

Jay: My Melissa.

She moaned when he gently squeezed her nipple before soothing over it with his thumb. Each time he said she was his, she could feel his tongue tease along her skin.

It, paired with his persistent but soft fingers, caused her legs to fall open in need again. Her body pulsed and vibrated against the warm air, begging Jay to once again rock her world.

She soaked in the feeling of his words being pressed into her as her muscles grew warm and prepared to be wrapped around Jay again.

But that didn't happen. Instead, Jay's fingers began moving in slow circles over her chest.

In response, goosebumps littered her skin and her nipples strained toward him, aching to be touched again.

She let out an airy breath and let her head fall to the side, resting it atop of Jay's.He hummed in her ear before gently working her earlobe between his teeth.

His tongue traced the edge of her soft and sensitive skin while his fingers continued drawing barely there patterns across her body.

Jay: my Beautiful Melissa.

he whispered again, sending chills down her. He leaned forward to press a kiss to her hair line and she again felt his eyelashes brushing along her.

They were so tightly together that it felt like they were melding together.

His hand finally trailed down her front until reaching her center. She willed herself to relax in anticipation, moaning quietly before his fingers even reached her parted folds.

It was then that his long fingers began slowly sliding down her. Cupping her wet and pulsing in his hand, he hummed his appreciation for her; the word beautiful buzzing against her temple.

The tips of his fingers circled around her opening, tracing where he'd already stretched her open. Her skin fluttered at his touch, but she didn't try and draw him in.

She appreciated this slow approach, feeling each finger pad of his hand warm against her, softly kneading her as they'd done to her breast.

In that moment, she felt beautiful. She felt like she was the only woman in the world as Jay took his time with her.

She always felt capable of anything, but in that moment, here on the bed, she didn't want to move an inch to do any of that.

She wanted to experience what Jay was opening her world for. She was beautiful, and she deserved to be treated as such.

Opening her eyes, she shifted her head enough so that her forehead was pressed to Jay's.

A smile crossed his face and his free hand came up through the pillows to cradle her head.

He brushed his thumb under her eye before tilting his head down to kiss her parted lips.

The moment his lips touched hers, his thumb reached upwards to begin rubbing her clit.

He focused on her left side, having figured out that was where she felt most sensitive within a week of sleeping with her.

She let out a broken moan as her eyes fell close again only for his other thumb to return to her thin skin on her face.

He gently brushed over her eyebrow and lid as he whispered,

Jay: Eyes on me, beautiful, let me watch you. Please.

It felt like a crime to deny him what he wanted when he was giving her everything right now.

Opening her eyes back up, she focused on how green his looked right here inches from her own.

They were hypnotizing and she almost wished she could swim in them.

She'd normally give anything for a chance to run to clear waters with Jay, but, right now, she wanted to remain here with him.

Like he asked, she willed her eyes to stay open as his fingers continued soothing over her down below.

Even when he tilted his thumb enough so that the tip of his nail gently scratched alongside her clit, she fought against the urge to sink in the warm darkness that welcomed her and forced her rolling eyes to focus on the cool green watching her.

He had worked three of his fingers inside her by now and was slowly spreading them like a gentle pulse.

It caused her nose to wrinkle and her right eye to close as a moan fell from her lips.

On any other day, she knew she would have felt self-conscious of a man being this close to her as she experienced such pleasure, but this was Jay and he'd told her she was beautiful. She believed him.

He stroked within her, dragging his fingers along her walls until he finally found the spot she needed him most.

She let out a long, soft moan as his middle finger pressed against it and began matching the movements of his thumb on her clit.

His other thumb continued rubbing over her eyebrow as if it was a reminder to keep her gaze locked on his.

He very much so knew what he was doing to her, especially when a shiver of need flew up her spine.

Jay gently shushed her with a quiet hum, leaning forward to press a quick kiss to her lips.

Jay: You've got this, beautiful,Whenever you're ready.

He whispered and at that, she melted in his arms. Her bottom lip fell open to let out soft gasps as her hand not trapped under Jay came up to grip his arm.

It felt like the only muscles in her body she could control. Her eyes were still caught in his green trance, holding her steady as wave after

wave crashed over her. Vaguely, she felt those same waves falling out of her and down Jay's wrist, but the warmth they were spreading up into her soul were even more welcoming.

A hazy cloud began covering her vision, and she finally blinked to clear it, but it didn't work.

Instead of being scared or worried, though, she trusted Jay to hold her and keep her safe as her body accepted the longest orgasm of her life.

His gentle fingers continued their slow pulsing within her while his thumb still pressed persistent circles into her clit.

It was more relaxing than any shower she'd ever taken or back rub she'd ever received, yet despite how relaxing it was, her body felt like it was buzzing with life.

She was alive and experiencing the greatest gift she could have asked for: Jay.

When her body finally began to lose its battle with her orgasm, she whimpered and her right eye fell close again.

Jay's name weakly tumbled from her lips, and she let go of his arm just for her hand to fall to the mattress.

He tilted his head forward to kiss her left eyebrow, the movement nudging her eye close so that she was enveloped in a sweet, warm darkness.

Her body floated there in the heat of Jay as she felt him slowly remove his hand from her. He rubbed his palm over her in a soothing motion, and her head fell to the side.

Melissa: One more.

she breathed, the words scratching at the air without her brain even registering them.

She was addicted to the feeling Jay gave her, and she wasn't ready to say goodnight just yet to it.

No part of her was sane enough to worry he would deny her. She simply knew it was going to happen, so when his lips met hers once again, hers fluttered in the smallest of smiles.

His weight shifted on top of her, but it wasn't crushing or scary. She welcomed it.

It grounded her.

Like his palm had been over her core, his hands were gentle while he guided her legs further apart and over his elbows.

She again smiled to herself, knowing how much they both loved this position.

Jay: There's my babygirl.

Jay breathed, causing her to open her eyes. He used that silent moment to guide himself inside her and push through her sopping wet, overstimulated folds.

She gasped at that and her body squeezed him tight in shock at being touched once again.

She lifted her heavy arms to hold onto his shoulders as he leaned forward into her, needing to find comfort in him instead of the pleasurable pain.

In response, he pulled himself forward until he had her head once again cradled right up against his own.

She was completely glued to him, and she never wanted to leave.

He did all the work as he rocked his hips into hers and rested his forehead against her own.

Their air blended together so all she could taste and smell was him.

She could see nothing else but him as her body allowed him to take control of her.

Her quiet moans met his and filled the gaps between the kisses he gave her.

All she could do was accept his movements and treasure them for what they were: the start of something beautiful.

To her surprise, her orgasm came sooner rather than later. It caused her back to arch the slightest amount, but, in reality, he had her folded up so much against his chest that movement was limited.

Her eyes were able to fall back, though, and her head fell to the pillow, exposing her throat to him.

In turn, he bent down to bite her collarbone as his own body trembled and released within her.

The warmth spread through her once more, and her toes flexed against his sides while her body tightened and relaxed with his.

She let out a soft whine as the base of his cock rubbed over her too stimulated clit.

As if he knew what she needed, Jay slowed his thrusts to almost nothing, released her right leg, and placed his hand directly over her center.

Her clit pulsed violently against his palm until her orgasm subsided, leaving her gasping for air through the pleasure still sneaking past her lips.

Together, they slowly returned to reality with their eyes glued together. Jay pressed one last long kiss to her lips before guiding her left leg down and sliding out of her.

They both moaned openly at the movement, their bodies desperately trying to hold on to each other.

He laid next to her as she silently begged her limbs to work and relax on the mattress.

When they did, she turned her head to meet Jay's gaze once more and weakly smiled.

Melissa: Thank you

Jay: Always beautiful

He gave her one last kiss, and then her eyes closed.The word beautiful being the last thing she heard before she finally welcomed sleep.

Jay woke Melissa up in the morning early to take his time with her. She smiled and gladly enjoyed their morning together.

Jay had her completely focused on him and the pleasure he was giving her.

Melissa: Jay!

Jay: Yes beautiful?

Melissa: I could get used to waking up like this.

Jay: for right now it's just you and me.

Melissa: No kids?

The only answer she receives is his breathy laugh ghosting along her neck, his fingers slipping along her waist and casting shadows in the sunlight.

Melissa: Jay!

Because the early morning sun filtering in through the bedroom window has made her body warm, her muscles sleep-lazy, and his wandering lips and searching hands are dragging slowly to wake her up in the best way.

Jay: No kids my love.

he murmurs, glancing up at her from where his tongue has found a home in between sucking her nipples and licking them.

Melissa: mmmm

Jay: that's it give in to it and enjoy.

He punctuates the statement with a nip to the base of her neck, and even as she forms her next words she knows she is sealing her fate with Jay.

Hannah: Okay Jay do whatever you want I'm all yours.

Jay: mmm that's what I thought.

Hannah: what about breakfast?

she mutters, the words trailing off in a laugh as his palm massages her breasts, his tongue teasing a trail across her left breast.

His teeth graze her nipple and she arches into it, her fingers burying in his short hair, blunt nails dragging along his scalp to match his teeth against her sensitive skin.

His tongue soothes the quick sting, cool air pebbling her flesh as he slowly pulls back.

She lets her fingers card through his hair as his teeth scrape, lips skip, along her stomach — dipping into her belly button, dragging out a moan that sounded so sexy to Jay, edging out a whimper as he stops at the her folds sucking a quick kiss on her clit for a moment and looking up at her.

Jay: I know how important Pancakes are to you...

Hannah: yes...

he whispers, his thumbs tracing slow circles along her hips.

Jay: i just want to focus on you right now babe.

Melissa: but-

Jay: mrs. Halstead?

Melissa: yes mr. Halstead?

Jay: This whole trip is about you beautiful.

Melissa: * smiles* okay.

Jay: I promise to feed you after I rock your world.

She wants to groan, but one look at his eager face, his sweet, sleepy smile slipping into a well-loved dangerous smirk, and she knows pancakes will be the last thing on her mind in a matter of moments.

Melissa: I'm all yours Mr. Halstead.

Jay: yes you are Mrs. Halstead.

She raises an eyebrow, waiting for him to continue. She raises her hips to nudge him on, make his lips fall where she needs them, but still, he just watches her, his bottom lip between his teeth.

Jay:I love you so much beautiful

Hannah: i love you too handsome

Jay: thank you for being in my life and being my wife and making me a dad.

His hands trail down under her knees and up around her hips, holding her still as she laughs out a promise, and that distraction is what she'll blame for how easily she ends up completely at his mercy, his strong arms flipping their positions like nothing.

When she rights herself, he's on his back and she's straddling his face, his hands still bracketing her hips and holding her just out of reach of his mouth.

He's sucking a kiss to her inner thigh before she can form words, his fingers drifting along the black fabric covering her hips.

She's already breathless, and she'd be embarrassed if she didn't know that was entirely his goal.

She feels his head shake for a split second before one hand drags around her hip to her ass, his palm smacking her lightly.

His words are muffled against her thigh, but she still can make them out, her body flushing with heat as she listens.

Jay:be my good girl and turn around.

The command is met with another quick smack, urgency making it a little harder, his fingers drifting along her skin to soothe the sting.

She gasps out a quick laugh — his touch and the command not unfamiliar, but still always a heady surprise — and scrambles to find her balance as his hands help her along.

She twists and turns, trying not to injure either of them in the process, and by the time she's settled facing his feet, she can feel his quiet laughter sliding along her thighs.

His fingers follow the sound, his blunt nails dragging along sensitive skin, and she knows she has to follow his lead before she only has the ability to focus on the sensations his touch, his tongue, send zipping through her body.

She shifts forward slightly, letting the majority of her weight rest against his broad, warm chest, and runs her hands forward and down his body — her fingers trip over the hard planes of his abs, her nails drag over the deep v cuts leading off into his boxer briefs — and she tries not to fumble her touch every time his hands move on her body too.

Her palms skim over warm, worn fabric, her thumbs just dragging along the hard line of his cock, and she feels him arch into her touch. She drags her nails down his thighs, over strong, corded muscle she wants to make shaky-weak.

His mouth is warm against the back of her thigh, his hand hot, heavy, on her ass as he kneads and pulls her back slightly.

He drags her off balance for a moment, but she knows that was his goal when his lips find her inner thigh. She feels him exhale against the fabric of her panties, a quick, quiet tease.

When her hands start the drag back up his thighs, his hips rock again and she knows it's a nudge, a silent plea.

She grins even though he can't see it and stretches forward, letting out her own heavy breath against fabric, and his teeth graze her other thigh in response.

She gives in and presses her fingers down along his waistband, pushing the fabric down and over him. She reaches as far down as she can, her hair brushing along his thighs, until he takes over, his legs shimmying the fabric the rest of the way off.

She starts to move off of him, shift so she can slip her panties off, but he holds her still, his fingers dimpling her skin in a way she hopes might bruise.

His words are barely audible, but she feels the growl of them along her heated skin like a bite.

Jay: Don't you dare move.

Melissa: yes sir.

It sets her ablaze immediately — the control he's exerting and the thrill it's giving her, because she knows she could move, but god, she doesn't want to.

Jay's mouth is on her, insistent and inside her and circling her clit.She gasps, bites back a quick moan, and digs her nails into his thighs as his hands pull her closer over his mouth.

She arches her back to get a better angle and his hand slides up along her stomach, pressing with enough pressure that she knows he wants her to sit up.

She drags her palms away from his thighs and shifts, sitting fully up and trusting him to hold her over his mouth.

She braces her hands behind her and his mouth moves, like she's finally positioned exactly where he wants her, watching his hips move freely with every stroke of his tongue against her. She wants to touch him, wants to feel him hot and heavy against her tongue, but she knows he'll just pull her back if she tries to move.

Melissa: mmm

she starts, but it's lost on a gasp and his answering laugh, his tongue pressing hot directly against her.

His tongue moves over her clit and she bites back a moan again, the angle, his body on display in front of her almost too much to handle.

His tongue drags the length of her, once, twice, and then circles her clit. Her arms shake, and she knows, rushing or not, this won't take long.

His hand palms her hip and pulls her against his mouth, setting an easy rhythm and holding her close.

His tongue finds her clit again and she grinds down against his mouth, watching his thighs tense and his abs ripple the faster she moves

She moans, quiet, when his fingers dig against her ass as she moves, and then his breath is ghosting her inner thigh as he pulls back briefly.

Jay: Let me hear you.

It's almost more groan than words, a heady command she follows immediately, dragging out a moan as his tongue moves against her clit and then slips inside her, hot and wet and exactly where she needs it.

She leans back on her hands but lets him hold her weight as his tongue fucks into her in a steady, wicked pace she moves against eagerly.

Melissa: fuck yes , Jay, please.

It's a moan and she can feel the curve of his lips against her, her hips moving against his smile.Heat floods through her as his hand drags up along her side and curves around to tease over her breast, his thumb finding her nipple.

She knows it's over for her at that point.

By the time she thinks about taking a hand off the mattress to circle her clit in time with the quick pace of his tongue, his other hand is already there.

His thumbs work a frantic rhythm against her nipple and her clit and she moves against his tongue with abandon.

She wants to watch his body before her, the way every muscle looks tense like he's just as on edge as she is, but she's closing her eyes and falling apart around a moan before she even realizes.

She expects him to pull back, to let her thank him, catch her breath, remember which way is up, but his tongue doesn't stop even as her hips slowly still.

His hands find their way back to her waist, his nails dragging along her flushed skin, and she shivers.It's too much, and she breathes out his name, the quietest noise in the room in long minutes.

HIs tongue stops moving finally, a quick glance across her clit before his lips find her inner thigh.

His lips are slick and slide against her skin, his teeth brushing along the curve of her ass before he speaks.

She puts her weight back on her knees to move, to give him his space back, but his hands are on her thighs in record time, holding her in place still.

Jay: No baby, Just like this.

It's not quite as commanding as his last two orders were. He's less in control now in every way - she can hear the shake in his voice, can see the way his hips are moving, searching for friction.

His shaft is almost impossibly hard. He'd woken her up like that – his body hard against her, his lips on her neck – and still he'd gotten her there first.

Melissa: Jay, I Love you...

His thumbs caress the tops of her thighs, his palms heavy on her hips, and he mouths the words against her skin.

She shifts her weight, stretching out along his body again until she can reach his shaft.

Her fingers wrap around his shaft, her thumb slicking across the tip.

In the half-second it takes for his tongue to find her clit again,His tongue makes a quick circle around her clit, her body immediately on fire again.

He surprises a gasp out of her, and like he can't stop himself now, his hips buck, his shaft fucking into her tight fist.

His hands are on her ass, holding her body against his mouth, every stroke of his tongue propelling her closer and closer to another ledge.

She lets his shaft swallow her moan, her lips taking him in and matching the pace his tongue is setting against her.

She drags the nails of her free hand down his thigh, but lets his hips move against her hand, the head of his shaft thrusting into her mouth, because she knows he's past the point of holding back.

Her tongue trails a circle around the tip of his shaft and her thumb slicks a path along his shaft, and she knows she's found the perfect rhythm when his mouth falters over her clit on his next stroke.

He's close, she can feel it in every inch of his body. She's too focused on the slick of her mouth and the flick of her wrist to notice, too ready for him to fall apart, so when his thumb finds her clit a moment later, he surprises a moan out of her, the noise vibrating down and around his shaft.

His lips slide against her, his breath falling along her inner thigh.

Taking his shaft deeper with her next stroke.She can feel it reverberate along his body – his abs tense below her, his thigh shakes under her hand – so when his tongue fucks into her again, she grinds down, letting him take more of weight, letting his thumb on her clit pull her closer to falling apart.

Everything gets a little hazy then –She's not entirely sure where his body ends and hers begins, but the staccato rhythm they set matches her racing heart.

His thrusts turn erratic, a relentlessly quick pace even as his tongue, his thumb, against her stays steady, determined.

His hand palms her ass harder, a quick smack the harshest sound in the room, and then he's pulling her body impossibly closer, her hips grinding against his mouth almost out of her control.

She wasn't prepared to come again, the sensation almost too much immediately, but her body feels frantic with the need to meet his tongue again and again.

But still, she's not sure who needs her release more – him, his entire body tense, on hold for her, or her, the pleasure wracking her veins almost painfully good.

He thrusts up into her mouth, and it's then that his finger slips inside her, a new warm heat against his tongue surprising a gasp out of her.

His finger crooks and his thumb circles her clit, the slightly different angle putting pressure in just the right spot and –

this time when she comes, her moan is muffled around his shaft, but every muscle in his body tells her he heard it.

The buildup surprised her, the fall floored her, and this time, Jay's lips stop moving almost immediately.

He holds back a moment, she can feel the restraint short-circuiting through him, and she lets herself breathe around his shaft for a long second before she takes him down again.

She hears him, now. The groan he lets out is a morning in the making, and her fist meets her mouth once, twice, before her name is falling from his lips – a sweet, powerful feeling – and he's letting go.

His hand drags lazy, nonsense shapes along her lower back as she swallows around him, her tongue stilling but her lips not stopping until his quiet murmurs turn into an overwhelmed laugh, his body finally relaxing under her hands.

She finally feels the weight of her limbs, the heaviness of her spent body as she moves away from his mouth.

His hands trail after her lazily, and he follows her, sitting up slowly. Instead of moving off of him entirely, she rearranges herself so she's sitting in his lap, her back to his chest.

She lets him support her weight like he has all morning, and when her back meets his chest she feels the sweat slicking his skin.

His hands card through her hair in silent answer, gathering the long strands up off her neck.

The sun coming in through the window has painted the room in a heated glow, but the sweat hadn't registered until now.

His fingers fist in her hair, pulling it to the side so cool air can find her, and when she looks over her shoulder to smile her thanks, her lips find his instead.

Jay: I Love you.

She feels it before she hears it, and she knows it's both his reply from earlier and his own version of thanks.

She lets his lips trail a gentle path along her shoulder before she shrugs, jostling his movement.

Hannah: pancakes...

she corrects herself.

Jay: Pancakes?

Melissa: mhm..please?

Jay nods, his fingers dragging through her hair again. She lets herself relax into it.

Melissa: pancakes can wait.

Jay: mmm that's what I thought

Melissa: we can have pancakes later.

Jay: there she is.

Melissa: I was always here. Mmmm

This time, when he leans in to kiss her, she tastes herself on his tongue, and she doesn't worry about the time.

They went for hours then eventually showered got dressed and went to the store. They came back and made pancakes. Then Melissa's phone rang it was a video call from Sara.

Melissa: Mi Niña!

Sara: Mommy!

Melissa: you having fun?

Sara: yes! Where's daddy?

Jay: hi my little giraffe!

Sara: Daddy!

Melissa: What have you been doing?

Sara: Ito took Chris and I to the zoo!

Melissa: nice!

Sara: I saw the giraffes!

Jay: of course you did!

Sara: then Ito got us ice cream.

Jay: oooo nice did you say thank you to Ito?

Sara: yes. We miss you and mommy.

Melissa: miss you too my little love.

Christopher is crying in the background and when he hears Melissa's voice he giggles.

Melissa: Christopher, don't cry.

Christopher looks at the camera seeing Melissa and he smiles when sara holds the phone so Melissa and Christopher can see each other. He smiles and giggles.

Melissa: I love you baby boy.

Jay: hey buddy you be good for everyone.

Christopher smiles and giggles hearing Jays voice too. He reaches for both of them.

Sara: awww Christopher mommy and daddy will be back they love us. * kisses his head and Christopher giggles*

Jay and Melissa hang up the phone with the kids after talking and then They spend more time at the cabin enjoying the time hiking. swimming , boating, fishing, having sex enjoying the kid free time together. They eventually come home and then spend time with the kids. Melissa felt like she was a new person and she felt like things were going to get better with her post partum depression. She then worked hard with a therapist and then eventually was able to be and feel like her Normal self.

She was happy to go back to work dropping Sara off at school taking Christopher with her and then working still on desk duty. She was still very usefiul. She had Christopher in her arms and was at the white board giving all the information she had about the current case they were working.

Everyone was watching her smiling she was holding her baby in her arms and then working at the sametime. Jay fell in love with Melissa all over again. She never let anything stop her from doing what she wanted to do and what she needed to do. She was very independant.

She loved how Jay was right there intune with her needs and her and the kids needs and them. She and Jay loved life. They had two beautiuful children and they were married and had a good life. What more could they want and ask for?

Soon more good times were to be had that were coming their way. Melissa and Jay were ready for it.