Part 3

When he came to bed I wasn't sleeping yet. I couldn't sleep, but I pretended I did. I didn't want him to see me like this or to say something I might regret. I didn't hate P'Win, he was my coworker. I just didn't like the fact that Santa admired him. In one interview he once said that one of the GMMTV actors he admired was P'Win. The fans remembered that, and a couple of days ago, when some of the cast walked the catwalk at the Exhibit for the Mchoice Mint Awards 2025, people saw the looks and the smiles Santa and P'Win exchanged. They saw the look on my face when I noticed them. I completely trusted Santa, but I hated the "ghostship" stories fans created from those little moments. And the fact that Santa was shirtless under that fluffy coat, I had to remind him a couple of times to fix his coat. I admit I was very territorial of Santa after that exhibit, and Santa knew why.

I heard how he wanted to crawl beside me, to sleep in my arms like every night, but he didn't. The tension between us frightened him.