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I rubbed my eyes tiredly at the sound of the door creaking. The sight of a weirdly behaving Hongjoong caught my eyes as he moved towards the restroom. I'm guessing he must've not noticed me. My fingers went towards my phone straight away as I sat up. 4 am. Damn he's coming back so late again I honestly wonder what he's upto whenever he comes back late. Is his eyes stuck to that screen trying to make music or just him being awe watching cat videos or something.

A sigh leaves my mouth and just before I can tuck myself back into the wamrth and comfort of my bed my ears detect a whimper coming from the restroom. Is he okay in there? A few minutes later I see him coming out quietly closing the door and then as he turns his face gives off a terrified look as he sees me. What the heck is wrong now?

"What?" I mouth spits. "N-nothing. I- uhm."

Hia faces seems to have a mixture of discomfort and fright. I suddenly have an urge to ask him if he's olay due to whimpers I heard but I stop myself. I seriously can't be worrying about this spitful guy.

"Sorry for waking you up. I was up practising so I really didn't mean t-" "I didn't question you so I don't need your explainations. Go to bed. Hopefully this practise that you say gets you somewhere later today.

I lay back and turn around so I don't get to seem him. No words come out so I'm sure all he did was his odd nodding habit.

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Just as Seonghwa turns around I once again feel the pain in my chest. It isn't anything new though I just know that it wasn't my fault atleast according to what Yunho tells me inorder to keep me away from overthinking my brains out. We're are going to debut soon and all this is honestly pushing up my anxiety even more. If Seonghwa hyung continues to be this way I'm not sure about what will happen but that's not to worry about at the moment I need to find myself a way to ease the pain in my ankle. The guilt in me for lying to Eden hyung is enough already as the terrible feeling is still present in me, I don't need it to rise it up even more.

Taking a deep breath, I grab onto my sheets and pull them over carefully postioning myself on the bed inorder to refrain more hurt from happening. Without being able to think much more for the soloution to my freshly made situation I feel my eyelids getting heavier and just then they close into sleep and darkness engulfing me into a soft hug.

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5 hours later I am sitting up here at the dining table as I chew onto the gyeran bap that Wooyoung's made, he's the best cook in our group and I truly appreciate him for mostly doing the cooking. Yeosang sits next to me putting the glass of water he was drinking earlier then looks towards me.

"Hyung, why are hanging your leg like that?" He chuckles softly as his fingers point at my leg. Yes, I'm currently pointing my foot outwards to lessen the suffering I brought to myself during last night's practise session. My gaze travels to his pointing and then back up to his face. I can feel my mouth go a little dry but if I keep it shut he'll probably sense that something is wrong.

"Ahh not sure I just feel comfortable and silly like this right now." I smile making up the sentence and hear him giggling.

"You're so cute sometimes." he mumbles, his voice down enought for only the two of us to hear. I can't help but pass out a real smile this time. I really, really love these boys.

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