Five:The kiss segment

SAM;

My course sounds so creepy. I don't know why I chose these lyrics for myself. But Colby's eyes were trained on me and my chest, and his hand was locked to his jaw.

I sat down in the bath water warm from jakes turn, putting my goggles on as I softly breath and colby runs the Camara and music I lip synce to my Lyrics.

-A long time ago, back in the fourth gradeI tried to ask my mama, "How were babies made?"And when I found out, I got afraid of cooties...

I continued to lip sync, my eyes linked with Colby's behind the Camara, his face dropped abit when my;

-Yeah, this wholе sex thing just ain't for me...

Lyric arrived and quickly faded away as he stared blankly at the wall. We soon stopped the camera, and I felt grateful for my efforts; I was finished with this part of my journey.

Colby seemed a bit off, and I couldn't quite figure it out as I emerged from the water and grabbed my towel. We reviewed the footage to ensure that the entire segment matched our vision.

And thank god it was. I really didn't wanna do that again.

"Colbs?" I asked, "You okay? your face dropped in my segment."

"Yeah, I'm fine. Let's just continue this video," he said, giving me a soft heart heart-filled smile.

I looked over and saw Jhonnie pin Jake to the wall, "can't wait for the couch segment, baby," he spoke.

-COLBY;

I can't wait either. But I told Jhonnie we're doing the recording. Lastly, we still need to record the girl segment from the start, but we're doing all segments where there's no need to cross first and each part on different recording blocks for ease of editing.

There is a part where I allude to kissing Sam. And deep inside, my brain wants to fuck it up and kiss him for real. That's the last thing we'd record in case I do that out of impulse by accident, and Sam freaks out.

In the best case, I end up with a make-out session worst case, he gets mad at me.

"Oi lover birds, we got a music video to film," Sam says, making them both flustered.

They groan, and we continue to - do the video awaiting. For the moment, that can change my and Sam's relationship forever.

There are 1000 things going on in my mind, and Sam is 999. I need to get anything but Sam in my head. But I can't. He's so addicting.

We recorded Jake and Johnnie's segment on the couch, and you could really tell how into each other they were but holding each other and how it was much more intimate than we had planned.

Right now, Johnnie is in the wig doing the segment with Jake. I lean toward Sam. "We need to match this for the video to look good," I say in his ear, breathing my heat down his neck.

"I know," Sam said, "you get your wish. They get Solby moments."

My heart is beating - as I look down at Sam, my brain screams at me to pull shit chin up and kiss him. But I ignore it. I don't wanna ruin the filming for my own greedy desires.

I look at how Jake leaned in and actually kiss jhonnie, I bit my lip picturing it to be sam, the kissing in reality wasn't played, jhonnie laid on Jake's part as he mouthed to the lyrics.

For the main course, then, we decided to record my segment where I was sitting alone in the tub to give Jake a break for being so damn flustered.

-Girl, you know I always think about you...

I peel off my shirt, unbuttoning it slowly before shaking it off, while Sam's gaze remains fixed on me, almost with admiration. He always had this habit, though.

I shift my body slightly, making the water ripple against me, my gaze locked on Sam, who bites his lip. He often calls me hot but insists it means nothing.

Are we sure it meant nothing because I'm feeling something? There is some forbidden chemistry between me and Sam, chemistry Sam just doesn't wanna believe is theirs.

"We got a good take its time for the couch for you two, let's start with colby in the wig sam the wired looking one" Jhonnie said, "I have no idea how to describe the character you're betraying sam."

"Nerd?" Sam asked, shrugging and biting his lip. Okay,y let me get my sweeter o,n" he sai,d walking to his ba. As I got out of the water, I wrapped a towel around myself and went to my bag to get my wig and tank top.

I watched as Sam shrugged off his shirt - the gay panic bubbling inside racing against my pulsating heart. I quickly stopped arming him, shaking the nasty thoughts to the back of my head for later drying my body off as I put the tank top on and struggled with the wig.

The wig I hadn't touched it in years, so it was knotty and a mess, frankly, but soon I got it presentable enough for a meme song. And grabbed some concealer, lightly covering up my facial hair for my fem part.

"Damn, Colb," Sam said, "maybe you wore meant to be female.."

I might fit your type if I could. "Unfortunately, I was born into a man's body," I said, rolling my eyes with a playful tone and playfully nudging his shoulder.

We sat on the couch, and Sam quickly did his one-frame part with me. I just acted weird and thrust my tongue up a lot to his arm, making him laugh off Camara.

"You're being strnager today Colby" he said while laughing, I look ar Jake and jhonnie who's shaking their heads at sam with a 'how are you so blind look'.

I shrugged and looked off bitting my lip I was so.. filled with nerves.

Sam got changed as I did - he looked good like that. I laughed at his shirt, grandma, like a wig.

"Sam, you could have done the old Samantha wig,"I said, laughing as I looked at him.

"I couldn't find it," he shrugged as he sat down. I adjusted my black tank top and took a seat next to him, getting ready for it.

"We're rolling in 3 2," Jhonnie said, clicking the play button.

-You make everything I see about youAnd you know I can't be me without youYou're the one I adore, and my queen is true.

I give Sam the roses from under the red Blakent at the 'about you lyrics with a smile, my heart beating so fucking fast at what's to come.

When I refer to my queen, I genuinely smile and glance at Sam as he leans in. I lean in with pride, allowing our lips to touch gently for a moment, moving softly together.

Luckily, the segment was over because when the Camara stopped, Sam freaked out.

"Colby, we didn't intend to kiss," Sam stammered, my heart racing as we both blushed bright red.

"I didn't know you wore that close. It was an accident.." I spoke, voice shaking, scared I fucked up my whole friendship with my best friend because I fucked something in a music video.

"It's fine, let's just redo the seg-" Sam said.

"It looks intentional due to Jake's and me's segment where we actually kissed," Johnnie said.

Sam just backed off on the couch. "Whatever, I'm getting changed.."

I watched him get up and go to get changed, stuffing everything in his bag as he left for the bathroom.

"Please say that was the actual last segment." I sighed, "Sam might be done recording."

"It's okay- we're not mad. You shot, you shoot," Jake said, rubbing my back, "the fans will love it."

I nod, I wanted to cry I feel like sam hates me now.-Drama :)