Chapter 20

{ Narcissa Pov. } 

I and Lucius were sitting at the table drinking coffé while the boys were upstairs packing for tomorrow .

" I am gonna miss them ... " " Me too . But they need to come back to school . Besides, they will come back for vacations ! " " Yeah I know . But still it's gonna be lonely without them . Do you thi- " 

" MOM ! DAD ! QUICKLY COME HELP !!! " 

We both looked at each other with worried expressions . We quickly stood up and run to Draco's room . When we entered we didn't saw anybody . 

" Let's check Harry's room ! " Lucius said and I nodded . We ran to his room and swung the door open only to hear crying . At first we didn't say anything but I spotted the door to the bathroom open . I pulled Lucius with me and went into the bathroom . 

" Draco honey ! Are you oka- OH MY GOD ! " 

I saw Draco on his knees on the floor shaking . He held the bleeding boy in his arms . It was Harry ... He had a stab wound in his stomach and a lot of cuts on his arms . He was pale from blood loss . His chest rising and going down almost unnoticeable . 

I saw a knife in the other corner of the bathroom and then a box on the sink with a blade in it . Then it hits me ... 

Harry tried to ... Kill himself ... 

" Lucius quick ! Get him on the bed ! And get Draco out of here ! " My husband nodded and took Harry carefully and placed him on the bed . Then he tried to get Draco out of the room . 

" Tried "  That's the key word . Draco was so stubborn so we finally let him stay . I told Lucius to ask him about what exactly happened while I'll help the poor boy . 

{ Lucius Pov. } 

Draco was still crying and trying to get closer to Harry ." Draco calm down ! He will be fine ! Your mom will help him ! Now . Tell me what exactly happened ... " 

" I-it all s-started yesterday b-but ... It's not i-important in t-the moment . T-today I t-told him s-something that h-hurted him ... I didn't m-mean it though . I-I was just n-nervous ! T-then he went to his r-room sad so I decided to go and apologize ... 

W-when I w-walked in I s-saw d-door to the b-bathroom open s-so I w-went in ... And s-saw ... H-him ... C-cutting himself ... I t-tried to s-stop him , but he wouldn't l-listen . He t-told me that he was w-worthles and all ... I c-couldn't do a-anything ... 

T-then he ... Put the k-knife in f-front of h-him and ... S-stabbed himself s-saying sorry t-to me ... H-he ... H-he t-told me t-that I deserve s-someone b-better then h-him ... B-but t-that's not t-true ! P-please ! Help h-him ... I-I am so s-sorry ... " 

He stopped talking and hugged me . I hugged him back and rubbed his back . It wasn't his fault . That boy went trought a lot . I am not surprised that he wanted to end all of this . 

" Sh... He will be okay ... " " H-how can y-you know ..? " " It's your mom we are talking about . She is the best ! I am sure Harry will be fine ... " 

He just cried more . I sighed ... Why does all of this need to happen to him ... 

( Time skip , 4 hours later ) 

{ 3rd Person's Pov. } 

Draco was sitting on the bed next to Harry . He was holding his small and pale hand . During this Christmas break a lot happened to him . He was beaten up , rapped and attemped a suicide ... 

Draco looked away and sighed . Why didn't he tell this boy earlier about his feelings ? Why did he have to mess everything up ? 

He looked back at Harry . His chest slowly rising and going down . He looked so calm . His eyes closed , stains of tears and blood on his cheeks . His clothes changed into white long shirt , his arms in bandages . 

" I am so sorry Harry ... It was all my fault ... If I just ... If I just said that I like you ... This wouldn't have happened ... " 

He looked away and small tears started running down his face . Then he felt someone tightening his grip on his hands . He quickly turned back to Harry . 

The boy's eyes slowly opened . Draco lets out a light sight and started crying softly . 

" Hey there baby ... How are you feeling ..? " " D-dray ..? W-what ...? W-where am I ..? " " You're in your room . My mom healed you ... Erything will be okay ..." " I am s-sorry ... I t-thought that if I would die ... I wouldn't be a bother to you anymore ... " " Harry , you're never a bother ! You are my everything and I really don't know what I would do if I lost you . " 

Draco smiled and rubbed circles on Harry's hand . " Thank you Dray ... " He smiled back at the blond . But then he stopped smiling and blushed like mad . " What happened Harry ? " Asked Draco . " D-did you just call me ... Baby ..? " 

Draco blushed and covered his face with his hands . " I-I am so sorry ! I didn't mean that ! " 

Harry chuckled which caused him to whine in pain . " Ow ... I didn't know that this would hurt that much ... " Draco wanted to say something but saved it for himself not wanting to make Harry upset . 

" Harry ..? " " Yes Dray ? " " I am sorry . " " It's not you-" " No Harry . It is my fault . I told you something that broke your heart . " " Y-you mean ... That thing this morning ? It's nothing really . " " It is Harry . I heard your whisper in the bathroom . " " Y-you did ? " 

Draco nodded and sighed . He took both of Harry's hands in his and looked him in the eyes . 

" Harry . What I said this morning was bullshit . I never meant that . The truth is that ... I ... I love you Harry ... I have for a few months now ... I just got so nervous and I thought that you didn't like me back . I am sorry . " 

Harry sat there with eyes wide open in shock . " Y-you , love me ..? " Draco slowly nodded . " Dray ... " Draco looked at Harry and saw a small boy smiling . " I love you Draco ... " 

Draco let out a breath that he didn't realize he was holding . He slowly leaned in to Harry and kissed him softly . Harry wrapped his arms around Draco's neck and melted into a kiss . 

When they finally parted away Draco put their foreheads together and they both closed their eyes . " You're mine Harry ... Only mine ... " " And you're mine love ... " 

( Time skip , day of the coming back to Hogwart ) 

" We are going Dragon ! Come downstairs ! " " Coming mom ! C'mon Harry , my parents are waiting for us . " 

Harry nodded and smiled . Draco walked over to him and picked him up bridal style . " You okay ? Does it hurt ? " " No ,everything is fine . " " You sure love ..? " Harry kissed Draco's cheek . " I am sure . " He smiled and wrapped his arms around Draco's neck . 

They went downstairs and left the house with Draco's parents . When they finally arrived at the station it was crowded with people . Some people gave them weird stares but Draco didn't mind them . 

They finally got in the train and found an empty compartment . Draco was surprised that he didn't find his friends but he thought that he'll meet them in Hogwart . 

He sat Harry down on the seat and got next to him . Harry nestled in Draco's chest and sight . 

" Dray ? " " Yes baby ? " " Could you please sing me something ? " " Of course, baby , anytime . " " Thank you ... " 

Harry closed his eyes and breathed slowly and calmly . Draco smiled and started singing . 

I see those tears in your eyesI feel so helpless insideOh love, there's no need to hideJust let me love you when your heart is tired

Cold hands, red eyesPacked your bags at midnightThey've been there for weeksYou don't know what goodbye means

Just roll up a cigaretteJust forget about this messWaiting on the sidelinesFrom the sidelines

I see those tears in your eyesAnd I feel so helpless insideOh love, there's no need to hideJust let me love you when your heart is tired

If your ghost pulls you up highAnd it feels like you've lost who you areMy love, there's no need to hideJust let me love you when your heart is tired

Just let me love youJust let me love youJust let me love youJust let me love you when your heart is tired

And you whisper, I'm alrightBut I see through your white liesBut these walls don't talkAnd if they could, they'd say

Can't hide the secretsYou can't forget about this messI'm waiting on the sidelinesFrom the sidelines

I see those tears in your eyesAnd I feel so helpless insideOh love, there's no need to hideJust let me love you when your heart is tired

If your ghost pulls you up highAnd it feels like you've lost who you areMy love, there's no need to hideJust let me love you when your heart is tired

Just let me love youJust let me love youJust let me love youJust let me love you when your heart is tired

I see those tears in your eyesSo helpless insideThere's no need to hideLet me love you when your heart is tired

Draco looked at Harry . The boy in his arms was sleeping . " Sweet dreams my love ... " 

" Wow , I knew you would be together but not that fast ! " " Told ya ! Now you owe me 50 galleons . " " Ugh fine ! " 

Draco turned his head around to see all of his friends . Milly , Pansy , Luna and Blaise . Of course Luna and Blaise were hugging . 

" Guys ? What are you doing here ? " He whispered yell . " We are sitting in a compartment with our friends . Is it bad ? " She whispered yelled back at him . " Why are we even whispering ? " Asked Blaise . " Harry is sleeping you dumbass . " Said Pansy . 

" I need to say , you two look cute together ! " Squeaked Luna and jumped around compartment . " Yeah yeah , whatever . " " For how long ? " " What for how long ? " " You guys have been together ? " " Oh , well , we have officially been together since yesterday . A lot happened at the break ... He he ... " 

The whole group looked at him confused . " Okay okay . I'm gonna tell you this , but ! No questions and don't you even dare to ask or say something to Harry about that ! " " Yes sir ! " Blaise joked and the whole group laughed a little . 

" Okay so ... Here's what happened ... "

So I was bored ... So here you go another chapter ! WHY NOT ?! Online school is sooooooooo boooooooring . Help me ... 😓