Chapter 18

Harry's POV

"I'll take a shower" Meg said quietly as she went inside the bathroom. Ive never saw her so broken and quiet. Candace did a very hurtful thing to her. But i still didnt get it, how on Earth will Meg and Candace be sisters?

I took my shirt and pants off as i lay at the bed and turn the tv on. Minutes later Meg walk out the bathroom with just a towel on but still lost on her thought

"Harry...uhmm... can i borrow your shirt?" she said pointing at the black shirt i used earlier "But they're dirty...and smelly" i said scrunching my nose and a smiled crept on her lips. Finally!

"Well you always smell awful but im already used to it and im kinda missing your smell" she said and i chuckle "Yeah sure. Thanks for the compliment" i said sarcasticly and she smiled widely "No problem Styles. Thank you too" she said as she slipped her underwear and let the towel fell over her body.

I cant take my eyes off her, she's god damn hot. I rake her body up and down. I look at her as she put my shirt on her and she walk down and lay beside me.

"Harry... I know you want to ask a lot of question" she said "Uhmm... No" i lied, Just a million question. She looked at me "You suck at lying" she said and i smile "How did you know?" i asked "Well you stutter and your eyes are kinda changed" she said smilling and i roll my eyes.

"Well yeah... But i think you dont want to ta-" "Do you know each other?" she cut me off. Shit! Should i tell her? "Kinda" i said and i can feel her sighed deeply. She pull me closer and she put her head on my chest "But it fells like you both know each other" she said and i sighed deeply

"Im just afraid..." i said and she looked at me confused "that you'll go away and leave me" i said quietly. She sat and looked at me with wet eyes "I'll never going to leave you Harry. I promise you that" she said cupping my face. My heart skipped a beat and kiss her forehead 

"So please tell me about you two" she said and i nod.

Megs' POV

"Candace and i used to date 2 years ago. Lets say she's my first love. She was my everything. I thought i knew her well already but i was wrong. One day i saw her making out with my bestfriend and heard her saying that she never loved me at all. My heart broke and i changed. I fuck girls, i party, i drink, i do stupid stuff and stuff i didnt do. I dont know maybe because i was hurt and im afraid that if i fall to deeply again they'll leave me." he said looking at the ceiling.

I didnt know that Harry was broken just like me but the difference is he changed his personality, and im so done with that. "I do have a boyfriend back then" i said without thinking looking at the ceiing. I felt harrys eyes on me "Maybe 2 or 3 boyfriends?" i said smiling, i dont know maybe because of my stupidity.

"But they never tried to touch or even kiss me. They promised me forever and that they love me with all there heart. But yeah im too  stupid and naive to see that all of that is a lie" i said shakey. Until a tear slip on my eyes

"They all used me for the sake of my sister. They used me to be closer to Candace. They used me to get Candace. Because she's slimmer and more beautiful and she's the perfect one." i said sobbing

"Candace... She's my half sister. My dad used to date her mom when they were younger and her mom got pregnant early. My dad left them because he knew that they were using him for his money because he's rich and stuff. My grandparents loved Candace mom for my dad but my dad loved my mom more so they ran away. They got married in ireland and mom got pregnant. But my mom got very sick . We need lots of money and they didnt have the account of money to cure mom. Dad tried to talk with his parents but they told him that he should leave us and they'll help us. For my mom and my  sake, he left. When i got older he still visit us but he's got a new family, he married to Candace mom because that's what his parent said. Candace and i used to be best buddies because in be half of it we were still sisters. But yeah shit comes when you've got older" i said i half smile and looked at Harry that now is looking at me instense.

"They all end up either dating Candace or fucking her. Cool right?" i said as i end up crying again. Harry pulled me in a tight hug as i cry on his chest "Harry... They never loved me... No one loved me..." i said sobbing

"I tried Harry... I thought killing myself is worth it or even hurting myself but the pain doesnt go away" i said

"Shhh... Meg dont say that" Harry said caressing my back. He pushed me and pick my chin up so i can look at him in his eyes. "I always love you. I'll never leave you. Your my everything now, believe me being away from you feels like hell. Your different than her." Harry said wiping the tears on my face

"Dont ever harm yourself again. I promise you i'll never leave your side. Me and you forever right? I will always love you." he said and my heart sank and kiss his lips "I love you too" i said.

"Forever?" he asked smilling "Forever" i replied.

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