Chapter 46

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Niall's P.O.V.

"I'm going to pick Kaylee up from the airport." I told everyone as I walked past the pool area. I heard a choris of 'okays' and 'see ya later' before I walked through the lobby and out the front where the car was waiting.

I sat in the back telling the driver where to. I was so excited to see her. I mean yeah, I only left yesterday but there's something about Kaylee, I can't stand being away from her. 

Before I knew it we were out front the airport. I hopped out quickly hurrying into the pick up area. I saw Kaylee sitting on a bench with a suitcase as she bit her nails nervously.

"Kayls!" I smiled waving at her. She looked up her eyes widening, but not in joy... in fear almost. That's strange. I walked over to her stopping in front of the large suitcase. "You have a lot more clothes now." I laughed.

"Uh, yeah, I-I I went to my house and got some more of my clothes..." She trailed off not looking me in the eye.

"Kayls, what's wrong?" I asked placing my hands on her shoulders.

"Nothing." She answered quickly standing up and brushing my hands off her shoulders. "Let's uh, let's just go." She rolled her suitcase toward the car leaving me standing there. What's wrong with her?

I slid in the back seat next to her. She slid over more. I slid to the next seat and she practically pressed herself up against the window. "Kaylee, what the hell is wrong with you?" 

"Nothing Niall!" She erupted and immediatly looked sorry. I figured I'll leave it alone for now and try and get her to talk later.

We got back to the hotel and Kaylee went right upstairs to put her suitcase away while I went back to the pool where everyone else was.

"Nialler! Where's Kaylee?" Harry asked pulling himself out of the pool.

"Uh she, she went upstairs. She's been acting weird." I sighed taking a seat on one of the chairs. 

"I'm sure she's fine." Harry smiled patting me on the back with his wet hand.

Kaylee's P.O.V.

I paced around the hotel room nervously. I can't tell Niall, he'll be so angry! And then he'll break up with me and I'll have no where to live and no one left. 

But I have to tell him. I can't keep going out with him and kissing him like it never happened.

I'm..... a cheater. 

I shook my head. No, Jonathan kissed ME. I didn't kiss HIM.

I need to stop before I give myself a headache.

I walked back down to the pool where Niall said they would all be, I'll talk to Riley. 

I walked in and saw everyone sitting around the pool laughing and talking. "Kaylee!" They shouted when they saw me. I gave a small smile and wave back as I went and sat down next to Riley.

"How's Jonathan?" She questioned and everyone looked over at me.

"He's good. He had some memory loss though. He doesn't remember anything from 3 months agon till today." 

"Are you serious?" Everyone gasped and I nodded.

 "Wait does that mean that... he thinks your still dating?" Riley asked looking over at me, her eyebrows furrowed.

"Y-yeah. But I told him everything that happened. Uhm yeah." I spoke quietly feeling nervous.

"How did he take it?" Niall asked.

"Uh good, he was fine." 

"Kaylee looke at me." I looked up at Niall and bit my lip. "What are you not telling us?"

"Noth-"

"Kaylee there must be something! You keep ignoring me! You won't look at me! You're all jittery what did you do!" Niall shouted standing up from his seat.

"JONATHAN KISSED ME." I blurted out running out of the pool room. I wiped the tears that were falling from my eyes as I ran into the stair shaft. I took a seat on one of the bottom steps.

He hates me.

He definetely hates me.

How could he not? I kissed my ex. No, my ex kissed me. I never kissed him back.

*Flashback to the night before.*

"J-jonathan." I stuttered pulling away from him.

"I-I'm sorry Kaylee.... I just needed to." He looked down at his hands as I sat there staring at him in awe.

"No... no you didn't have to! You just ruined everything... I can't..... no... why." I shook my head pulling at me hair. "Niall's going to hate me."

"Don't tell him."

"Jonathan! He's my boyfriend, I have to tell him!" I cried running my hands over my face. "I think I should go."

"Go where?!" I stood up as Jonathan shouted after me. 

"I'll stay at my house." I mumbled walking out the front door and slamming it behind me.

I walked across the lawn up to my front door. Unlocked, as usual.

I can't believe he wanted me to not tell Niall!? Is he an idiot? Yes.

I sighed walking up the stairs and turning into my room. While I was here I could at least get some more of my clothes. I pulled out a bigger suitcase and put a whole bunch of clothes in there to take back. 

I sat back on my bed staring up at the ceiling. What was I going to do?

*Flashback over*

I leaned my head against the stairwell wall just crying. I'm so stupid. Niall hates me, he's going to break up with me. I don't want him too.... he's the only thing I have.

"Kaylee?" I heard a voice call down the stairwell. I turned around to see Liam at the top of the stairs.

He walked down and sat beside me pulling me into a hug. "Is he angry?" I whispered.

"Yeah, he's pretty angry but I think it's just because you took so long to tell him." Liam sighed rubbing my back.

"I cheated on him.... I hate myself." I mumbled hiccuping.

"Kaylee, tell me what happened exactly." Liam sat back turning to face me.

"Well, I was telling Jonathan everything that happened and then he... he started to cry. I was a bit taken back because I had never seen him cry." Liam nodded waiting for me to go on. "And then he stopped and he just... kissed me. I didn't even know what was happening."

"So he kissed you, you didn't kiss him?" Liam questioned.

"Yeah, I didn't kiss him back..." I mumbled wiping my eyes. I probably looked a wreck.

"Well then you're not at fault. This is kiind of like the time that fan kissed Niall, remember?" Lia gave me a slight smile. "You both made the same mistake.

"But, Niall.. I don't think he's going to believe me. He's always been one to over react and over think." I sighed.

"Yeah I know and he's going to be a little angry. He's a bit self conscious Kayls... He's going to think you kissed Jonathan because he wasn't good enough."

"But, But he is! I don't like Jonathan anymore... Niall is my everything. I wouldn't give him up for the world." I smiled sadly at Liam.

"You're the first girlfriend he's had in a while and trust me he loves you, you're all he talks about. But something like this.... it's going to make him feel bad about himself. He's going to find a way to blame it on himself. So you're best bet is to talk to him. But not now, let him cool down." Liam pulled me into a hug kissing the top of my head. 

"Thanks Li." I smiled up at him.

"No problem babe." He helped me up and we walked upstairs to the hotel room. 

"I knew she still had feelings for him!" I heard Niall shout. I looked over at Liam my mouth falling open. He was right.

"I have to talk to him." I tried to pull the hotel room door open but Liam pushed me back.

"I said to let him cool down. You won't get anything through his head right now." Liam told me. "Go take a walk and come back in a little bit, ok?" I nodded and watched Liam walk in.

"Where is she?!"

"I don't know mate." I heard Liam tell Niall.

"OH gosh.. nooo...noo..." Niall  muttered.

I have to talk to him, but Liam's right.

*

I walked around a lot longer than I thought. I got so caught up with all the talented street performers and the beautiful clothes in the windows that I didn't even realize it was nearly 10 o'clock. 

I saw the bright lit up hotel in view and made my way towards it. Everything looked to pretty lit up at night.

As I walked down the hall to the hotel room I saw something sitting at the end of the hall. Now being curious I had to go see what it was. I got closer and it looked like a little kid?

"Uh hello?" I called quietly so I didn't startle them.

The little boy turned around with big sad eyes. "Hi miss."

"Are you alright?"

"I don't know where mommy and daddy are." He slowly stood up his lip quivering.

"What's your name?" I asked as I crouched down in front of him.

"Uh it's Ryan. Can you help me?" He asked coming closer to me.

"Yes, yes of course." I smiled at him. "When was the last time you saw them?"

"Uhm, maybe like three days ago." He mumbled.

"What have you been doing for the three days?!"

"I was walkin' around....and then i came here because I thought this is where they came." He began too cry.

"It's okay, how old are you?"

"I'm 6." He mumbled wiping at his tears. "Mommy told me that they had to leave and that I would be okay. And then they put me on this doorstep and told me to knock and wait for someone. I knocked and the people never came but mommy had already left with daddy so I went to go find them and tell them... but I-I  couldn't find them." He cried hiccuping a little.

"Aw it's okay. D-do you want a hug?" He nodded and ran up to me as I pulled him into a comforting hug rubbing his back. "Are you hungry?" He nodded sniffling a bit.

"I just want to find mommy. I miss her!" He sobbed balling up my shirt in his little fists. 

"We'll find her... I promise. Come with me." I stood up and picked him up walking toward the hotel room. I twisted the handle open and walked in to an empty living room. Was everyone seriously in bed already?

I brought Ryan into the kitchen and sat him down on the counter. "Do you like pasta?" I asked looking in the fridge. He nodded his head and I pulled out the container of leftover pasta putting it in the microwave. "You're going to need a bath too... and are you potty trained?"

"Mommy said no when the lady on the phone asked her a few nights ago." He shook his head. "Mommy." He pouted his eyes tearing up again.

"Don't cry Ryan. It's okay." I smiled at him. I took the pasta out and put some butter on it. "Let's sit." I placed the pasta on the table and sat Ryan down in the chair as I sat across from him. "So tell me, what exactly happened?"

"Well I don't remember eveything. Mommy and daddy said we were going somewhere and they put me in the car and they stopped at this big house. They told me they had to leave to go somewhere and to go knock on the door and wait there. I gave them both hugs and mommy walked me up to the door." He poked around the pasta bowl as he talked quietly to me.

"And then I knocked on the door as mommy went back to the car and no one answered but when.... when I turned aroun mommy and daddy were gone. So I went to go look for them but, but I couldn't f-f-find them."

"Ryan don't cry,it's going to be okay. I'll help you find them..." I told him. I had a feeling his parents didn't want him anymore. He was probably told to wait for the woman at the foster home to answer the door. I waited for him to finish eating his pasta before I took him into the bathroom.

I gave him a quick bath and was happy to find one of Lux's diapers in the bathroom. He's six, shouldn't he be potty trained? "You're six, right?"

"I think so. Or maybe I'm five. I don't remember." He shrugged yawning. "Five." He nodded. "Sorry."

"It's okay. You seem tired why don't we go to bed and we can figure everything out in the morning?" I smiled slightly at him as he nodded. 

"Thank you miss. You're very nice." He smiled as he walked beside me.

"My names Kaylee, Ryan." I smiled at him. He gave me a nod happy to learn my name. I was surprised to say the least. When  I was a kid I was so shy, wouldn't talk to anyone. He was so open and not that shy at all. 

Good for him.

Then again, he hasn't talked to anyone probably in three days and was just happy to get help. I pondered where I should have him sleep. I don't want him sleeping on the couch...

I opened the door to Niall and I's room to find that Niall wasn't even there. Was anyone even home?

"C'mere." I picked Ryan up and brought him over to the bed. "Night. I'll be in a bit later, okay?"

"Okay Kaylee. Can you leave the light on? I don't like the dark."

"Of course." I laughed leaving the door open slightly. I checked the other rooms and no one was home... 

Where the hell were they?

I sighed walking back into where Ryan was. "Kaylee?" I heard his little voice call.

"Mhm?" I walked over to the side of the bed crouching down in front of him.

"Are you really going to help me find mommy?" 

"I'm going to try my best." I smiled at him. His light blue eyes lit up a little. I laughed messing up his curly brown hair. "Get to bed, you look tired."

"Goodnight Kaylee. Thank you." 

"No problem little tike. Night." I smiled standing up. I walked out of the room and sat down on the couch turning the t.v. on. I laid down falling asleep to Houswives of New Jersey. 

~

"WHO IS THIS?!" I heard someone shout. I perked up from out of my slumber and sat up.

"Kaylee!" I heard someone screech. I looked around to see everyone staring at me weird. I got up running into Niall and I's room.

"Kaylee!" Ryan cried jumping off the bed and running toward me. I picked him up holding him close to my body.

"Uh who is that?" Louis asked. 

"It's Ryan and why the hell would you yell!? Clearly he was sleeping and you just scared him half to death!" I hissed at everyone unsure of who yelled. I looked around the room as everyone wore confused expressions.

"Kitchen now." Harry stated as everyone walked out. I sighed following behind him. We all sat in the kitchen me standing in the corner with Ryan.

"I found him. His parents left him and he was so scared. He's been wandering around for three days!" I told everyone. 

"First off, go put him back in the bed." Liam huffed. I nodded bringing him back into the bedroom.

"I'll be back, go to bed little guy." I told Ryan tucking him. He nodded snuggling into the blankets as I left the room. 

"So why is he here?" Riley spoke up confused.

I sat there and explained everything to them and everything he told me. "I had to help him.... he's five." 

"I understand but.... ugh, okay. We'll figure it out." Liam sighed. "By they way, we went out to a night club if you were wondering."

"Oh.... Niall, you went?" I asked looking over at Niall for the first time. He nodded and I sighed. "Can I talk to you?"

"Uh," Niall looked around at everyone almost to look for an answer. "Not now." 

"Please." I pleaded as everyone began to leave.

"Kayle-"

"Please Niall."

"Fine." He sighed. He hopped off the counter over to me. "Let's go in the living room." I followed Niall into the living room and watched as he sat down on the couch leaving me to pick a seat. Maybe I'll just stand.

"First off... I didn't kiss Jonathan, Jonathan kissed me." Niall let out a long sigh sitting back running his hands over his face. "I would never kiss Jonathan."

"Too bad you did." Niall muttered.

"I said I didn't! He did!" I rose my voice startling Niall. "I knew you wouldn't believe me!"

"Well how could I? You're such a softy Kaylee, you probably didn't want to tell him you weren't dating and when he kissed you, you probably didn't say anything!" He stood up storming over to me.

"B-But I did." 

"And how can I believe you?" Niall pestered.

"You just should! I'm your girlfriend! I wouldn't lie to you!" I shouted in his face, my voice shaky.

"I'm not so sure about that. If you were my girlfriend you wouldn't kiss another guy, let alone, your ex." He spat. Was he not getting it through his thick scowl that I didn't voluntarily kiss Jonathan?!

"Niall I didn't kiss him. He kissed me." I said slowly. He rolled his eyes laughing. "Niall!" I hissed my voice breaking as tears began to form in my eyes.

"Maybe we should take a break. I think it'll be good for m-us." He breathed out.

"Are you serious?" I whispered biting my lip. He nodded his head slowly.

"I just don't know. I always thought you still had feelings for him. I need to time to think.... to see if I believe you. Now go to bed, you and that kid can take the room. I'll sleep out here." He turned around walking toward the couch and sat down.

"Niall." I whispered again. He just shook his head and laid down, turning his back to me.

I knew he wouldn't believe me. I messed everything up! I'm such an idiot.

I turned around and walked into a kitchen noticing Liam was sitting at the table. "Did you-"

"I heard everything." He nodded gesturing for me to sit. "It's okay. It's like I said, he doesn't believe you. He's insecure about himself and jumps to conclusions. Give him some time, he'll come around, I promise." Liam smiled.

"How long do breaks even last?" I whispered placing my head in my hands. 

"It depends. But he's head over heels for you so it won't last long. Maybe a day or two." Liam chuckled softly. I hope he was right.

~

"What's your name little dude?" I heard someone ask Ryan.

"Ryan! What's yours?" His little voice piped up. 

"My name is Niall and this is Liam." Niall's irish accent floated into the bathroom where I was. I slowly peeled the door open looking at Liam and Niall as they looked down at Ryan who was still lying in bed. 

"Are you going to help Kaylee find me mommy?" He asked batting his eyelashes up at the two. They exchanged looks and nodded smiling at him. "Yay!"

I walked out an the Ryan turned around grinning at me. "Kaylee I made new friends."

"Oh that's nice Ryan." I smiled at him sitting beside him on the bed. "How about you head into the kitchen and I'll  meet you there?"

He nodded and jumped off the bed running into the kitchen in only his little diaper. "What are we going to do?"

"What is there to do?" Liam sighed.

"I don't know.... I never thought I'd be in a situation like this. I mean, I guess we could go to the police but they'll just send him to a foster home." I mumbled running my hands over my face.

"Well, clearly his parents didn't want him. Someone's going to have to tell him that. Secondly, we can't keep him away for that long. That'll only cause more problems." Liam stated. He was right. It would only cause more trouble for us. 

"But we leave for our next tour destination tonight." Niall spoke up. 

"Well how about we do this. We take him with us. The next break we have we will figure everything out because we can't do it in between when we have concerts every night. It'll just be more hectic. We can ask Lou if she would be okay with helping Kaylee out with him." Liam told me and I smiled at him. I loved Ryan, he was adorable.

"Okay, sounds good." I smiled at Liam. Liam nodded standing up and sauntering out of the room leaving Niall and I. Cue the awkward.

"Uh hey." I smiled at Niall.

"I hate this break." Niall blurted out, his eyes snapping up to mine.

"I know me too." I answered back quickly.

"I believe you. I should have in the first place. I know you would never voluntarily kiss Jonathan.... I just I don't know."

"It's okay Niall. You're the only person I want to kiss." I winked at him.

"Oh really?" He smirked wiggling his eyebrows. I giggled as he jumped across the bed hovering over me. "Gimme a kiss baby." I grabbed his face and connected our lips, thinking it would only be a few seconds.

Wrong.

Full blown snog.

"Oh no!" I heard a little voice squeal. I sat up and looked at the doorway to see Ryan with his hands over his mouth and wide eyes. My eyes trailed up to see Louis holding the same expression.

Boys.

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