chapter 13

Xiao Zhan's P.O.V

"Zhan Ge, .......were you mad at me for some reason?" He asked breathless.

Why does he sounds like he just ran a marathon.

"What are you talking about?"

"Then why did you ignored my calls? and I haven't seen you since morning. You even left ah Xing at maids care" he asked.

Then I looked at my phone, which I almost forgot about since I got here at my parents house.

"Sorry it's in silent mode and I forgot to check it"

"Zhan ge stop making me worried" he said finally sitting down on the couch next to me.

"Sorry, I came early in the morning without telling you." I said.

"I looked for you every where and here you are. I almost thought you were mad because I kissed you last night even though you kissed me back." He said. He was so loud.

'what are you saying?' I whispered ...I got nervous and tried to cover his mouth abruptly without me realizing it.

My mom came in clearing her throat.

I just explain everything to my mom a while ago yet I'm blushing now.

"So you boys started dating?" My mom asked while handing yibo a glass of water.

"Yes ..." - yibo"No..." - me

We both said simultaneously

I glared at yibo.

"We're not dating yet mom" I said blushing again.

I'm just glad that mom took everything nicely. She even agreed on time to time visit me and take care of me.

She said she'll explain it to my dad when he'll return home from work.

"Okay... you're not dating yet, but you'll start dating soon right?" My mom asked.

" Mom can we stop about it" i said feeling embarrassed.

"Okay okay" she said laughing a bit.

"Okay then let's go back home Zhan ge " yibo said and got up.

"You guys should stay for the dinner" my mom said.

"It's alright Mother. We don't want to bother you. I' m planning to take zhan ge to a nice restaurant" he said.

My mom smiled.

"Okay then take care of him." She said.

"Don't worry about it mother in law. Bye then" with that he took my hand and dragged me out with him.

"Bye Mom. I'll come back soon." I shouted from outside.

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After having dinner at the restaurant. We decided to head home.

"Zhan ge let's go somewhere else first" he suddenly said when I was about to get into the car.

Next to the restaurant was a shiny diamond jewelry store.

He dragged me with him towards it.

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"What do you even want to buy?" I asked him before entering.

"A set of diamond ring" he replied.

"Why?"

"I believe we only buy it once in our life. I want to buy it for you Zhan Ge" he explained.

What the hell is he even saying?

" No need to buy it for me. I don't want it. Let's go back home" I said.

"Wait Zhan ge. I know you don't want it but I want to buy it for you and only for you" he said again.

This time I got angry. Part of it was because I'm not ready for any of it yet.

" I said I don't want it. Because I don't even know if we'll be together in the future. Don't waste it on me." I kinda yelled at him.

I know those passerbys were staring at us but I don't care anymore.

"Let's go back" this time I lowered my voice.

He looked hurt. And I can't help but feel guilty.

I wanted to apologise again but I didn't I'm not sure what I want with life anymore. I can't accept him just like that. Like we don't have nothing to care about.

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We didn't talked anything on the way.

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***Next Day***

Everything was back to normal.

Even tho we had conflict last evening. We acted as usual.

We had breakfast together with ah Xing.

And we went to work as usual.

Yibo insisted on me going to work but since I said I needed to check on something he drove me off to my restaurant saying that he'll pick me up after about one or two hours.

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***Evening***

Today once again Mr. Wang stopped by to talk about something and stayed for dinner.

I was feeling uneasy the whole time.

I seriously don't know how to explain to them.

Mr. Wang probably was not okay when his son married a man at the first place.

What will he say when he found out his another son also likes men. not just any man but the same man?

What will he say when he finds out I'm already pregnant for second time with his another son?

He'll be disappointed right?

"....Ge Zhan Ge.... what's wrong? You're zoning out" yibo asked.

Then only I realized I was lost in thoughts.

"No it's nothing." I smiled and dig into my food.

"The weather is changing so take a good care of yourself. Eat well drink more water" Mr. Wang said.

I'm not sure to whom it was intended for.

"Btw yibo about your marriage...it will be better if you think about it soon" he added.

Which got my heart Sting a bit.

He's bringing it up again.

But why am I disappointed?

"Dad can we talk about it later" yibo said kinda feeling uneasy while stealing glance at me.

"You can't always say that. How about next month? We should start preparing. Also it will be late if...." Mr. Wang kept on going but yibo cut him off.

"Dad stop. Just give me a little more time" this time yibo's voice was kinda Stern.

"Alright Alright. Young people these days are scary" Mr. Wang said

After that it was kinda silent.

But there was a discomfort in my chest like I need to lift something off my chest.

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After Mr. Wang has left I directly went to my room. Went into the bathroom and get into the bathtub.

I don't wanna think about it but it's bothering me. How is everything going to turn out.

I couldn't even tell everyone that I'm pregnant. And Mr. Wang really want yibo to get married real soon.

Am I gonna have to go on this journey alone?

'It's scary, I don't know how long I will be able to go on alone....' i whispered to myself as my tears fell down off my eyes.

I heard someone knocking on my door but I ignored it.

After a while I realized someone was standing in front of me.

I looked up at him.

As soon as he saw my face his expression turned into worried look.

I quickly brushed off my tears.

"How did you get in?" I asked.

He sighed.

"Zhan ge you forgot to lock the door. And you probably forgot to took off your clothes too."

Then only I realized I still have my clothes on.

Then he leaned down and kneeled in front of me.

Gently reaching out for my cheek

"Zhan Ge, I know something is really bothering you again. You can share it with me. Don't keep it to yourself." He said.

"There is nothing to share. Go back, I want to take a bath" I replied.

He sighed again for the second time.

Then he took off his clothes leaving only his boxers on.

I looked at him in surprise.

"What the hell do you think you are doing?" I asked in Stern voice.

But without replying he got into the bathtub.

I didn't wanted to be in the same bathtub with him so I got up from sitting position to leave.But he pulled me back down.

I was surprised so he took the chance to take my shirt off.

"Wait...Yibo...I.... what are you doing?" This time I blushed trying to cover my body with my bare hands.

I know we're both man but to think about it this is the first time I'm so close to him and we're both half naked and sober at the moment.

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A/n : sorry I took a long while to wake up again. :') I was trying to wake up for a long while now but I couldn't.Anyways I'll update the next chapter tomorrow.

Thanks everyone for staying. Love you all<3