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I woke up at 5pm and woke everyone up to get ready for my party, the triplets ran home to get their clothes but the girls had theirs at my house since we all went together yesterday and we were planning on pregame ing her anyway.

' the boys are back ' i yell to the girls upstairs just in case they are changing and the door is open or something

' okay ' madison yells back

' hey guys got everything u need? ' i ask

' yup ' matt smiles

' alright go change in the guest room ' i tell the boys

' thanks ' chris yells running upstairs

' always ' i yell back

now that im downstairs alone i decide to get the alcohol and snacks out, as well as get the speakers out for music.

' need any help? ' i hear matts voice behind me

' n0 ' i turn to face him

' you look nice ' i smile

' thanks, your hair and makeup looks nice too, where's your dress? ' matt asks

' its a suprise for later ' i laugh

' oh yea of course the queen herself has to do a grand opening ' matt jokes

' whatever ' i laugh and push his chest playfully

' when do people start getting here? ' matt asks

' its only 6 matt ' i laugh

' still ' he says

' we're going to go to dinner first, all of us then come back for the party ' i inform him

' oh ok ' he shrugs

' im gonna go get changed but ill see you in a few ' i smile and make my way upstairs

' hey girly!! ' madison exclaims giving me a hug

' hi!! I'm putting on my dress ' i hug back

' oooh ok its on your bed so are your heels ' she smiles excitedly

' awee thank you!! ' i smile

' of course ' she gives me one last smile as i  continue my way to my room

* this is the dress & heels by the way ur hair was also curled too *

after i change i go downstairs and everyone is staring at me in awe

' what? ' i laugh

' i knew this was the one ' julia smiles at me excitedly and hugs me

' u look so good!! ' nick hugs me

' this is so your dress ' madison laughs and hugs me

' u look retarded ' chris laughs and hugs me

' oh whatever christopher ' i punch his shoulder jokingly

' u look perfect ' matt smiles and hugs me

' thanks matty b ' i laugh

' okay guys where do we wanna eat? ' i ask

' hmm I don't know i want mcdonalds ' nick smiles

' we should go inside and eat ' julia laughs

' hell no im not down to go see people ' i shake my head no

' you'll be fine lets go ' matt wraps his arm around my shoulder and we all walk out

' hey sophie u can sit upfront ' chris smiles at me

' uhhh ok? thanks ' i smile

' he just wants to sit with madison ' matt mumbles making me laugh as he takes his arm off me and we get into the car

' i call aux!! ' i smile and plug my phone in

' oh god ' matt mumbles as i start to play cruel summer by taylor swift

' FEVER DREAM HIGH IN THE QUIET OF THE NIGHT ' i sing

' YOU KNOW THAT I CAUGHT IT ' madison sings with me as i nudge Matt

' sing idiot ' i yell over the music

' hell no ' matt scoffs

' please?? It will make me happy ' i smile

' fine ' he shrugs

' AND ITS NEW, THE SHAPE OF YOUR BODY ITS BLUE, THE FEELING I GOT ITS OOH, WOAH OH, ITS A CRUEL SUMMER ' me and matt scream with smiles on our faces

we continue to sing all the way until we get to mcdonalds  singing along to other songs too, i knew matt was only singing to put a smile on my face but that just made me want to smile even more.

' we're here! ' i exclaim jumping out of the not parked car

' jesus sophia! do you wanna die?! ' matt scolds

' i mean do u want the answer to that? ' i ask

' shut up ' julia laughs throwing her arm around my shoulders as i give a fake laugh

I have struggled with depression and those thoughts in the past, this group of people im with right now has helped pull me out of it but whenever im alone i cant help but go back to that little world, which is why i am forever greatful for them, even Matt even though his meanness in the past had a big part in putting me there.

' what do u wanna eat soph? ' matt asked snapping me out of my thoughts

' uh just a large fry and an oreo mcflurry ' i smile

' thats it? ' nick asks

' yea im not that hungry '  i offer a smile as matt gives me a weird look

' oh okay ' nick shrugged

' come with me soph, i wont be able to memorize your order ' matt put his arm around my shoulder and started to walk to the register

' what's goin on with you? ' he asked when we got far enough from the group

' nothing ' i shrug

' you got all weird after i asked if u wanted to die, you can talk to me soph just tell me what's goin on? ' he asks again

' nothing ' i raise my voice a bit

' mkay whatever just trying to help ' matt shrugs and takes his arm off me

' im sorry matt i ju- ' i start

' its fine dont worry about it, just when your ready im here ' he cuts me off with a smile

' thank you matt ' i smile as its our turn to order

' always ' he smiles

when he starts to order i begin to walk back to our table

' what was that about? ' julia asks

' nothing ' i shrug

' suspicious as hell ' nick  remarks

' it was nothing van we just drop it?! ' i snap

' okay okay sorry ' nick raises his hands

' im gonna go to the bathroom ' i give a smile ans walk towards the bathroom

I walk into the bathroom and sit in a stall for a minute to calm down and then go back out to our table and end up sitting nex to matt

' you alright? ' matt whispers

' yeah fine, just had to use the bathroom ' i smile

' yea okay ' he smiles then we jump back into conversation with everyone else

' it feels so weird being here in a dress ' i blurt

' i agree ' madison laughs

' yea me too guys ' matt jokes

' me three ' chris adds on

' shut up dresses are so uncomfortable ' i laugh and hit matt since chris is across me sitting with madison

' i bet ' nick gives me a smile

after about half an hour we decide to leave since its now 7:45 and the party starts at 8

' everything is ready right? ' i ask as we walk into the living room

' hope so ' chris shrugs

' shut up is it actually? ' i ask once more

' yes it is i made sure of it ' nick smiles

' ugh ur such a favorite ' i smile and hug him

' love u too ' he hugs me back and laughs

' im gonna steal ur spot ' matt smiles a this brother

' im sure you will ' nick jokes

' wait ' julia speaks up

' what? ' i ask

' ill be right back ' julia says running upstairs

' uh ok? ' i question

' matt come here! ' julia runs from upstairs

' huh?- oh yea coming! ' matt smiles and runs upstairs

' what the fuck? ' nick questions

' who knows ' i shrug

' no way she likes my brother so i have no clue ' chris adds

' fuck you ' matt yells from upstairs and we all send eachother questioning looks

' come here soph ' matt says running downstairs holding something in his hands

' yea? ' i ask walking towards him

' here ' he smiles and turns me around then puts a necklace around my neck

' its a taylor swift necklace, kind of a sorry ive been a dick all my life and i think you are a really cool person, i also know how much you love taylor swift ' matt says as he puts the necklace around my neck

' thank u matt, i mean it ' i smile and give him a tight hug

' awww so cute!! ' chris says as he claps

' fuck off christopher at least somone cares about me ' i laugh and let go of matt

' whatever soph ' he rolls his eyes and smiles

right after that we hear a knock on the door

' shit its already 8 ' madison says looking at the time

' oh damn ' i smile as i open the door

' hi! ' i exclaim

' hey! ' the blonde boy exclaims back, no idea who he is though

' come in ' i smile and let the boy in, keeping the door open for everyone else as i go to start the music and turn on the led lights that have been previously placed around the house.

' more people are showing ' matt said nervously

' i know I fucking hate it ' i roll my eyes

' its your party? ' matt questions

' yea but julia was in charge of inviting people not me ' i shrug

' oh makes sense ' matt shrugs

' cmon we're having fun though ' i smile

' yea u are, not me the house is already full ' matt groans

' cmonnn ' i drag the n

' you know what ' i gasp with a smirk

' oh god what ' he asks

' lets go dance ' i smile and tug him towards the " dance floor "

' oh god damn it sophia im not a dancer ' matt protests

' i dont care, its my party ' i laugh as i  wrap my arms around his neck

' fine only for a bit ' he gives in wrapping his arms around my waist

' i knew u would ' i laugh as we shuffle around the " dance floor "

' shut it ' matt roll his eyes playfully

' where's everyone anyway? ' i ask

' no clue ' he shrugs

' oh my god matt and sophia! ' i hear a voice yell and turn to see julia

' hi! ' i yell

' are u guys a thing? ' she lowers her voice since she's getting closer to us

' no ' i scoff

' hell no ' matt laughs

' okay well anyway, i need my girl for a few pics sorry ' julia shrugs

' okay ' matt shrugs

' hey, ill be there in a sec ' i smile

' okay ' she smiles and walks away

' go to my room ok? unless ur alright being out here alone ' i say

' i can just come with u, i think i see chris over there anyway ' matt shrugs

' okay cmon ' i grab his hand and we make our way through the crowd

' hey guys ' i smile as we make it over to chris, julia, and madison

' hey ' madison hugs me

' where's nick? ' i ask

' no clue ' chris shrugs

' okay ' i smile

' alright come here bitch we're taking pictures now ' julia smiles

' okay whatever u say ' i laugh as she pulls me over to her and hands chris my phone

after pictures me and madison are talking until i feel a pair of arms wrap around me

' boo ' matt says as he wraps his arms around me

' jesus fuck matt ' i laugh and let out a nervous breath

' sorry ' he laughs

' how u holdin up? ' i ask

' good actually, im not rlly nervous anymore what about u? ' he asks

' pretty fucking scared now that u scared me but still pretty nervous ' i laugh

' yea okay whatever ' he rolls his eyes

' I'm bored though ' i shrug

' at ur own party? hell no soph let's go dance again ' matt drags me out there

' thought u weren't much of a dancer? ' i joke as he wraps his arms around my waist

' yea whatever sophia ' he smiles as i place my arms loosely around his neck

' thank u matt i mean it, i was planning on hiding in my room until u came up to me earlier ' i smile

' really? ' he asks

' yea ' i laugh

' wanna spin? ' he smirks

' sure ' i shrug

' okay ' he smiles and spins me making me almost trip causing us to laugh

' matthew bernard sturniolo! ' i exclaim trying to hold in my laughter

' whoops ' he laughs making me join him as we get off the dance floor to find our friends

' what are u guys laughing about? ' nick asks

' oh nick we almost didn't see u ' i smile trying to contain my laugh

' she almost tripped ' matt laughed

' cause of ur dumbass ' i laugh

' cmon lovebirds let's go find everyone else ' nick smirks and walks infront of us

' we are not ' i roll my eyes

' he just doesn't get it ' matt says as he wraps an arm loosely around my shoulder

' exactly he just doesn't get that a boy and girl can be friends ' i wrap an arm around his waist

' i see chris and madison! ' i announce

' let's go then ' matt says and i guide him to their direction, nick following behind us

' hey guys! ' i exclaim grabbing a bottle of vodka and drinking it

' easy on the alcohol ' nick laughs

i just give him the finger as i continue to drink

' okay ' matt says and grabs the bottle

' what the fuck ' i roll my eyes

' u can have more in a bit slow down ' he laughs

' whatever, what are u two doing? making out or somethin? ' i ask jokingly

' uhh no wtf ' chris laughs

' oh my fucking god I was kidding u two actually make out?! ' i laugh

' whatever ' chris rolls his eyes

' madison? ' i question

' hm? ' she asks

' u and chris made out? ' i ask

' uh no? ' she smiles

' mhm ' i laugh

' gimme that ' i grab the bottle from matt and start to drink again

' has she dranken any other alcohol than that tonight? ' nick asks matt

' i dunno ' he shrugs

' mhm ' i nod and hum through the bottle im still drinking

' god damn it sophia ' matt takes the bottle

' fuck you ' i roll my eyes

' is that why u almost tripped? do u need to lay down? ' matt asks

' no not yet ' i groan

' we're gonna go lay down ' matt says guiding me away

' the fuck we are ' i push me off me

' okay then what do u wanna do? ' he asks wrapping his arm around me again

' wanna just go sit on the couch and drink more? honestly i barley drank before that anyway ' i shrug

' fine but take it easy ' matt warns

' okay ' i smile grabbing another nearby bottle

' here take this one ' i give it to him and sit down on the couch

' thanks ' he sits next to me

' so ' i start

' sooo? ' he asks

' why are we friends now? ' i ask putting my head on his lap

' i dunno cause chris wanted it ' he shrugs

' if he didn't, would u still be friends with me right now? ' i ask

' yea where is this coming from? ' he asks

' i dunno ' i shrug and start chugging my bottle to avoid any other questions

* skip like half an hour and now im drunk so is julia but she's already passed out in my guest room *

' ur falling everywhere ' matt laughs trying to pick me up

' dude she's so drunk how much did u let her drink? ' chris asks laughing his ass off

' I didn't let her actually she just did it but 2 bottles ' matt laughs

' holy shit ' chris laughs even more

' it's not funny guys what the fuck! ' nick exclaims

' okay okay im gonna out her to bed ' matt finally picks me up

' oh- bye guysss ' i smile and wave as matt walks

' ur no fun ' i roll my eyes

' and u drink to much ' matt remarks

' whatever ' i punch his shoulder

' ow u little shit that one hurt ' matt complains

' oops ' i laugh

' down u go ' matt throws me in the bed

' ow! ' i yelp

' sorry ' he laughs

' okay ' i smile

' here let me get your shoes ' he says and he gets in his knees to take my shoes off

' thanks matty b ' i smile

' yup ' he smiles

' is that all u need? ' he asks gettin up

' i think so ' i say

' okay then bye ' he smiles

' wait matt ' i grab his wrist

' yea? ' he asks

' can u stay with me until i fall asleep? please? ' i ask him

' yea of course ' he smiles and gets in the covers with me

' thanks ' i smile as he wraps his arms around my waist and gets comfy

' always ' he smiles

' goodnight ' i kiss his forhead

' goodnight ' he smiles and probably 10 minutes later i drift to sleep.

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COMMENTS:

user18382: so proud of u all 🫶🏻

@mattsturniolo: probably would've died on the last day without you ❤️‍🩹↳ @sofiathefirst: awe cute u should've 💗

@nicksturniolo: AW I LOVE YOU AND IM SO PROUD OF US!!! 💟🫶🏻↳ @sofiathefirst: I LOVE U 2 I COULDNT HAVE DOME IT W/OUT YOU 🫶🏻🫶🏻↳ @mattsturniolo: oh what the fuck.

@theylovemadison: i love u so much!! thank you for being my bestfriend and for introducing me to these fucking idiots that i love with my whole heart, especially you 💟↳@sofiathefirst: stop omg why are you about to take nicks place and be my fav?!?!↳ @nicksturniolo: no fuck you ill get matt to take us to mcdoanalds!!

@juliaheartsyou: so proud of us!! we did it together bitch! so glad u found other friends and ur matty b ( ur true lover!! )↳ @sofiathefirst: ily but fuck u for that last part bc what the fuck.

@chrissturniolo: proud of us, even if your retarded and should've got held back 😁❤️‍🩹↳ @sofiathefirst: fuck you i hope you trip on a fucking rock and split ur head open