The Aftermath

Mgk

The next day I flew back home. When I got there Jane had already beat me there. All of her things we're gone. I called her phone nonstop and she never answered. Damnit! I really fucked up. It really wasn't supposed to happen this way. She was suppose to forgive me. She was suppose to try and work things out with me.  At this point I started questioning how deep her love was for me if she could just pack up and leave like that. My mind flashedback to the first Valentine's day Jane and I were together. Her ex warned me that Jane could get like this. I guess at the time I didn't think I would ever find out.

Who the fuck was kidding? Did I really expect Jane to just forgive me just like that? I'm sitting here questioning her love for me when she was probably doing the same thing. I don't even blame her. How could I? If you really love someone you go out of your way to make sure you don't hurt them. Not hurt them ever chance you get.

I had to get her back before Casie got back. I couldn't do this to her. Jane was all we had and now she's gone.

Jane

Fuck Colson! He's a fucking asshole. Boy did he really play me. I believed he really loved me and that he would change because of me. Smh when Tammy pulled me aside at the wedding I should've listened to her.

She told me who Colson really was and I didn't believe her. I was blinded by the man I wanted to believe that he was that I couldn't see it. I guess I had no one to blame but myself. And now here I was staying at a hotel trying to figure out what I should do next.

I really wanted to retreat back to Tennessee and hide but I knew I couldn't do that now. Because now there was another person who mattered more than me, Casie.  I couldn't just walk out of her life. She was my daughter now and she depended on me. Colson was a fucked up person because people abandoned him. If I left now Casie would turn out just like him.

Mgk

                   

                         A month later

I still hadn't heard from Jane. I only seen her in passing when she would go by Casie's grandmothers house and even then she would run from me. It turns out she went to see Casie after she moved out and told her that we wouldn't be together anymore. Casie would barely talk to me. It got to the point where I had to get the guys to come up to the house just to get her to come out of her room.

"Casie come down for lunch!" I called to her. No answer like usual. I went to her room but the door was locked. What the fuck? She's never locked the door before. I got a butter knife and wedged the door open. When the door opened I almost had a heart attack.  Casie wasn't in there. I thought maybe she's playing a joke she's gotta be in here. I tore the room apart and still no Casie. I walked down to the guest house to see if she was with the guys.

"No we haven't seen Casie since this morning at breakfast." Slim replied

"Shit!" I yelled

"Look calm down. I'm sure she's in the house some where. We're gonna help you look." Dub said

We searched the whole house and there was absolutely no sign of her and I was freaking out.

"Maybe we should call Jane and see if she's there." Dre suggested.

"Are you kidding me? Jane lives almost an hour away. There's no way a 7 year old made it all the way across town by herself. Don't call Jane!" I protested

"Well I'm still gonna call Ash and see if she's seen or heard from her." He replied

A few hours later there was still no Casie. So I finally broke down and went to the one place where I thought she could be. Jane's...