chapter 16

Xiao Zhan's P.O.V

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He was staring at me whole time as I was changing the clothes.

I sighed.

"Can you stop staring at me like that. I feel weird" I said.

"Zhan Ge is so pretty, I can stare at you whole day long" he said.

I shook my head at his reply.

He's kinda cute tho like a puppy. I have to admit it.

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"Okay I'm done changing. where are we going now?" I asked.

He got up and took my hand.

"Zhan Ge should only look at beautiful things. So that our baby will turn out to be as beautiful as you. I'm taking you out to look at beautiful things" he said.

"Stop with the sweet talks. It's kinda cringy..." I said.

"But I'll accept it" I added.

He smiled. And grab my hand before dragging me out alone with him.

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15 minutes of car ride and we reached at our destination.

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It was a beautiful orchid garden.

They were blooming like no body can stop them. Some were blooming beautifully on the ground and some were hanging from the upwards making the whole place looks so beautiful.

We walked around for a while admiring the beautiful flowers. .

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I was so lost in admiring this place that I realized yibo is not around me anymore.

This time I looked around to find yibo's silhouette.

He suddenly appeared from the back making me jump back a little bit in surprise.

He handed me a huge flower bouquet which contains orchids mostly.

I took the flower without thinking much.

"For what?" I asked.

He smiled and said.

"It's kinda like our first date so...I wanted to give you some flowers. Please accept it my beautiful Zhan Ge."

I blushed. Because people were staring at us. The place wasn't crowded but it was silent and there were few visitors.

Then he came close to me put his hands over mine which was already holding the bouquet.

"Zhan Ge, today I brought you here because orchids are perfect to celebrate all the life's precious moments. And you are so precious to me" he said and Peck on my lips quickly.

I blushed harder if it's even possible. We're at public and I'm not used to this kind of stuffs anymore.

I grabbed his hand and dragged him with me while flashing a fake smile to people staring at us.

And when we reached to the side where there is no one besides us two I said...

"Yibo I feel embarrassed like this. At least be romantic where there is no one watching us."

Yibo pouted.

I quickly pecked on his lips before turning my back to him and said....

"I think we should go back now"

"Okay let's have nice meal somewhere before heading to the house" he said and I can feel his smile from behind.

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After having meal we went back to the house where we were staying. Well, practically yibo's new house.

It was already evening when we were in the garden.

And Now, the sun is almost completely out of sight.

After changing, we went near the lake to relax for a while enjoying the cool breeze.

"Zhan Ge, will you be happy with me?" He suddenly asked.

I just looked at him not being able to reply at his sudden question.

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"They say one of the twin is always more evil than the other. whether it is in a good or bad ways. In our story I would have been that evil twin if I was to stay here beside him. Because I'm sure I would've hurt him one or another way but I didn't wanted it. So I left". He said.

"He always took care of me since we're kid I wanted to return the favor without stabbing him at his back ' he added starting up at the almost dark sky.

I can't quite get it but for the first time, I wanted to know his part of the story.

"Can I tell you everything now Zhan Ge.? I don't know whether you'll believe it or not but I have to tell you about it" he asked.

"I'm listening" I said signalling him to continue..

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"I was the one who saw you first , I was the one who fell for you first. I was the one who was supposed to approach you first but I gave it up all just so I could see him Happy." I said.

Making me look at him with confused and curious eyes.

He continued...

"I Saw you for the first time when I was still so young. I still remembered you were at high school. That time you missed your bus so instead you decided to roam around alone without any worries. I thought You were so cool. You looked free. Also I thought you were really pretty for a guy. Next day I saw you having lunch with my twin, laughing and talking. I felt my heart aching. That time I didn't understand what that feeling was." He explained.

"As we grew up I kept seeing you here and there quite often. But I guess you never noticed me in the crowd. Every time I saw you, I was confused at my feelings more and more. my heart would beat faster unnecessarily. Until one day my twin came and showed me a photo of you saying he likes a pretty guy. I realized I like you too but my brother was faster than me in realizing his feelings." He kept on going.

" Sometimes he would come to me and talk about you. I often thought about approaching you first and snatch you away from him. I hated him during that time. One day I said to him 'why don't you just ask him to marry you?. He definitely will agree' I don't know if I was angry or just being sarcastic at that time. For a moment he seemed like I just gave him a good idea but after a moment He said ' impossible, how could i?' I was relieved.Around that time I left for LA, part of it was to pursue my dance career and stay away from family business and part of it was to forget about the fact that I'm having a secret crush on a guy. 'I'm straight, I'm not supposed to like a guy at the first place, let alone the same guy that my twin likes' that's what I thought at that time. Next thing I found out you married him. I was jealous, thinking that it could've been me."

What kind of destiny is this. I have no words.

"Ridiculous story right? I somehow managed to forget about you but when I came back, meeting you again and seeing you everyday and I couldn't help but fall in love again and this time I don't think I can stop myself from loving you anymore." After that he was silent for a moment.

I still don't know what to say. Everything was hard for me to digest.

"The name you hold so dearly is actually mine and you didn't know it.....it always have hurt me. I was so jealous of my brother. The name the face everything is mine yet your heart belongs to him. Do you Know how does it makes me feel Zhan Ge?" He asked me he doesn't looks sad but It seems like he had a lot in his heart. Now that I finally accept him he feels it's okay to let it out.

I have no answer for him so I moved forward and kissed him gently. Nibbling on his lower lips sweetly.

I never thought he was struggling with his own feelings for me since young.

Now that I think about it if he was the first to approach me our story would have been different.

Everything that happened. Everyone that suffered, I can only blame it on destiny now.

But I really really loved Yien too. I still do love him and I always will but I've also decided to stop living in the past and I also love Yibo now. I want to be happy together with him in my life ahead if possible.