Dreams

~~~Fab's POV~~~

I walked up to Alex's room and opened it, she turned her head towards me but she turned back to look at the ceiling. I crawled into bed next to her and looked the ceiling like her"I'm sorry" I said still looking at the ceiling "It's okay" she barely whispered, I turned towards her and kissed her forehead and she closed her eyes "You know I love you right" I said looking at her and she nodded "I'm not just saying I love you all willy nilly, I truly love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you and I don't care if you can't have kids because I will love you with all my heart still. I love you and I would die for you that's how much I love you, you never knew how much it hurt me to leave you that one day all those years ago when we first broke up during high school, I left you because I knew we were going to leave to New York to do music so I ended it there so we wouldn't get emotionally attached and then it be worse when I left and it hurt to leave you there and I told myself I didn't love you but I couldn't I couldn't tell myself that because it was a lie so I drank and did many drugs and slept with other women to get you off my mind but you were so different I loved you, you were like my drug and I couldn't find anyone else like you with all your little imperfections and perfections you had or the way you crinkle your nose slightly when you laugh and that adorable smile you had when I made you blush when complimenting you. I love you so much it's so unbelievable and if I don't have you back I might go crazy" I said sitting up and looking her in her eyes (which were watering now,) she wrapped her arms around me and tackled me down and kissed me with her soft pink lips, she was crying, laughing and smiling all at the same time"I love you so much Fab" she said through her kisses and tears of happiness fell from her eyes so I wiped them away "Thank Nick he's the one who knocked sense into us" I said kissing her softly "Wait isn't he here?" she asked yawning"Yah I'll tell him that he can leave and we are back together" I said getting up and she nodded her head. I went down and saw Nick passed out laying on her couch uncomfortably but just left him and went back up "he's passed out on your couch" I laughed and took of my shirt and pants to sleep and jumped into Alex's bed."You know what's great after making up" said Alex smirking at me "What would that be" I asked confused and she got on top of me and whispered in my ear"Makeup sex is great, that's what" and then she sucking on my neck, swirling her tongue around surely to leave a mark, so I took my hands and moved them to the hem of her shirt and pulled it off with her help.// After we were done we fell asleep and woke up the next morning. I woke up to Alex quietly sleeping with her head against my chest, it was adorable but I needed to take a piss so I got up making sure I didn't wake her up. When I came back out Alex was putting on jeans and looking for a shirt so I snuck up behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist and she turned around to kiss me "sorry I didn't mean to wake you up" I said kissing her back "It's fine you little shit head wanna go get something to eat I don't feel like making anything" she said smiling at me grabbing a black long sleeve shirt and tucking it in her light coloured ripped jeans also grabbing a dark blue cardigan and letting her dark brown hair down, I love how we can make love but the next thing she insults me but in a loving way also I love how she can wear black jeans and a band shirt but she can also be stylish."Yah I'm fine with that" I said pulling on my jeans and shirt from the previous night and we both walked downstairs to see Nick watching the television "you're here still" I laughed confused"Well yah Julian kind of took my car so I couldn't leave also you guys were loud during your makeup sex, you guys woke me up so I took that pillow to drown out the sound but it barely blocked it. I fell back asleep luckily also nice hickey" said Nick raising and eyebrow at us so I started to laugh my ass off as Alex's face turned bright red and look away but punched my arm and went to feed her dog Jake. "You want to come with us to get breakfast" I asked Nick and he said sure so we left to a little diner, ordered our food and got it"So are you and Penny gonna have kids soon hmmm" asked Alex to Nick"Actually I think she is, she has been having morning sickness often" said Nick and Alex almost choked on her food so I patted her back and she swallowed her food then jumped up in excitement "Oh my god I'm so happy for you guys!" said Alex giving Nick a big hug and sitting back down in her seat next to me "Yah man congrats you are gonna be a father!" I said happy for him I mean I wanted kids too but I'm not gonna get upset about it, I was happy with Alex and if she couldn't or doesn't want kids I'm not gonna get upset about it"Yah thanks guys I can't wait to see if it's a girl or boy" he said happily. We finished our food after a while and decided to drive to a park to check out some people who were playing there or people who sell art (basically street vendors) and as always Alex had her camera taking pictures, when we came across a teenage girl playing guitar and singing beautifully with her case open with some money in there, when she looked up at us while still singing her eyes widened and she was smiling like crazy so when she was done she came up to us and said "I love you guys can you sign my guitar" to me and Nick and we gladly agreed and signed it "thank you so much you guys inspire me so much and I hope one day I can make my own music, can I take a picture with you guys" she said still smiling and me and Nick posed for the picture "thank you guys so much and you're so pretty" she thanked me and Nick and told Alex that"Aw thank you so much so are you" she said then reached for her wallet and pulled out 2 one hundred dollars bills and said "never give up on your dream kid no matter what people tell you if it's teachers, other kids, or adults never give up and keep your head held high and never look back. Just look at them they started as rugged kids just in some small band not noticed by anyone but you know what they did, they worked to get where they are now and look at them, they are getting recognized in public by amazing fans like you. So I just want you to know that even with all the obstacles you have to face never give up on your dream" said Alex handing her the money and she hugged her "what's your name?" asked Alex to the girl"It's Rose" she said putting the money in her pocket"Okay Rose make sure to mention me when you get big" Alex laughed and Rose joined in, then she asked Alex to take a picture with her and I took it for them. We started to walk again looking at different stand when I said "That was nice of you to do why do you trust her to become popular" I asked"Her body language before she saw us, she seemed really into the music like it was one with it and she sounded amazing so I didn't want her to give up, also I know she's going to get big I mean I predicted you guys were even when you guys started just the way you guys talk about music and the way you get into it like her so I don't know people put me down in school saying it was too hard to get into the music industry and how it's never gonna work so I went to cooking because I loved cooking also so I encourage people to follow their dream" she said taking a picture of some artwork and looking at her other pictures"Well thanks for believing in us" said Nick patting her head and I kissed her"Even if you guys are a bunch of losers" she smiled and we both flipped her off and she returned the favour "so want me to drop you off your house" she asked Nick and he nodded so we dropped him off and went back to her place. We got inside and she went to a cabinet and pulled out a sketchbook full of sketches and pictures, she took the pictures she had taken and labeled them putting them in empty pages. "Can I look at your book" I asked her and she nodded as she went to get a glass of water. I went to the very front of the book and saw a couple of drawings and picture when I can across a picture of me sleeping on what looks like her moms old bed at her old house back in Patterson so I looked closer and saw the date written on the bottom and the word 'cute' written with a heart next to it "wow" I said to myself "1999 that was so long ago" "What was so long ago" asked Alex coming back "I never knew you took this picture of me" I said pointing to the picture and she laughed "Yah it was in the morning after we had that little party, I remember I that you looked adorable to I took a picture and kept it even when you guys left and I was mad I still kept it, it was the only thing I had left of you" she said sadly smiling"it's a good memory but you have me completely now" I said pulling into me as I kissed her softly then she looked into my eyes deeply and laid her head on my chest. I loved the innocent things we did like hold hands or when we kiss each other softly"I love you so much Fab" she said squeezing me "and you know what you've never met my mom ever want to go say hi to her real quick" she asked looking into my eyes, oh god all she knows of me is what the news says and what Alex has told her and of what happened in the past"Uh sure I'm fine with that" I said nervously "Don't worry she won't kill you" she laughed grabbing her wallet and keys