Five

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Selfharm.

Namjoon never had thought about it but every time he walked past the blades in the convenience store his mind wandered off to making some lines in his skin. But why was he thinking this? He was not depressed, he didn't have a reason for cutting his arms, it was just attention seeking. And he wasn't an attention seeker?

He bought the blades.

The floor of his bathroom had been made red for the first time.

Namjoon cried himself to sleep because that was the only thing he was good at. Crying and being pathetic. And he deserved it, that's what the bullies said. They were right. Right?