Denial

March 17th11am

Chuuya and Dazai slept for hours together in each others arms, not bothering to wake up. But they soon woke up. Chuuya woke up first and was hugging dazai he felt so comfortable with the brunette. He saw Dazai was still asleep so he starred at his face for a while, his face looked relaxed and calm, then started to wake up.

"Stop staring at me like im a museum object" Dazai said in a sleepy voice.

"If you were a museum object then you would be a dusty old bone" Chuuya said.

"THAT HURT" Dazai dramatically said.

Chuuya rolled his eyes and continued to get more comfortable with dazai.

"i dont wanna get up" Dazai said with annoyed tone.

"Then dont, we don't have school till next week" Chuuya said.

But then suddenly dazai bedroom door opened and it was Verlaine.

"HAH found you, you homo" Verlaine said breaking the door down.

"VERLAINE" Chuuya yelled and Dazai quickly hid under the covers.

"Hey naked shoeya, seriously put some clothes on, you two dazai. I dont appreciate you twi being naked" Verlaine said.

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING HERE" Chuuya shouted and thru a book witch was on the nightstand and thru it at Verlaine.

"EASY, jeez get dressed and ill tell you, ill be in kitchen love birds" Verlaine said and closed the door.

"Stay here ill go kick his ass" Chuuya said getting up from the bed.

He got dressed and went out off dazai room and saw Verlaine on the table.

"Really, sleeping with your ex" Verlaine said.

"Really, breaking into houses?" Chuuya retorted back.

"Oh well sorry, how was I supposed to know, anyways not the point, i came to see you after Bulgaria trip, how was it?" Verlaine asked.

"You didn't came here to ask about the trip, you came here to see if i got you anything" Chuuya said crossing his arms.

"ALRIGHT FINE I ADMIT" Verlaine said.

Chuuya laughed and opened his luggage that he didn't unpack yesterday and brought out a plastic bag full off chocolate bars and thru it to Verlaine.

"THANK YOU SHOEYA, ALRIGHT ILL LEAVE YOU WITH YOUR LOVER" Verlaine said grabbing the chocolate bars.

"Hes not my lover you, bitch"

"Oh? IM SO TELLING MOM" Verlaine said and left.

Chuuya sighed and got to making coffee for him and Dazai, when they left for bulgaria they made sure not to leave any food any where, but since dazai was here he bought food and stuff.

Dazai walked out off bis room wearing sweatpants and his bandages were falling ever so slightly. He walked behind Chuuya and hugged him from behind.

"You left me, meanie" Dazai said leaning his head on Chuuyas shouleder.

"Poor baby, want me to throw u out the window" Chuuya said.

Dazai just laughed. They both sat at the table drinking the coffee, it was comfortable silence between the two. Something about last night made the two smitten for each other.

"So... last night" Chuuya started.

"I enjoyed it" Dazai with a smile.

"I did to. Off course we didn't break any rules" Chuuya said.

"Yeah duh, we made the rule, and we stuck to it" Dazai said.

They both wanted to say the same thing but because off the rule they sent, they didn't know if the other wanted to continue or be something more then friends.

"Your bandages are falling" Chuuya said standing up to grab a roll bandages from cabored.

He walked over to Dazai kneeling down while dazai was on the chair. Unbandaging the old bandages from his chest and started putting on the new ones. The ginger couldn't help but feel a bit hot from touching dazai chest, he slightly touched dazai chest and started putting the bandages on, he then moved his arms and fineshed, but he didn't move from his spot. Dazai then started stroking Chuuyas hair and moved his fingers to Chuuya chin making chuuya look up to him. They both made eye contact and Chuuya slowly moved up closer, their lips itches apart from one another, they then connected their lips in a light kiss. Their tongues together fighting for domince. The room suddenly felt hot and full off lust.

Before the kiss got messier there was a door knock. They separated from the kiss fast as possible and Chuuya moved away from the brunette quick as possible while dazai went to open the door. When Dazai opened the door he was met with Elise jumping on him.

"DAZAI NEE SAN" Elise shouted jumping on dazai hugging him.

"ELISE!!" Dazai said from surprised to see his younger sister.

Elise babysitter then walked in with her bag and put it on the table and said hello to Chuuya with a nod.

"Pardon Sir, Elise wanted to see you, if its alright with you ill leave her with you for a while. No i will not say anything to Mr Ogai" The babysitter said.

"Thank you and yeah she can stay with me for the day" Dazai said holding Elise up.

"Have fun, Elise don't get introble" The babysitter said and Elise just stick her tongue at her.

Elise then turned her head and saw Chuuya. She jumped down and ran towards Chuuya.

"CHUUYA-SAN IS THAT YOU?" Elise yelled with exsiment.

"Yep Chuuya is here, were roommates" Dazai with a smile.

"Hi Elise, im surprised you still remember me" Chuuya said.

"We must play dress up with your beautiful hair" Elise said grabbing her bag and bringing Chuuya to the couch.

The 3 played with Elise for a while. Elise dressed Chuuya up with a pretty pink boy in his hear and Dazai with a yellow sun hat.

2:06pm

After 2 hours off playing, Elise felt tired so Dazai put on some cartoons and Elise fell asleep on the couch.

"Shes cute, can't believe she's so big now" Chuuya said.

"Yeah, i told Elise babysitter last week to bring her here when she can. When im done with college im going to file a a report and bring Mori into court to bring elise for my custody" Dazai said looking at his younger sister asleep.

"Both off you deserve better lives" Chuuya said sitting next Dazai on the table.

"Mori doesn't abuse her, but i know the disgusting things he likes to use her for, that I don't even want to mention" Dazai said with sad tone.

"He will get what he deserves, now just focus on the good, you idiot" Chuuya said holding on dazai hand tighter.

"So that kiss...." Dazai mentioned.

"Yeah... I know i don't know what happened there" Chuuya said with a nervous laugh.

"Right. That was crazyyyyy~" Dazai said.

"For real."

"Off course it wont happen again" Dazai said.

"Obviously, were just friends, we just still feel that different country feeling, its normal lots people feel it" Chuuya said with a laugh.

"EXACTLY. We have no feelings for each other, it just the different country effect" Dazai said.

"Yep. Totelly normal" Chuuya said.

There was a knock on the door and Dazai answered it, It was Elise babysitter coming to pick her up.

"Shes other there asleep" Dazai pointed.

"Aww, ill be taking her now, thank you having her, she can be quite a handful but i enjoy looking after her" The babysitter said.

"Yeah i get that, have a good rest off your day" Dazai said waving good bye and the babysitter left with elise carrying her.

Dazai the layed on the couch and turned off the TV. Chuuya then joined him and they both were holding hands enjoying each others company.Both feeling thoses feelings. But they will never admit it.

A/N:

HI

alr so i love soukoku

hope you guys enjoyed this sweet little and little bit off homo stuff chapter.

ANYWAYS IM SORRY FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER, PREPARE YOUR SELFS IM SORRY