chapter 14

Wang Yibo's P.O.V.

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"Wait Yibo....i.... what are you doing?" He asked me blushing as I took off his shirt.

He tried to cover his body with his hands.

I don't often see him blushing. But Zhan Ge is really cute like this. I wish I could make him blush more often.

I cupped his cheeks with both of my hands.

He didn't bothered to look at me.

"Zhan Ge please tell me what's bothering you?" I asked him again.

In the back of my head, I know what's actually bothering him but I want to hear it from him.

"Yibo...I think you should go back to your room" he said instead of replying to my question. Still not looking at me in the eyes.

"Zhan Ge just look at me?" This time I forced him to look at me.

His eyes suddenly became teary.

He covered his face and said in wavering voice

"I'm scared."

I instantly pulled him into a hug.

" I'm really pathetic. I keep pushing you away, yet I'm actually scared of how am I gonna go alone in this journey without you." He said.

I can feel his warm tears falling and rolling down my chest.

"I'm scared, you'll be married soon and I'll be left all alone once again. It hurts thinking about it. I don't want to be like this I swear." He explained.

"Zhan Ge, if you're so scared then why don't you just accept me without caring about others for once" I asked gently.

Then he broke the hug to look at me.

Zhan Ge right now is really vulnerable. That I feel like I'm taking advantage of that.

"Yibo I don't....." He started but I cut him off with a kiss.

It was sweet yet really deep kiss.

We both needed air but i didn't wanted to let go.

He pushed me a bit to catch the breath.

We both were breathless. He fall back onto my chest.

"See Zhan Ge you know you like me too" I said.

"Give me some more time. I feel like, it's because I keep seeing you around i started to forget he's gone, I started to miss him less. I feel like once I start to accept you, Yien in my heart will disappear too. And it'll be unfair to him. I loved him so much to forget just like that. My heart is in so much trouble yibo." He started crying again.

When he said that, I think I started to understand his feelings a bit more.

He cares so much.

We stayed that way for a while in silence.

Then he got up and got out of the bathtub and took off his pants.

"I'm going to bed early, you should go back now" he said before getting out of bathroom.

Hugging his half naked body was already enough  to turn me on and now I even saw his complete slander sexy naked body. I think I need to help myself tonight.

I collected my clothes and went out of his bathroom too.

Before heading out of his room I saw Zhan Ge tangled up on his bedsheet still naked not caring about anything anymore.

I guess he's really stressing out these days.

I went out of room slowly closing back the door from behind.

As I was heading to my room, I saw one of the maid. I was still in my boxers. I thought at this time no one will be around. i guess it's still is early.

She bowed to me blushing hard and not being able to hide her smile. She definitely saw me coming out of Zhan Ge's room and in this kind of unexplainable condition.

"I'm heading home young master" she said.

"Ohh.... right.. check on Ah Xing first, if he's sleeping well. I put him to bed a while ago" I said.

"Okay young master" she said and headed towards ah Xing's room.

And I rushed into my room.

Damn it! I don't think I can explain my situation.

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***Next day***

" Papa... I'm going to Grandma's house again. Don't miss me too much okay?" ah Xing said and kissed his Papa's forehead.

Zhan Ge kissed him back before putting him down.

"It's too sudden mom. You should've called me first." Zhan Ge said to his mom who came to take ah Xing with her.

"It's better to take ah Xing with me for a while. You'll be in lot of stress these days so it's hard for you to take care of ah Xing now." Zhan Ge's mom said and took ah Xing's bag with her.

"Okay we'll be going now. Yibo take care of my son. Bye." With that they left.

"Don't worry mother in law" I shouted from behind.

Zhan Ge gave me the look.

I smiled at him.

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"Alright! Time to go now Zhan ge" I said.

"Where?" He asked in surprise.

"Pack your bags. We'll be gone for three days and two nights." I said

"I asked where the hell are we going?" Zhan ge asked again.

"It's a surprise. I'll get the maid prepare our meal for long journey" I replied and move towards the kitchen.

Actually I called his mom last night and told her that I'm going to take him out somewhere to relieve his stress.

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After about 2 or 3 hours we head out of the house.

Zhan ge actually didn't wanted to go but I forced him in coming with me. I want to take him on a vacation so that his stress can get relief. And also part of it was to spend time with him.

It was already passed 2pm when we started the journey.

We probably will reach around 5pm..

.(Outfits of the day)

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As we were heading towards our destination, when it started to hit the greenery part of the road. Zhan Ge suddenly asked "Isn't it the way towards the farm house again?"

"Yes.. but we're gonna go few kilometers ahead of the farm house" I told him.

"Alright"

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It was only about 20 minutes of car ride to reach at our destination when it suddenly started raining, blurrying the beautiful view outside. Yet it somehow was beautiful and refreshing.

The weather is changing winter is not far away.

It's actually getting cold here. Since this place has more hills and trees and water this place was never really hot to begin with.

I saw Zhan ge rubbing his arms.

"Are you feeling cold?" I asked.

"A little bit" he replied.

I took my blue shirt off which I was wearing over my white t-shirt and put it on top of him and focused on the road ahead of us again.

I felt his stare but he didn't said anything.

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As we finally reached there, the sky was clear again. It's was almost 5pm when we reached there.

It was beautiful.

There was a big smile on his face. I'm happy to see him happy.

There was a beautiful house near the huge lake.

The recipient took us inside the house and to a bedroom with double bed.

The inside of the house was really pretty and cozy .

"This is beautiful" zhan Ge said.

At that moment the recipient came back in

"Sir, here is the keys of the house. And if you need anything there's is a maid. So I'll be heading home. Enjoy yourself." He said and left the room with a smile after keeping the keys at the side table.

Zhan ge definitely was confused.

"I thought it's kinda like home stay. But why did he gave the whole house keys to you?" He asked.

"Zhan Ge, I bought this house couple of days ago."

Zhan Ge looked surprised.

"Why? What are you gonna do here too far away from home?" He asked again.

"I bought it for us Zhan Ge. We'll come here and spend sometimes whenever we need a vacation in the future. The surroundings is so beautiful too." I explained.

Zhan Ge looked kinda sad suddenly. I think I know what he might be thinking.

"Zhan Ge... don't worry about anything for now and enjoy the views and free your mind from everything while we're here on the small vacation." I said while taking his hand on mine and gently rubbing it.

He nodded unsure.

"Okay I'll look for the maid to cook something for us. We'll just rest today." I said before getting out of the room to look for the maid.

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