➶ ｡˚ - 𝟎𝟎𝟓

❝ you just don't understand,how i be feeling, fromthat day. ❞- for the first time, mac demarco.

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FIONA SAT NEXT TO FOURTH GRADE, waiting to talk to him. she wanted to wait until he decided whether or not to talk, making sure she wouldn't rush him.

"oh, hey." - fourth grade spoke up, not realizing she had sat right beside him.

"hey." - she said, nervously, not knowing he was gonna notice she was there.

"what's up?" - fourth grade asked, confused as to why she was sitting right beside him.

"oh, nothing, i'm just bored." - she responded, looking down as her face heated up for no reason at all.

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FIONA AND FOURTH GRADE actually had a full-on conversation instead of random glances at each other, at random times.

ray just looked at them, smiling, knowing something would probably be going on between the two skaters. in fact, he actually did want something to happen.

ever since ray saw fiona go into the store, he had noticed her looking at fourth grade, once she was done looking, he saw fourth grade look at her.

he was really hoping that something could happen between their conversations and interactions, even though he might've thought he was rushing the two, he just wanted it to happen quick. just in case they ever got into a accident, he just needed it to happen. though he was pretty sure they really wouldn't get into an accident. but still, just in case.

the whole reason fiona got nicknamed red was because of her blushing around forth grade, like a shit ton of times. ray honestly had to nickname her that, because he obviously shipped the two.

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MAYBE AROUND TWO or three hours ago, all the skaters went home. they did clock out quite early, mostly because all the skaters were tired. it was around 8:30 when all the skaters had got brought home.

fiona felt bad for ruben, because she knew his home situation and how he never wanted to go home due to his family situations.

even if she had the same issues, she would never compare their home situations, as it was pretty selfish if she were to. she did feel really awful for ruben, even if they didn't talk much or at all. but, he was still considered one of her friends.

but, once she had gotten home, her mother left again. fiona pretty much assumed she went with one of her boyfriends, per usual. she was just sick and tired of it, her mother goes, comes back, yells at fiona during the time she is at the small apartment, and goes again, then the pattern repeats. fiona decided to finally fight back, at the age of 14, because she just couldn't keep the adrenaline in her blood any longer.

her mother will continue to scream at her, but never expects fiona to scream back. fiona is the victim as fiona thinks, while her mother claims to be the victim. fiona has gone through this little cycle of her mothers, ever since she was 5.

her mother and father were perfect, until they got into some pretty heated arguments ever since she was around the age of 2. ever since those little heated arguments, her father has beat on her mother, and if it was really heated then he would beat on fiona.

and it wasn't until 3 years later, her mother couldn't take it in any longer than she already had, so she got a divorce with fiona's father. and that was the most they ever got beaten on.

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FIONA COULDN'T SLEEP with all of the things on her mind. mostly fourth grade was on her mind, and the day prior, since the sun has already risen up in the sky.

fiona hoped that at least someone would be in the skating store, as it was a little early in the morning.

but, just as she got out her room, her sister from the ripe age of 3 came out of nowhere.

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FIONA'S SISTER, angelie, gone missing when fiona was the age of 3, and angelie was the age of 6.

angelie has been missing at the age of 6, due to "someone kidnapping her" as the police thought. but, they closed the case so early due to no evidence, but they still decided to make a guess. but, angelie didn't show up since the case opened.

fiona didn't remember this happening, but her mom decided to tell her on her sixth birthday, the worst day to tell her. as she still can remember the events, since she was 6.

fiona was really pissed, because why would you just decide to go away, and come back unattended and uninvited?

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"LISTEN, I RAN AWAY." - fiona's sister said, in hopes fiona would feel better.

"is that supposed to make me feel better?" - fiona yelled, annoyed that angelie was trying to make this better.

but, angelie was also part of the reason her mother turned to beating her kids, alcohol, and drugs. and that is what fiona felt like doing at this moment.

angelie knew this wasn't the best thing she should be doing, at the age of 20, getting dumped and decided to turn to her mom.

"mom literally does alcohol, drugs, and beats me up for gods sake! and you're part of that fucking reason." - fiona yelled, with tears in her eyes.

"well mine and your stupid ass mom doesn't know what to fucking do with her life!" - angelie yelled back.

"i don't think you should be coming back, staying at your moms house, if your just gonna continue to shit talk about her." - fiona yelled at her, getting more pissed as ever.

"no." - angelie said.

"just shut the fuck up already."

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notes -well now i'm gonna be publishing this book 😭i'm so sorry, i don't have a face claim for angelie 😔

wait no bc am i the only one that doesn't plan out events for their book and just goes with the flow??