soul ties

Did you know soul ties were real?

Soul Ties / so•le ty•z / nounA spiritual/emotional connection you have to someone after being intimate with them, usually engaging in sexual intercourse. To the point that when you want to be rid of them from your mind and your life, even when you are far away from them and out of their prescence you still feel as if they are apart of you and apart of you is with them, Causing you to feel unwhole, as if you've given up some of yourself untangible that cannot be easily possessed again.

"Dior please." Carl whines. "Don't ask me again Carl." you say as you snatch your arm away from him. "What the fuck?" he groans. You frown at him. "I just wanted to try it!" He yells as you walk away. Ever since you put it down on Carl, he's been bugging you non stop. I mean he is your boyfriend and all, but damn! Sometimes you need your space you know? You open the fridge and grab some left over mac and cheese. You put it in the microwave. Carl comes around the corner, "Dior?" he asks. You groan and roll your eyes. "What Carl?" you yell. "What the fuck do you want?" He looks at you. "You. But you wont let me!" he whines. "Carl i'm literally bleeding from my vagina. What the fuck do you want from me?" you yell. "Your mouth isn't bleeding." he snickers. "Shut the fuck up." You open the microwave and take the mac and cheese out. You blow on it and take a bite. Carl watches you eat. "Do you mind?" You roll your eyes and turn the other way. You want to show him affection but mother nature says otherwise. "Carl baby.." you take a bite and shake your head. "I love you and all but now is REALLY not the time." you say with your mouth full while pointing the fork at him. "Can we at least cuddle?" he asks. You set the mac and cheese down and open your arms for Carl. He smiles and hugs you tightly. He kisses your forehead and you start to cry. "What did I do now?" he asks. "Nothing baby." you wipe your tear away and laugh. You don't know why you're crying. You just get emotional on your time of the month.

You told Carl your back was hurting so he ran you a hot bubble bath. He wanted to join you but the thought of being in the same tub with a bleeding vagina scared him. He sat on the edge of the tub. "You know, I didn't think you would be with me in the end. I always pictured us together, but didn't think I could make it possible." he says quietly. You play with the bubbles. "I thought you were just fucking with me in the beginning. I didn't think you actually liked me." He looks at you, "You literally changed my life." he leans over and kisses your forehead. "Thank you." he smiles.

It's true. You did change his life. You turned a confused troubled white boy into a beautiful young gentleman.