{꒐ꋊ꓄ꋪꄲ꒯꒤ꉔ꓄꒐ꄲꋊ}

wassup lovie is it me or did I just get to meet an angel wink wink~

Anyway— 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚍𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍 "𝙰 𝚖𝚊𝚍𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚍𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚢", 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚎𝚗𝚓𝚘𝚢 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚎𝚎𝚝𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜.

𝙰 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚟𝚊𝚐𝚞𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚝 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎𝚍?

𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚖𝚢 𝟺𝚝𝚑 𝚘𝚏𝚏𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚙𝚞𝚋𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚢𝚊𝚢!

𝚆𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚖𝚢 𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚔?

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Oh! You're staying? Thanks 𝚌𝚞𝚝𝚒𝚎, come this way for a small ... mini mini mini introduction to what you should forward to in this book.

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𝙱𝚕𝚞𝚛𝚋☆—  you are sent to stayzone, a mental institution for the mentally impared after a traumatic experience back at home, in the institution you meet a lot of different people who you managed to build connections with but after a while you realise that the first mistake you made— was making them feel as if you were theirs.

𝚜𝚘𝚏𝚝 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜☆:—mentions of sexual assault,metions of sex work, murder,use of guns and firearms, threats, does kissing count as sexual content? Idk I'm a numbnut. Mental illnesses,strangers kissing(don't do this kids), self harm, eating disorder ,manipulation, ptsd,  panic attacks, metions of forced murder, abuse, gore, graphic mentions of sexual assault, more kissing, stocklom syndrome? Cussing, stalking, choking in a nonkinky way, weird relationships, possessive behaviour, interactions with murderers, psychopaths, sociapaths, liars, selective mutism, schizophrenia, bullying, stabbing, absent parents, powertrips, dominant behaviours, forced submission 》

Wheew— whoa let the author take a 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛.

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Those didn't scare you? You're strong lovie and I admire that – I admire you , please would you do me the favour of marrying me?

☆ yes  or 𝐘𝐞𝐬

𝐘𝐞𝐬??? 𝐀𝐡𝐤𝐤𝐤𝐤

╔╗╔╦══╦═╦═╦╗╔╗ ★ ★ ║╚╝║══║═║═║╚╝║ ☆¸.•°║╔╗║╔╗║╔╣╔╩╗╔╝ ★╚╝╚╩╝╚╩╝╚╝═╚╝★

Jk.

Book ost: Breaking down by Ailee (doom at your service ost)

:《 1st floor – highly functional mentality(not too traumatised)2nd floor – mildy functional (slightly sensitive and can be triggered by mild shit idk bro idk) could be dangerous?3rd floor – red flag district, can be dangerous lmao, they're dangerous and kinda  insane4th floor – black flag district, they are the definition of grippy sock Hotel, highly dysfunctional, maniacs lowkey, tied up strapped down white suit material (straightjacket- is that what they're called? Idk) just don't go there unless yk.. u wanna die 》

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 and their famous 𝐪𝐮𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬 in the book☆:

𝐍𝐚𝐦𝐞: Nam Y/n goes by Park Y/n

𝐑𝐨𝐥𝐞: Female lead/ main character

𝐀𝐠𝐞: 17 years old.

𝐃𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫: Ptsd.

𝐐𝐮𝐨𝐭𝐞: Trust me bbg if this little shit tries to do shit I will personally pull out the stick in his ass that I hope is puncturing some vital organs right now

Personali𝐭y: firecracker personality, ginger cat, has no filter, curious cat, observant, kinda... let me put this nicely– not the smartest screw in the bucket

𝐁𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝: Her parents are runaway North Korean diplomats that got killed infront of her one day and from thay she got sent to stayzone. She had a decent life at home other than having to live with the fact that the people she knew back there hated the fact that she was north Korean so she had to hide it to not be an outcast.

𝐋𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐥: 1st to 2nd

𝐂𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐫/n𝐨.: green to yellow, 143

𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠: Silent cry by straykids

Name: Lily

Role: 2nd female lead.

Age: 19 years old.

Disorder: ptsd and recovering from sexual assault.

Quote:  "I'm lily, like the flower, yeah cool name I know, I'm probably like the sweetest person you'll ever meet on this god forsaken planet"

Personality: bubbly, sunshine character,  will be a numbnut if needed, girlie's girl, sunshine in the rain, funny, enthusiastic , lovely, will be a firecracker of needed.

Background: moved from Australia to be a kpop idol at 17, her manager got her messed up, got her to join a hostess bar, she got sexually assaulted ended up in sex work before her new manager send her to stayzone to heal

Level: 2nd to 1st

Colour/no.: yellow to green. 100

Song: help by Isabel laRosa

Name: Bang Chan

Role: 1 of 8 male leads

Age: 19

Disorder: never mentioned but shows signs of Narcissistic personality disorder.

Quote:  "hate to be a hater but you better run while you still can, my guy has major issues as one of  his bestfriends I want what's best for him and you seem like a good kid so I'll save you while I still can, whether you choose to listen or not is up to you"

Personality: laid back, leader, will take charge if needed, funny, caring, you have to give him a reason to care, flirtatious, he's hot and he knows it, just don't get him angry.

Background: never mentioned, his file got lost.

Level: ? ??

Colour/no.: ? , 001

Song:Redlights by Bangchan and hwang hyunjin

Name: Lee minho

Role: 2nd of 8 male leads

Age: 19

Disorder: ocd/ obsessive behaviour

Quote:  "When a rose dies the human who picked it gets sad.Since your garden has no caretakers, who will be sad if you die?"

Personality: hard to tell, can be cold quiet and antisocial or bubbly, soft and flirtatious

Background:???

Level: 2nd floor

Colour/no.: Yellow , patient 002

Song: strangers by Ethel Cain

Name: Seo Changbin

Role: 3rd of 8 male leads

Age: 19 years old

Disorder: O.D.D

Quote: "I never said I was an angel"

Personality: laid back, funny, cool, hides his emotions well, can change to just being dead inside tho.

Background:???

Level: 4th to 3rd

Colour/no.: black to red , 003

Song: NDA by Billie Eilish

Name: Hwang Hyunjin

Role: 4th of 8 male leads

Age: 18 years old

Disorder: ocd and DID

Quote: . "I'm not sure what out of bounds means to you but I need you To get out before you —splash— ruin something"

Personality: soft spoken, caring, numbs out his pain, dramatic llama, loving /or so his files say.

Background: his father forced his to murder and dismember his mother at a young age.

Level: 4th to 2nd

Colour/no.: black to Yellow,004

Song: overheated by billie Eilish

Name:  Han jisung.

Role: 5th of 8 male leads

Age: 18 years old

Disorder: Bipolar and NPD

Quote: "not now seungie I wanna deal with your little friend right now, I kinda don't have time to decode you"

Personality: firecracker no.2, man has no filter, can be funny, dramatic amd caring but can also murder a fly, anger issues, will fight or bite.. or worse, has biten one of the nurses and gaurds

Background: ??

Level: 4th to 3rd

Colour/no.: black to red , 005

Song: The worst in me by bad omens

Name: Lee felix

Role: 6th of 8 male leads

Age: 18 years old

Disorder: narcissistic behavior

Quote: "You look so pretty in red," one of them cooed their hand reaching over to touch her cheek brushing a few bloodied strands from her cheek. "It's okay, just close your eyes,it won't hurt anymore if you do, nothing bad will happen to you,picture a grass field with all different types of flowers waiting for you on the other side, just close your eyes and you'll be there"

Personality: bubbly, funny, soft and caring, can be serious when ticked off, sunshine through the rain , lily 2.0, all you have to do is to not piss him off

Background:?

Level: 4th to 2nd

Colour/no.: black to yellow, 006

Song: louder than bombs by bts

Name: Kim Seungmin

Role: 7th of 8 male leads

Age: 18 years old

Disorder: selective mutism and obsessive tendencies.

Quote: "it's okay, just close your eyes and listen to me, it will only hurt for a little while, isn't this sweet? The last thing you hear is my voice before you lay to rest."

Personality: soft,"push over",sweet, funny, caring, a bit possessive but calm or so his files say.

Background: was abused and sexually assaulted by his adoptive father.

Level: 2nd to 1st to 2nd again.

Colour/no.: yellow-green-yellow, 007

Song: skins by the haunting

Name: Yang Jeongin

Role: 8 of 8 male leads

Age: 18 years old

Disorder: Schizophrenia and DID

Quote:  "why would I be afraid of a monster being under my bed when the monsters are all in my head?"

Personality: soft when comfortable, loud, cold, detached, obsessive, clingy, baby of the group, ticking time bomb

Background:

Level: 4th to 3rd

Colour/no.: Black to red

Song: go away by Tate McRae and BEcause by Dreamcatcher

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Side characters☆:

Name: Jeung Yeonjun Role: side character Age: in his 30sQuote: "it's called listening"Occupation: stayzone psychologist.

Name: Jeung Tzuyang Role: side character Age: in her late 20sOccupation: stayzone nurse

I hope you guys aren't too confused and stuff and hope this book meets your expectations.

(This was supposed to be a 20 chapter book but cause of the irrelevant and removed scenes it'll be 10 or less really long chapters)

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Playlist☆: played in any order— (These are just the songs that inspired me to write this book)

—  Breaking down by ailee (ost)—Drunk dazed by enhypen — Help by Isabel laRosa —social path by straykids feat lisa—I sent my therapist to Therapy by Alec benjamin—Madhouse by nessa Barrett  —Blood by mothica — Dear my light by DAWN —can you feel my heart by mothica (cover) —circus by straykids—Noose by nessa Barrett —Redlights by Bangchan and hyunjin —megaverse by straykids— This is home by cavetown—Venom by straykids—Devil by the window by txt—fatal trouble by enhypen—sweet juice by purple kiss—Save me by purple kiss— District 9 by straykids—I pull a spell on you by Austin giorgio —BEcause by Dreamcatcher — Hellavator by straykids—slow motion by Charlotte Lawrence —Magician by lexie liu—hate to be lame by lizzy McAlpine —hostage by maggie lindemann —Die for by Maggie lindemann —Good Girl by Thomas LaRosa —Mad hatter by Melanie —set me free pt2 by jimin—friends by chase Atlantic —Doubt by Twenty one pilots—if I killed someone for you by Alec benjamin