chapter 11

16:39, 24 July 2022

Wang Yibo's P.O.V

After we came back home from check up, Zhan ge got off the car in rush and went straight up towards his room. He was scolding himself continuously.

Ah Xing and I followed behind.

"I never thought I would get pregnant again and yet here I am. What am I? A slut? Why did I do it with a brother in law. I was trying to forget so much about whatever happened that night and now look at my fate, I have to live with it everyday now."

"Zhan ge" I called out from behind.

As soon as he got into his room he slammed close the door in front of my face.

"You two don't disturb me or come to me until tomorrow." He shouted from inside.

Ah Xing and I stared at the close door for a while.

I looked at ah Xing, he really was worried.

"Ah Xing, Don't worry about papa. Papa is completely fine. He's just upset about something." I explained to him.

"You wanna sleep with me tonight?" I asked ah Xing he nodded.

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(Flashbacks)*********.

***Continuation of chapter 8***

I need to stop him before I couldn't contain myself either.....

"Zhan GE stop." I climb on top of him and grabbed onto his arms as he was trying to remove his pants completely.

"Just Fuck me. I need you right now" he said

And I lost it all there.

I loosen my grip in shock, and he freed his arms from my grip.

Then he grabbed the back of my neck and pulled me down for a kiss.

He slide in his tongue into my mouth and started playing with my tongue.

That felt so good I started to want more and more of him.

I decided to pull away for a moment. His tongue was still so glued to mine. So his mouth was a mess with saliva when I pulled away. Yet he looked so sexy.

There were tears in the corner of his eyes, like he desperately wants something.

"Zhan Ge, do you really want it.?" I ask.

He nodded and connected our lips again. And wrapped both of his legs around my waist.

No matter how good it feels I pulled away for one more time.

"Zhan Ge, do you know who I am right now?" I asked.

He nodded again.

"Yibo.." he said my name like he's moaning.

This time I connected our mouths together for one more time.

After that everything was like heaven to me.

..It was always in the back of my head that, I might be doing wrong thing....that Zhan ge only wants it because he's drunk, that he'll not remember any of it... Or if he remembers he might hate me....

But his desperate look and my desire kept me on going.

And in the end, we ended up doing it all the way.

*******End of Flashback*******

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I was thirsty in the middle of the night so I went to the kitchen to drink water. I almost got scared when I saw Zhan ge there eating ice cream silently.

When he saw me, at first he got angry, probably because I caught him like this. And then he got teary.

I know it's mood swings but still I got worried.

I went near to him."Zhan ge are you okay?" I asked.

He then leaned against the kitchen wall.

"Earlier, I was only mad at myself for making it happen for the second time. Probably that's why it got completely out of my head but now that I have time to think clearly, how am I gonna explain it to everyone. Everyone is going to hate me" He said looking really sad.

"Don't worry about it Zhan ge, I'll handle it. After all it's all my fault." I said.

"How is it all your fault?? I clearly remembered seducing you. I know I was drunk but what the hell was I thinking." he said again.

Now I don't even know what else to say.He's too straightforward...

"Zhan Ge, I know it's not a right time to say it. But since it came to this already, why don't we start dating? They will understand if we tell them that we're already dating. It will be easier to explain it to them."

There was an unexplainable expression on his face.

"Don't worry you don't have to love me back right away.... I'll wait for you to feel the same about me. I can wait forever." I added.

After a while of silence....

"I'm going back to my room. I need rest" he said before leaving.

"Zhan ge, I'll always be there for you. So don't worry" I voiced out from behind.

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I tossed and turned whole night, not being able to fall asleep.

I kept on thinking about Zhan ge.....

Will he ever accept me?

Will he give birth to my child?

Now that I think about it.....what if he wants to abort it.

No no.... that's not right.

But he's a male.....the first time was already hard for him.

I wonder if abortion has already crossed his mind.

But I really want him to give birth to my child. That would make me so happy.

Why the hell am I getting excited right now?

I need to talk to him about it clearly.

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*Next morning*

"Zhan Ge wake up." I knocked on the door.It was already passed 9am.

"Go away, I need more sleep. Don't bother me" his voice was harsh

So I decided to let him rest for a bit more before waking him up again.

I also decided not to go to the work today. Since Zhan ge might need me anytime.

I took ah xing downstairs with me to have breakfast.

"Papa Yibo, I'm really worried. What's going on with my papa?" Ah Xing asked.

"Don't worry about it. He'll be okay soon" I said while rubbing his head.

"Ah Xing do you want a little sibling?" I asked him.

"Umm...I want. But papa won't bring me one. He said I came out of his stomach and it hurts. So, I never ask for a sibling even tho I want it. I don't want to hurt papa" he explained looking a bit sad.

I smiled at his cuteness.

"Well....let me tell you something. There is a little baby inside Papa's stomach. But it needs to grow a bit before coming out. Don't ask it from Papa okay. He wants to give you a surprise." I explained.

"Umm" he nodded happily.

"What are you telling to ah Xing?" Zhan GE glared at me.

I didn't realize when did he came down.

"Just because I said don't bother me. You guys stopped caring about me" he said sounding mad and sat next to ah xing.

"Papa, are you feeling okay now?" Ah Xing asked.

"Yes. But can you feed papa?" Zhan ge said while kissing on ah Xing's forehead.

He started feeding him happily...

"Zhan GE" I started but he cut me off.

"I've decided" he said while gently touching his stomach. He looks nervous.

What have you decided? Don't tell me you really want abortion?.There was a minute of silence.....

"Zhan Ge please don't do abortion""I've decided to tell everything to my mom"

We both said simultaneously.