forbidden love, olivia rodrigo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xkqyf5zawrE

Character: Olivia RodrigoRequested by: bored_user12

Names:•Y/N Lavender Beaumont •Olivia Lacy Chamberlain☆☆☆

Y/N's pov

Jealousy. The only feelings rushing trought me at this moment. I knew I had to be subtle but I couldn't help but have this spontaneous feeling of needing to punch Louis's horrific face.

She looked so precious in her purple long dress. The way his hands got to hold her hips while their hands were intertwined dancing the waltz played by the quartet made my heart squeeze in pain.

It's a shame, the way he gets to dance happily with my princess and I don't. Not like he does. Not so public and raw in the middle of the ballroom with hundred of candles illuminating their faces.

Instead I get to dance with her under the moonlight in her secret garden while ivys grow beneath the walls and the shadows roam around us.

I abhor the way he'll get to claim her as him. It makes me lose sleep at night. Every night. I know I should be easy on it and there's no reason for me to be jealous. My princess words. But I really can't help it!

It's devastating! The way me and her will never be able to exchange rings in a beautiful church. I don't understand the problem at all...but well here I found myself trying to control my instincts before I hurt my own skin.

I can't watch any more minute of this or for sure i'll ended up being condemned so I decide to leave the ballroom and let fate lead my foots.

I walk into Olivia's lybrary. One of her favorite places on her family's palace. I wander around and stop after finding this book calling for me making my mind recreate old good memories.

The language of flowers. It's one of Olivia's favorite. She has read it a thousand times. It was the first present I've gave to her.

"What is a lady like you doing alone at this hours when there's a beautiful ball occuring down there?" My favorite soft voice echoed on this big room taking some steps forward me until her fingers touch mine and the book.

I shake my head and look up at her.

"I was just trying to find a book to read." I force a fake smile and put the book back in its place.

"Don't lie to me, y/n. Don't we know each other already too well, dear?" Her eyes examinating my posture trying to find out why I ran away.

I sigh and turn my back to hers not wanting to face her and the truth.

"I'm fine. You can go back to the beautifull ball and his strong arms." I scoff rolling my eyes walking to the vaste window apreciating the pretty garden down there with so many spculptures, trees and lakes.

"So is that what this is all about?". I can see Olivia's smirk trought the reflection of the window as she aproached me, wrapping her arms around my hips and resting her head on my shoulder.

I stay silence not knowing what to say.

"How many times do I have to tell you that he means nothing to me, uh? Y/N, you know my heart belongs to you and you only. It has your whole name engraved with the same dagger i've offered you. So please, there's no need to be envious about Louis. Lavender Beaumont is the only name my heart lingers for." She spoken softly against my ear causing a certain wave of tranquility hit my heart.

"I know." I mutter turning my body around to finally face my lover. "But i'm just a simple duchess and he is the next king of France and everybody expect you both to exchange rings very soon and that destroys my soul." A soft tear drops down my chin which is soon met with the touch of her thumb wipping it away.

"It's ok. I understand your feelings, my dear." She caresses my cheek.

"I'd be in the same situation as you, y/n. Or pherphas worse!" She chuckles softly. "Actually, I think I'd be worse! I probably would've already punched him in the face or something! How could he dare to even think of the possibility of calling you 'mine'?!" Olivia makes me laugh causing this sad tension between us leave for a moment.

"You know you're all mine aswell, right, y/n ?"

"You don't even have to ask. You know I live for you. I've just miss you so much and I wish we could dance all night with actual lights surrounding us!" A suden hope rushes on my veins. "And and..I wish I could be your wife and spend the rest of my life with you! I wish we could exchange rings and raise our little kids and go to balls together without the presence of shame! I wish I could make love with you without the fear of being caught...without the feeling of fear without..." I sigh and close my eyes for a second trying my best to not collapse in her arms.

"It's ok. I feel the exact same thing, love." Olivia's arms wrap around my neck. Her hug always feels like the safest place in the world. We stay like this for a while quiet just enjoying each other company.

"Hey, i have an idea. Do you trust me?" She giggles looking like the most precious thing in front of me.

I nod my head. "Show me what you got in your perfect mind."

"Just follow me." We leave the lybrary running downstairs while our hands stay intertwined trying to be discreet sneeking trought the backdoor so no one can have the bless to witness our secret love.

She lead me to the garden.Her secret spot. Our secret spot.

We stand over the orange tree just looking at each other smiling like fools.

"What? What's your plan, my princess?" I chuckle locking a curl of her hair behind her ear.

I watched clueless as she plucked a bit of ivys on the wall curling them on her fingers.

She took a deep breath and started her speech never daring to stop looking in my eyes.

"I know this doesn't mean a lot but for me it does. It may sounds ridiculous but you know you're the love of my life and I want to spend the rest of my days on earth with you even if the rest of the world doesn't aprove. I want you to be truly mine, y/n. I love you. I'm not afraid to say it. I love you. I owe you and you owe me and my heart. I said it before and i'll say it again, your name is engraved in my heart. Every beat of it screams your name. I couldn't be more proud of us and the love we created and were never afraid of feeling it, even if in the darkest days we felt weak, deep down in our souls we always knew it wasn't wrong like our people tell us. And with this weird ring...I want you to see it like a promise because it is. I promise to never let you go and love you for eternity, my love is for you and always you, my sweet darling" Olivia chuckled and this was the first time I didn't have a single doubt of her love for me.

"Olivia..that's...I don't know what to say." I laugh as she puts this little weird ring on my finger.

"You don't need to say anything my love. It's ok. I just needed you to know what I truly feel." She gently places a kiss on my knuckles.

"My angel, my beautiful sweet honey..I..Liv...you're so right...it doesn't matter at all the doubts and fears if in the end we truly know that what we have is real. I couldn't be more happy to have you in my life. I'm so so so grateful. I love you i love you i love you and I'll show it to you every single day." I chuckle as we feel our love sparkling between our lips.

"I love you." Olivia repeats while caressing my hands and those words never sounded so genuine for me.

"No. I love you more!" I protest as we share a deep passionate kiss that made me feel butterflies as soon as her hands ran through the curves of my body.

"Let's go to my bedroom, shall we, my love?" Olivia looked at me like a sweet puppy. How could I say no to that. 

We giggle as we run uptowards her bedroom trying to be as quiet as we could but our bodys betray us.

"Liv!" I shout whispering as her mouth meets my neck in the middle of the cold hall.

"I need to show you how much you mean to me." A cute pout appears on her face as I open the door of her bedroom closing it as quickly as our lips met each other right after it.

"Not before I remind you who you belong to, dear." I smirk at her as I place the 'ring' she just gave me before up on her dresser and then  push her body against the bedpost encreasing a slight moan escape her lips making me chuckle.

"This is kinda on the way, shall we get rid of it? But don't take me wrong, you look astonishing in that dress." I compliment Liv while placing soft kisses on her cheek. Then she turns her back to me holding onto the bed post.

"I knew you would like it. I wore it the whole time questioning if you would aprove it."

"Aprove it? Liv, please. You may wear it in every ball from now on." I chuckle while I run my fingers softly on her corset taking the laces off. "And after every ball, I may take it off for you just like this." I whispered noticing the flush on her cheeks placing my hand on her chin to make her look back at me.

"He could never make me feel what you do to me. It's more than just...lust." Olivia's eyes shining with our love as she helps me take off the layers of her skirts. "If they saw us, they would call us wicked but for me it's so much beyond that."

I nod my head looking up at her as my cold hands gently take her shoes out her delicate feet.

"Tell me all about it, love." I encorange her critical thought mesmerized by it.

"Well...you know. What we have is so pure and..just beautiful that I don't think my mind will ever understand why we can't be seen in the light. It just makes me so angry at them..." I see Olivia clench her flists so I get up and place a kiss on them.

"It's ok, Olivia. We're not wrong." I whisper not sick of giving a trail of kisses up her neck. "Love is a gift. Judgement is the sin, my angel. And I feel sorry for them." I admit making our eyes lock one more time. Olivia looks confused. "Because, they will never experience true love. The feel of sacrificing everything just to have that person by your side all the time. You're right, what we have is so deep that even the most divine figure couldn't make us change our hearts. And that's something not every person is able to live. So i'm sorry for them. I would never even think of the possibility of being like them if that meant I couldn't wake up with you and hear your sweet snour!" I laugh and she smacks my shoulder softly.

"I don't snore, you idiot!" She laughs wrapping her arms around my neck and her legs on my hips.

"If you say so." I gently place her on the bed staying on top while our lips savor each other in a long  meaningful kiss.

My hands roam her now raw bare skin encreasing her breath become heavier. My heart jolts in delight just by the way her soft hands grip my hair as my mouth pleasures her breasts.

"Tell me who you belong to my love." I demanded softly against her skin while my hand grabbed her neck just right.

"You know who." She teases me so I can tighten the grip and place all my attention into her eyes making this deep shade of pink invade her cheeks. "It's you! Only you. My savior lucky with the name Y/N Lavender Beaumont Chamberlain."

Liv whispered the last part on my ear causing a chill go down my spine.

"I wish." I speak softly caressing her chin.

"You wish? But dear...You already are. You've always been a Chamberlain! Since the day that I met you, the Chamberlain coat of arms got engraved on your skin for eternity." The pure awe in her eyes melting my heart.

"Lucky me then." I laugh pulling my lover in a kiss before giving a trail of sweet kisses down her lower stomach.

"Please, I crave you. Please, my love." She begged whispering my name and a wave of confidence and desire rushed through me and soon enough I was tasting my favorite meal while her hands covered her mouth not letting sweet innapropriate sounds leave. I hold her hips firmly, pinching her tighs with my mouth in the most gentle way just how I know she likes it.

"Tell me how much you loathe him, darling." A silly cocky smile creeps on my face as I quicken the pace with my tongue sending vibrations to her core encreasing a loud moan become music to my ears.

"So much- Oh lord."

I chuckle proud with her awnser watching her hands grip the sheets of the bed aswell as my hair.

"No need to name our lord at this hour my love, i bet he is quite tired and busy. If you wanna scream someone's name, scream mine." I ordered, deciding to feel her warm body with my cold fingers knowing this would make her more flushed.

I whisper some praises into her skin while my fingers deep in her venom and her body shakes beneath me loving the way it collapses on my touch.

I never dare to stop looking at her beautiful eyes as my name is cried out in desire one last time.

This is a sight I will forever be gratefull of witness. Her hair is a mess all over her pillow as her hard breasts are covered with my hands and her dry throat tries to catch it's breath.

"You always make me feel wonderfull, y/n." Olivia admits while my head rests on her chest.

"It's my duty, miss." I giggled placing another and another gentle kiss on her nose when she takes my fingers sucking them so slightly making the blood on my veins run faster while a piece of lust could be seen in her dark eyes. "I want to retribute the favor."

I laugh softly at her comment, knowing that it's not worthy it to compete agaisnt her when it comes to this. If she wants it, she'll get it. Easy.

Finally we were both entagled in each others bare skin not wanting any of this to end.

Olivia changes our positions. For sure, her tongue is gentle although it contains an ember that reminds me of the place I belong to. I belong solely to her, my sweet honey, my only source of happiness, my everything.

A familiar feeling rushes on my body and each millimeter of my skin became a firework that makes me want to scream, revere and venerate her name.

Finally, I reciprocate with the honesty and passion of my kiss that screams "i love you."

☆☆☆A/N:Next one is apocalypse! Who should I write about?