Chapter 14 - Fuck. Fuck. Fuck

Tw: Mentions of Murder

Kyles Pov:

I jumped off Stan and scrambled to find my phone. 3 missed calls, fuck. I hope nothing happened. I answered. "Kyle (she sniffles) where are you? I really need you to (she sniffles again) come get me." I freeze keeping the phone on ear mode only, to not startle Stan about whats wrong with Wendy. "Wher-re are you" I say with my eyes closed confused on whats even going on. As she begins to answer I feel Stan crawl over to me and start kissing my neck. It feels so good I lose track of Wendy's words. He began licking up to my jawline, fuck I wonder how many people he's pulled this on. I can't help but let out a soft moan thats drowned out by the music and grab his hair, I feel his lips turn into a smile. He starts giving me a hickey right on the side of my neck. Usually i'd know better because my mom would kill me if she ever saw, but it just felt so right. I didn't stop him and continued gripping his hair not wanting him to stop. *BANG BANG* We hear in the distance and jump up startled. A few seconds later Craig and Kenny come running out the house with some extra bags. Fuck, we hadn't even realized it had been 45 minutes or so. Stan jumps into the drivers seat and starts up the car. I remember Wendy is on the phone and grab my phone quickly. "Wendy? Wendy?!" I yell into the phone, but then realize she had hung up. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Craig jumps in the front seat and Kenny jumps into the back. "DRIVE BRO, DRIVE." Kenny yells as a couple figured come running out the house with guns. "GET DOWN" Craig yells as bullets start flying by. Stan speeds down the desolate road as we hear more bullets fly by. One hits the back window. "FUCK FUCK FUCK BRO." Kenny yells trying to keep his head down. I was so scared I almost felt like peeing myself. As we got down the freeway more we all calmed down a bit. "Dude, We shot him." Craig said looking back at Kenny who was looking out the window. Stan jolted his head to Craig with his mouth nearly open. "Wait what?" I said, "You shot someone?". Kenny looked at me, then sat up and stood over the middle console to turn down the music. "Look dudes, none of us are every going to repeat this." He said looking more serious than he ever has. "If any of you repeat what the fuck happened tonight, I will actually kill you." He said looking at all of us, especially me. It made me feel embarrassed again, they probably think im the one who'd snitch. We all gave the nod of approval and Kenny looked back out the window. I don't know if this is his first time doing something like this, but it was definitely Craigs. I'd never seen him so nervous in his life, he was one of the most nonchalant people i'd ever met. Stan turned the music back up probably hoping to ease the tension a bit. Just then my mom called. Fuck. Fuck. FUCK. "BRO TURN DOWN THE MUSIC REAL QUICK ITS MY MOM."

"Oh shit." Stan said turning the music to 0. "Okay dude ima need yall to shut the fuck up real quick, like for real, i'm about to get my ass beat."  I answered clenching my nails into my hands. "Hey mom!" I said. "Kyle. Where are you." "Oh uh, me and Stan came to get some drinks from the 7/11." "Do you know what time it is." "Yes ma'am." "When are you gonna be home, Mr. Marsh is already pissed he's out this late." "Soon ma, please just leave the door unlocked for us, okay?" She sighed over the phone, everyone was holding their breath. "Okay bubbie. Just come let me know when you're back." "Okay ma." "I lo-". I hung up before she could say it. Fuck now she might be mad. Oh well. Kenny laughed a bit at me as Stan turned the music up once again. Just then I felt his hand touch my neck and push my head to the side. ".. This wasn't here before", he said while slowly smiling at me. "Shut the fuck up" I said rolling my eyes. Great, now he thinks i'm gay too. "Stan did it, didn't he." he said smirking evily. I didn't respond, I was way too embarrassed to even answer. "Yo, I don't judge bro, my girl is trans" he said shrugging. I almost choked on my spit again. "Trans? I never knew Marj was trans." Me and Marjorine used to talk a bit but I never even noticed. "Yea bro, she complete her transition like last year, I didn't mine her before either tho, I love her alot. I'd literally do anything for her." I sat there thinking how sweet that was, I always though kenny was one of those people who was overly obsessed with cis-women only and repulsed at the thought of anything other than that. "If you guys do all this shit, why dont you get together?" "I'm not gay" I said slightly laughing. "Come on bro, i've known you went both ways since our elementary years". What? He's talking out his ass. I never really believed in going both ways, I always felt like its either one or another, except for whores maybe, they go for everyone. But if your wanting to get in a relationship with someone why be attracted to another gender? Unless maybe you're polyamorous, which is kinda like a whore to me, maybe i'm ignorant. "Trust me dude, you're just in the denial stage right now. I was like you too when Marj still went by Leo. I always tried to sneak to see her, but never gave her any attention infront of people. It made her really insecure. I sometimes wished she was a girl so I could just love her and no one would even pay any attention, until I realized, why does it matter what people think. If they really have a problem, they can solve it with me. So I started going public with Leo. Yea people made fun of me sometimes, with little jokes or even to my face, but they never did anything about it. I really didn't care anyways, people don't mean shit to me. Then, Leo said she wanted to make her transition, she finally confessed to me she never really felt like a boy, and I was always supportive of her, through everything. I helped her gather money for her surgery's and stuff, I never told her how, she doesn't know what I really sell, she just thinks it's weed and stuff. I went through a lot of bad shit to help her, and it was so worth it in the end. After everything, I had never seen her more happier. She wouldn't cry in the mirror anymore, or dress in clothes she hated, she was so happy, and I was so happy to see her enter a new stage of her life. Ever since then i've always been there to protect her, from everything and everyone. If you're in denial because your scared of what people will think, don't be. At the end of the day, he's all you'll really have, the person you'll be able to come home to after a horrible afternoon, shit, the person who holds your when your crying, don't hide your feelings, they never go away, they just make you miserable." Kenny patted me on the back and smiled, then reached over the middle console and put a different cd on. Some 90's murder hip hop shit. I sat there for a good while taking in everything he said to me. By now I was pretty sober, so it was definitely something i'd be thinking about for a while. It was so strange, Kenny just literally shot someone, then gave me one of the greatest lectures i've probably ever heard, better than any of my AP professors have. It's crazy. And scary. Scary because I knew he was probably 100% right. I didn't talk the whole rest of the night. We finally got back to Craig's house and all the cars were gone, besides my truck. "Aye, yall gonne be okay getting back home?" Craig said looking back at us from his poarch. "Bro, I just escaped a drug dealers and we survived, we'll be good." Stan said hanging out the window. Craig just smiled and nodded as him and Kenny went inside. What a fucked up night.