Technically not

I woke up around 10 and decided to eat breakfast and text Juliet to come the little hang out and since my apartment is kind of dirty I cleaned a bit after. After I cleaned I put on some jeans and my velvet underground shirt and went to a store to get ingredients for random foods and snacks for tonight. When I got out the car and I was about to enter the store some girl who was wearing a 'The Strokes' shirt and some black jeans stopped me"Are you that girl on the news who was seen with my Nick" she asked with a glare towards me obviously a huge fan"Haha I'm sorry I think you have the wrong person" I said trying to leave the awkwardness but she pulled me back and pointed a finger in my face"If you are trying to get with my boys you better run now because They Are Mine!" she scream whispered and that's when I saw Julian walking towards the door and he had a confused look on his face and come over and said "Is there a problem here" he said in his usual raspy voice"OMG JULIAN ITS NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE" she said surprised "also I love you I was just trying to protect you guys, can I get an autograph?!?" she said taking a note book out"Well that wasn't very nice of you to go up to her and get up in her face" he said with a straight face "also sorry no I won't sign because that was extremely rude and you basically harassed her in front of a market" he said looking down at her"But but.....I'm sorry" she said walking away"Well that was something you have fucking crazy fans and thanks" I said and he bowed like an idiot "also who knew that you would actually be serious for once and isn't just a horny ass bitch 24/7" I laughed"Nope you are wrong I just hold my temptation behind me while I do other stuff, like rightnow I really want to see how you look in your underwear" he smirked "JULIAN WE ARE OUT IN PUBLIC WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF THE PAPZ WERE AROUND?!?" I whisper yelled as I looked around cautiously "I don't care they can eat my shit" he laughed"So much class Casablancas" I shook my head giggling"Ooo I like how you say my last name, you add a Spanish accent to it, it sounds sexy" he teased "Yah it sounds like I'm saying 'White House' in Spanish" I laughed "also no it's not sexy I'm said it like I naturally would" I stared blankly"Well then you are naturally sexy then" he chuckled"Well then why are you here Mr. Whitehouse" I said walking into the store and him following me"Well I was gonna get beer for tonight and cigarets" he said as we walked into the alcohol isle "Well that's lovely also what would you guys like to eat wait let me guess pizza" we both laughed "not like pizza isn't good, pizza is the love of my life" I laughed"I thought I was" he said playfully pouting"Keep dreaming buddy" I said patting his shoulder then turning around swiftly and walking away to go get drinks and snacks"Wooow my heart thanks for breaking it" he said catching up to me with 2 crates of beer in his hands"No problem kiddo" I said grabbing drinks and chips and walked to a cash register and putting my stuff down and paying for my stuff, after the cashier asked"Aren't you Julian Casablancas?" the teenage girl asked with an awkward smile "Yah how did you know" Julian said acting surprised as we all laughed "Well it's very nice to meet you and you have a very pretty girlfriend" she said handing him his pack of smokes and his beer"Hahaha that's funny I'm not his girlfriend though" I said making a face at Julian"Yah she is, aren't you mama" he said putting his arm around me "If you don't get your arm off my I'm going to beat the shit out of you" I said looking at him at the corner of my eyes"We got a vicious one here" he laughed with the cashier and we headed out of the store"Well see you at the little hang out later and it starts around like 7 ish" I said walking backwards to my car and saw Julian walking a little "wait Julian where is your car" he came over back to me and said "Oh well I kind of walked here to get a little fresh air" he said shrugging his shoulders"Well I don't have anything to do for like 6 hours you wanna come hang out" I said unlocking my car"What are you trying to do Ms. Casrillo" he said raising and eyebrow and smirking "is she trying to get me in her bed" He made an 'O' shape with his mouth "Get in the fucking car Julian" as I rolled my eyes"Whatever you say princess" he said as he sat down and I internally cringed at that he called me princess// I drove up to my house and Julian's face lit up"I thought you said it was an apartment" he said looking at me with a very confused face"Well it's like apartment/house I don't know, all I know is I'm renting it" I laughed taking my stuff out and unlocking my front door. His face went to excitement and surprised as he saw my posters and my living room "you like it or what" I laughed "Well when they said that the 1970 was a very popular and expensive place they weren't kidding look at this place" he placed the beer down on the counter as we entered the kitchen"Yah" I laughed awkwardly scratching the back of my neck"Dude you have a pool and jacuzzi!" He said looking outside and then turned around quickly to me with a smirk"No Julian last time we had a pool/jacuzzi party my life was ruined" I said raising an eyebrow "Dude you already know that we are gonna get in plus it's super hot outside" he said checking the temperature in his phone "Fine" I groaned loudly "call the rest to tell them to bring extra clothes and I'll tell Penny and Juliet...OH SHIT I FORGOT TO TELL ISAAC" I remembered "Oh he's still alive you haven't mentioned him once" Julian laughed*ring ring ring*"Sup hoe" said Isaac as usual"Sup bitch so I am having a little get together at my house because guess who's back" I said looking at Julian"I have no idea" he said in a monotone voice"Well ehh you might be mad but it's Julian and the rest" I said awkwardly laughing and it went silent"No. you. didn't" he said as he knew how bad it was after that incident "Come on learn to forgive and forget also Nikolai is coming you know your old buddy pal!" I said in a cheery voice to convince him"Fine but if anything happens now I will beat the crap out of them" he said in a serious tone"GREAT so bring extra clothes we are swimming and possibly going in the hot tub after it starts around 7 ish" I said as Julian looked at me happily and I just rolled my eyes chuckling a bit "Okay see you soon bitch" he said in a more not serious tone"Bye cunt" I hung up and I just texted Penny and Juliet to bring extra clothes and blah blah blah"So what do you have to do" Julian asked looking around"Oh we can watch one of my favourite movies!" I said cheerfully "but I don't know if you like musicals and stuff" I said tilting my head a bit"I like them a lot actually, especially High School Musical that shit was my jam" he said starting to sing random songs from the movies"Oh my god Jules" I rolled my eyes"That's the first time I've heard you say my nickname hahaha I will remember this forever" he laughed"Well okay the movie is called 'The Producers' {it's a real movie you should watch it, it's really funny} and it is basically like a funny musical" I said pulling up the movie on my television// we finished the movie which Julian said he liked the movie a lot and would watch it again and now it was 3 and still had 4 hours to kill"Oh I can show you how to make cookies!" I said pulling out the ingredients "let's get cooking" I said twirling my whisk in the air// when we finished it mostly consisted of my him throwing flour at me and I smushed cookie dough in his face but the cookies turned out pretty good at the end"Well now you have cookie dough all over your face and I have flour on me great" I laughed "their is a bathroom down here and one up but that one is mine and I have all my crap there so don't go in" i said glaring at him when I went up

***SMUT COMING UP SO DONT READ IF YOU ARE A INNOCENT CHILD***

I found a Guns n Roses shirt and put on some black jeans when I opened the door to see Julian holding one of my bras in his hand god damnit why didn't I put my clothes in my laundry room I slapped my self on the forehead and he giggles"Julian I really don't want to deal with this right now" I said rubbing my temples"Well too bad this is what you get for leaving your dirty laundry in your bathroom" he said raising it above his head where I know I couldn't reach it so I jumped for and nothing so I started to push him around to try to grab it but he fell on me on the floor. Next thing you know we are quietly looking into each other eyes then Julian started to kiss me, at first I was stiff because it felt so wrong but so right I feel like I'm cheating on Fab even though my feelings for him are mixed but technically it's not because we aren't going out and I'm sure he doesn't like me anymore, I haven't had physical contact from a guy in so long so I kissed back then things got heated as he grabbed my waist and I wrapped my arms around his neck grabbing fist fulls of his hair in my hand and tugging it a bit causing him to groan. His tongue grazed the bottom of my lip asking for access and I granted it, he grinded his hips into me as I felt him start to get hard from what I can feel he has quite a size and I let a moan escape my mouth into his as he smiled during this. It sounds really bad but I wanted someone inside me at that moment, I am a virgin so I have never felt what sex has felt like before so I was very curious and I was very turned on at the moment. Julian moved one hand to one of my breast and was squeezing it and the other hand went to my ass and did the same, he slowly lifted me from the floor and laid me on my bed as he got on top of me, never breaking the kiss. Each moment I felt this burning sensation in my lower region and wanted something really bad but this felt wrong so wrong. When Julian started to move his hand towards my sensitive spot and start to rub it, I bit my lip to stop from moaning but it came out anyways so he started to kiss my neck and move lower with the kisses as he was still rubbing me. He lifted my shirt a bit and started to kiss and nibble my hip bones right above where my jeans started. I arched my back a bit moaning as it felt so good, he lifted my shirt over my head and started to French kiss me again and I felt that he was doing so much for me so I'm gonna pay him back so I started to palm him through his jeans causing him to let out a deep, sexy groan. He started to get harder which I didn't know was possible at the moment but he started to take off my pants and rubbed me feeling how wet I was through just my black panties and he smiled still making out as he let out a little moan and I clawed his back since it felt amazing. He unhooked my bra clasp kissing my breasts and kissed down my stomach giving me chills as I started to grind into him wanting more. I tugged on the loops of his jeans causing me to feel his hardness against me only separated by some fabrics, so I unbuckled his belt and pulled his pants down eagerly now seeing each other only in our underwear and I was right he was big, he smirked a little and grinded his hips into me teasing me so I moaned his name fairly loud then saying "J-Julian just f-fuck me already" biting my lip trying not to moan as much and trying to catch my breathe from my fast beating heart. He smirked and pulled down his boxers revealing his pulsating size and gently rubbed it against the thin fabric of my panties causing me to cling onto the bed and throw me head back and moan from the pleasure as he grunted loudly, he grabbed a condom from his pocket and rolled it on himself, he asked me if I wanted to do this and I nodded my head. He pulled my panties off then threw on the floor but right before he was about to enter me the door bell rang thank god my lord and savior my body was saying yes but my heart knew this was really wrong."Uhhh" I said realizing the door bell rang and Julian sighed loudly so I grabbed my bra off the floor and put it on with the rest of my clothes and went to my mirror to fixed my hair and sweaty body but before I went down I needed to tell Julian something but I saw him entering my bathroom so I stopped him "um what are you doing" I asked "Well you see I kinda have a huge boner and if I go down like this whoever is there is gonna suspect something so I'm gonna finish up here" he said biting his bottom lip "Um yah okay but please we don't ever speak of this ever again not even to a fly this is between us only" I said looking down a bit biting my lip then looking back up at his eyes"I will on one condition" he said smirking "we finish off where we left or something close to it" he said coming up to me the pressing his bulge onto my sensitive spot so I closed my eyes biting my smile and let out a little moan and said "Okay but I really n-need to answer the door Jules" I said as he lifted his hands up my shirt and started was kissing my neck and rubbing his hips into me kind of in circles so I let out another moan until the door rang again so I pushed him into the bathroom to see who stopped me from either a good thing or bad mistake.

~~~whaaaat ! I wonder how Fab would feel about this if he found out :))~~~