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"so how's wonwoo?" seungcheol asked, i head straight to his room the moment we arrived home.

"colds triggers his health and he need to stop playing games for the mean time." i replied and sit at the vacant chair.

"i see." he respond turning his swelving chair and slide his glasses down.

"i told you earlier to rest a bit." i look at the sheets that scattered at his table  again.

"it's already finish anyways, don't worry." he said and grabbed some pills at the drawer, i stood up and snatch the bottle of pills.

"Sleeping pills?" i heard him gulp a water, i sighed looking at him and pull the chair next to him.

"the other members may not notice it, but i do." he lift his gaze and stare to me.

"seungcheol, anxiety is not a joke, and this?" i lift the bottle of sleeping pills.

"since when did you start taking this one." i sighed before finishing the last word.

"it's been 2 weeks since i start taking that one." he replied.

"2 weeks?that's after the vacation right?" he nod."can i ask something?"

"what is it ?" he replied.

"what's the reason?"

"i don't even know." he chuckled, and quiet a bit. I look at him seriously trying to convince him to talk seriously just by looking.

"you know that feeling when you're stomach drops when you ride a roller coaster that just about to follow the edge, or your hearbeat widely against your ribs and you can almost hear it, that's what i always felt." he sighed and looks at the music sheets.

" i always felt dizzy, and i often having a headache i can't even concentrate working with the music, i can't sleep even do my body wants to, that's why i take a sleeping pills so i can rest, and lastly my body felt so drain then my legs are so weak.." he shook his head looking at himself in the mirror.

"it's my first time talking about this, i shouldn't be like this already." he stated with a teary eye he throw his head at the top of the chair and pinched his nose bridge, i stood up to approach him.

"let's go to psychiatrist tomorrow." i tap his shoulder to calm him and he holds it.

"please, don't tell them about it." he said, i nod and he let go of my hand, i exited to his room and dash to my room.

"this is driving me nuts." i pull my phone and find a contact.

"Hello Goodevening Dr. Jang, this is Han Seunghwa."

"do you have any vacant appointments tommorow?"

"uhm yeah, sort of i need some help."

"oh really?"

"thank you Dr.Jang."

"Yes, goodnight Dr.Jang thankyou again. See you tommorow."

I hung up the phone after calling the psychiatrist. I put beside the phone and change my clothes into sleepwear.

~~~

This week seventeen doesn't have any schedule, the fansign event that suppose to be held next week got cancelled.

"I don't want to be a burden to them." seungcheol mumbled, i looks at him who's looking at the member at the living room.

"You're not a burden, always remember that." i respond and head straight to the kitchen.

"how's your eyes wonwoo?" i heard him asking wonwoo.

"it's little bit okay hyung."

"that's great." he followed me here to the kitchen and grabbed some water.

"at exactly 9 am we will be going to psychiatrist, i already booked a schedule for you." he stop drinking the water and nod.

I change my clothes, and fix my hair, i glance at my wristwatch that strucks 8:04 Am. I exited to my room and seungcheol do so.

"it's still early but we need to go the company first." he nod and fix his coat.

"you both dress so well, where were you going?" mingyu asked and the other members look at us too.

"The company called us." seungcheol replied.

"o...okay?" both of us exited the dorm and hopped to the car.

Jeonghan's POV

Even though seungcheol isn't my room mate, i can feel his acting weird lately. His al—

"you both dress so well, where were you going?" my thoughts shrugged looking at seunghwa who dressed a white fitted knee length dress and a white long coat, while seungcheol wore a black jeans, white shirt and a black long coat.

"the company called us." seungcheol replied

"o...okay?" mingyu respond, both of them exited to the dorm, and the other member start chatted.

"hyung?" wonwoo called looking at me.

"i feel like something is wrong." he said.

"wrong?what do you mean?"

"last day the moment we arrived here from hospital Manager Han headed straight to hyungs room." all of them look at wonwoo.

"omfg, i thought i am the only one who notice it, last night also i saw her exited to hyungs room." hoshi added.

"and also before the three of you headed to the hospital last day, i also saw noona at hyung's room." Dk said.

"well i always saw her keep on checking hyung time by time." jun butted in.

"are they dating or what??" vernon asked out of the blue.

"maybe, who knows." the8 replied.

We stayed silent thinking of our conversation we talked about.

"wait but noona already have a boyfriend right?" dino said.

"she does?who?" woozi butted.

"that man at the arcade or that man we all saw last day?" dino respond.

"Arcade??"

"yeah, they're playing basketball, jeonghan hyung saw them too, right hyung?" i nod for them to believe what he said.

"but she said that man visited her last day is her friend, maybe that man at the arcade is her boyfriend." jun said

"well if hyung and noona date, i will love it, i am the number one supporter." seungkwan said. I sighed heavily looking at them, well yeah if both of them date i'll support them and i'll respect seunghwa's decision. I grabbed my phone and play games on it.

"does any of you notice co—

/ting/ /ting/ /ting/

All our phone receives a notification.

"Hello, this is Pledis Entertainment.

We would like to make an official announcement in regard to the health of S.Coups.

Coups hyung acting.." The8 continued but stop all of a sudden.

S.Coups has recently been undergoing a detailed examination and diagnosed of his health due to symptoms of anxiety.

My eyes widened reading the "anxiety".. I can't believe....

S.Coups himself have decided that it would be best for him to take the time to rest and temporarily abstain from participating in activities.

"Activities???what? We don't have any schedules yet!" Seungkwan said.

We sincerely extend our apologies to all fans who have continued showing their love and support for seventeen. Hope for your understanding as we made the decision to prioritize our member's health and well being.. We will make to continue our best to protect our artist.

In addition, we sincerely hope there will be no excessive assumptions or misunderstanding regarding to the health of S.Coups and we will make further announcements accordingly in regard to his recovery and future activities.

"Thank you."

"ah how can i not notice?" joshua said.

"what the— did i read it right?Coups Hyung anxiety?" vernon added.

"that's why i notice he always keep lemon on his plate." woozi said.

"lemon?what's the connection?" seungkwan asked.

"lemon taste is strong that your brain has to concentrate on the lemon, it will stopped or reduces panic attacked." woozi explained.

"i think this is the reason why noona keep on checking coups hyung." jun stated, all of their happy faces earlier replace with a unknown reaction.

"i felt bad to hyung." dino mumbled..