chapter 12

Xiao Zhan's P.O.V

You can't keep your emotions in track when you're pregnant.

That's one thing I hate about being pregnant the most.

Lately, everything I do or say is out of order.

Soon enough Yibo will get tired of me.

And why thinking about it is making me sad.

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I don't know why but I've been waiting for yibo to return home.

Probably tonight was one of those nights where I feel lonely, like I need someone by my side, I need someone who would listen to me.

Now that I think about it, I only have yibo to rely on.

And somehow he took longer than other days to return home.

I wondered if he went out to party with other girls again.

And just thinking about it I got angry. He said he would take care of me but where is he now when I need him?

After a moment.....I heard the sound of yibo's car outside.

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"So you were at the party?" I said trying to sound normal but miserably failing.

"Zhan GE. You still haven't went to bed" he asked.

"Why does it matter?" At this point I'm totally sounding mad.

"Zhan ge, I texted you saying that I had work load today which needed to be taken care of as soon as possible so I had to stay a little longer than usual." He said.

"So you weren't at the party?" I asked again doubting him.

"I was at work Zhan ge, you should take care of yourself don't stay up late for no reason" he said.

"Can you hug me for once?" I blurted out without thinking much.

My intention was to see if he actually were out with some girls. This might sounds perverted but i wanted to take a quick sniff.

What the fuck is going on my head? I haven't even agreed to date him.

He was a bit surprised.

"Don't take it as if I really want to hug you because I like you. I was just feeling like I need a little comfort so I kinda was waiting for you" I explained.

What? Did I just admit I was waiting for him.

"O-kay forget it. You must be tired. I'm going to bed---"

I said and was about to flee when he suddenly hugged me.

"I know you'd have a lot of mood swings throughout the day maybe I should be by your side most of the time. And that's why I want us to date already zhan Ge" he said while stroking my head gently.

Why does this guy making feel like I'm the younger one here again?

"Forget about dating me. Go find someone else maybe." With that I pushed him and rushed towards my room..

.And now it's Making me feel restless about what did I just said to him.What if really decided to give up on dating me. It's not like I've never thought about accepting his dating request. But I'm scared of something, I can't quite put my fingers on it. Maybe, I'm scared of what people might think, or Maybe I'm scared because if I start dating him yien in my heart will be forgotten. Or maybe because I don't want to feel the pain of loving someone else anymore.

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***Next Evening***

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"Yibo, I think you should give a serious though about your marriage" Mr. Wang said to Yibo.

Mr. Wang was here to discuss some business matter with yibo and stayed for dinner. I never thought he would bring this up suddenly.

"Give me some more time dad" yibo said.

I'm trying to keep my emotions on track while Mr. Wang is here.

"I've talked to my friend once again. If you don't have someone in mind let me fix your marriage with his daughter." Mr. Wang said again.

He probably is talking about her, yien's childhood friend who used to like him. I started to wondered if it was yibo or yien that she used to like.

At this point my mood swing got the best of me. So I excuses myself before I start saying something stupid.

I said I'm going to bring some more drinks from the kitchen.

Just thinking about yibo marrying another girl, I was jealous. which is unreasonable because we have nothing between us.Well... I'm pregnant with his child but that was a mistake.

I stayed in the kitchen for a quiet a while trying to compose myself.

After a while yibo came in.

"Why are you here?" I sounded rude.

"Just here to help you Zhan ge. Btw Are you okay?" He asked me.

Which got my eyes became teary.

He pulled me in for a hug.

"Zhan ge, were you jealous? I know you're acting this way because of mood swings. But it actually made me happy that you're showing signs that I might have a chance. Don't worry I already said I will wait for you. I won't marry anyone else." He said and leaned in to kiss me.

Somehow his words were enough to calm me down.

I let him kiss me and responded to his kiss. But then suddenly I heard ah xing calling me "Papa..." And he came in running.

I slightly pushed yibo to break the kiss.

"Ah Xing...why are here?" I asked

"Papa was taking too long" he said.

"Okay let's go back to grandpa" I said

"I...can you help me carry some more drinks outside. I'll grab some salad" I said to yibo.Why am I feeling shy now?

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Wang Yibo's P.O.V

"I've talked to my friend once again. If you don't have someone in mind let me fix your marriage with his daughter." My dad said.

I looked towards Zhan ge instantly. He seemed a bit uncomfortable by this conversation.

Just a few days ago he was talking about finding a girl for me.

But lately he's showing signs of getting jealous a lot even tho he doesn't wants to admit it. it might be because of mood swings but even so I'm happy that I might actually have a chance.

He got up excuses himself saying he's going to bring some more drinks and went towards the kitchen before I could reply to my dad.

"Dad, I already have someone I really love now" I said.

And then I took a deep breath.

"And.....that someone is Zhan Ge, don't say anything to him yet he's not ready." I added.

My dad was not shocked at all.

"I actually had a feeling that it would turn out something like this. I have no problem with it." He said.

That was fast to accept something like this. But that was a huge relief.

"Then, I guess I'll go help Zhan Ge" I said and rush towards kitchen too.

I'm sure Zhan Ge is having mood swings again right now.